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2016-04-05 01:24:30 Post No. 16997465
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2016-04-05 01:24:30
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So guys
I'm in uni. I'm 2 years through a chemical engineering degree, should've been 3 but i fucked up. At this point I'm way too invested with time and money to switch majors, but I'm not happy with it. I chose it because I'm alright at math and chem used to be interesting. My willpower to work is dwindling. When I have the time and I could be working, I'm too upset to do so for various reasons, most of them stemming from the fact that I can't make/keep a solid friend on this campus, so I feel lonely.
Even if I was magically given the choice to do whatever I want, it wouldn't do me much good, because I have no idea. I have no hobbies, interests. I game and browse and write journals to vent out the frustration sometimes. Beside that my life's pretty void.
I have loving parents and one old friend left back home, so I'm thankful for that. But whenever I express this stuff to them, I'll get some tiny insight and a bit of drive to fix my issues, but as soon as I'm back in the routine of university it fades away. Hence, lack of willpower.
Again, I can't drop out or switch majors because it would be a waste of time and money that my family can't afford. I know I should try to find something that interests me but after being like this for so long it seems less and less likely to happen. I know this is just a big rant but I'd appreciate some feedback rather than just letting the words collect dust in a journal. Feel free to post your own life rant, even.