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2016-04-05 22:15:38 Post No. 17000918
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2016-04-05 22:15:38
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>straight A student for my whole life
>work my ass off in high school
>5th in a class of 400
>get into honors program at a pretty good NYS university
>in the middle of 6th semester of college
>suddenly can't bring myself to focus on my schoolwork
>straight up didn't hand in an assignment earlier in the semester because idgaf
>only worth 5%
>whatever
>due date finally comes
>panicking like mad
>realize i have a fucking problem
>ashamed at what I did
>apologize profusely to professor
>"I don't know what happened, but I just couldn't bring myself to finish up the assignment. This has never happened to me. I have a 3.95 GPA."
>she's understably confused, but she accepts what i said and is super encouraging about me getting my shit together
>i honorably accept the 0% on the rough draft
>sign up to get free counseling provided by my university
>talk to counselor about finding a healthy balance in my life
>for a few days, i actually believe that i've found the resolve to get my shit together
>get outstanding feedback on final version of that paper
>ace next couple of assessments for classes
>spring break
>do absolutely nothing again
>another rough draft due for another class that's worth 5% of my grade
>haven't done shit
>due in about 20 hours
>already contemplating just not doing it in favor of watching TV and getting a good night's sleep instead
What the fuck is wrong with me, /adv/?
I feel like my discipline has completely degraded. I can barely bring myself to do the things that I have to do anymore. I'm completely disinterested in everything that relates to school and my future as a member of the workforce. My friends and peers are all constantly applying to exciting internships and programs, and I've just decided to take a summer class and work at my shitty old desk job at home to avoid having to exert any effort searching for a better opportunity.
I'm scared that this will get out of control. What should I do to start getting my shit together?
