I'M DONE I EITHER KILL MYSELF OR START MY LIFE FROM THIS POINT LIKE I SHOULD HAVE DONE LONG AGO. I DON'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF, TELL ME HOW TO PROCEED.
All I want to do is drink or get high whenever I'm not working. life is so dull, but it's the bed I've made so I'm not going to kill myself. Why do you feel they way you do?
What's wrong OP?
>>17005433
Therapy just go
Do what I did. Strip bare, sit in front of a mirror. Razor in hand (no easy way out.) and promise yourself you leave that room in a body bag, or a better person. If you attempt, not only are you a coward, you're a failure.
>>17005574
Nicely done. Say your last words while looking at your eyes. Also, attempting suicide in front of a mirror is only for macho macho MACHO men.
>>17005617
Macho or not, a good hard realistic look at yourself is what creates change
>>17005446
i fight with my pseudogirlfriend over other dude. and she puts me in the bad light because i tried to do what was the right thing to do, and what was the best. i wanted nothing BUT DO THE GOOD THING. i'm also fat and i started going at the gym. the real issue here is that I FEEL LIKE MY FUCKING LIVE IS THE CHOICES OF OTHERS AND THATS FUCKING DISGUSTING SHIT. sorry for capsing but i'm just mad at me because i let people tell me what to do and i'm mad because i never get lucky that is proffesion wise or women wise. (i'm 19).
>>17005776
life *
