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okay i need some advice pretty quick

>virgin
>never had a girlfriend
>meet this girl through friends of friends sort of thing
>she's not crazy pretty or anything but she's quite funny and we connect on things like video games, movies etc
>by some divine miracle she likes me and i get her number
>hang out with a few of my friends the next day and tell them about this chick
>they tell me not to waste my time with her
>confused.png
>think about what they said the next day
>say fuck it, this is gonna be one of my only chances to find someone
>call her and arrange to get coffee next week
>day comes, nervous as fuck
>tried to dress nice, probably looked like a sperg
>she comes in and sits down and we talk for what seemed like hours
>eventually she says she has to go but arrange another date, this time dinner on the weekend
>excited as fuck
>buy a suit
>we go to a really nice restaurant, food was really nice
>she looked great, objectively 7.8/10
>finish meal, pay the bill
>m'lady
>kiss outside restaurant
>it feels like that sequence in requiem for a dream where they shoot heroin
>constantly text her, become really close
>feel like i could tell her anything
>a couple of months go past, we go on dates all the time
>movies, dinner, bike rides, all the regular shit
>i've been round her apartment a couple of times and she's been round mine
>it's never progressed from kissing and making out
>become frustrated
>i ask her why we haven't had sex yet
>she becomes all serious and explains to me how she used to date skeevy guys and a lot of them were into hard drugs
>a lot of those dudes had contracted hiv from fucking prostitutes without protection and sharing needles and what have you
>dawns on me what she's telling me
>'i have hiv'
>calm on the outside, meltdown on the inside
>she seems pretty calm and nonchalant about it
>tells me she loves me
>tells me she wants to have sex with me
>i tell her i don't want aids
cont.