Depression thread
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How we doin mlp
It's 4:30 here and I'm on the verge of tears
>>16967990
Get over it.
No one loves you and life will never get better.alcohol helps with the tears m8
>>16967990
watch some pone
it helped me
>>16967990
What is it like, still being able to feel?
>>16967990
3:30 here and I'm utterly screwed. I have a shit ton of work to finish before 12 and no Idea how to do it......
Depression is a gift, if used properly.
Sure, it can be soul crushing and lead you to question everything.
But it also can force you to change.
Change things you don't like, or things that lead you to it.
You're sitting on a powerful source, don't just wallow in it. Make it yours, use it to set things right.
>>16967990
Your gonna miss those feelings one day, i know i do. And if your sad that means you must have been happy at some point... how does it feel?
>>16967990
Okay? You came here to tell us this in hopes that we would help you cry?
>>16967992
Literally this.
I'm certain that we enjoy this is because it takes us away from everything else.
>>16967998
The show is definitely an escape for some people. Perhaps that's why there are so many horsefuckers in the military.
>>16967990
We're all gonna make it, Darling.
>>16967990
We can spoon a little and ill fuck u in the ass. Would that make you feel better?
>>16967991
I am over it anon
I no longer lust for girls, wealth, experience, I no longer even want for happiness
But the small part of me that isn't dead still surfaces every once In a while
Also how does mlp like it's alchohol? I'm sipping on some vodka preworkout brazilian style and its actually making me feel good!
Same here, man.
Anyone here want depressing music?
>>16968003
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N3N1MlvVc4
>>16967993
>>16968002
It's bad, my conscience is screaming at me to run, leave this painfully lifestyle and do something else.
At the same time as soon as I'm no longer sad I miss it, nothing is as terrible as nothing
>>16968002
I drink Everclear when i feel down.
After a few glasses i usually feel much better.
>>16967997
Actually I created this threaf after seeing a lot of responses lately that seemed like the posters were depressed
It really helps to have people to talk to even if it's over a cartoon equine image board
I was hoping to talk to others to ignore my own problems but I'm kinda breaking down right now
Also kys
>>16967995
I know that this is what I need to do, I mean there's only two options. Change my life or die misrable. Every time I try it all just keeps getting knocked back down again, and my attempts are getting less and less effective and sincere
>>16967996
I already miss feelings
>>16968005
I'm just having a quick relapse before I go back to being normal and empty
>>16968007
But people here will just make fun of you for it.
If you feel that talking about it is worth that then okay I guess.
>>16968008
>Every time I try it all just keeps getting knocked back down again, and my attempts are getting less and less effective and sincere
Then you just need to try again.
And again.
And again.
If living was easy, there would be no need for depression. Remember, you don't need to make life identical to your dreams, just to find a decent middle ground.
And then make new dreams.
>>16968006
>glasses
>of everclear
What the fuuuuuck,how can you drink CUPS of like 90 percent alchohol? Jesus I thought i had tolerance.
Anyway I would strongly recommend adding preworkout, it makes you feel great
>>16968000
I appreciate it but..
>rarity
>>16968008
Don't agree with his empty platitude dum dum.
People don't change if they don't want to on a visceral level.
You either need to start taking drugs that actually will change you, or enjoy decades of failure to change like every loser or fatty on the planet. Just be urself.
>>16968001
No, a hug would be cool though>>16968000
>>16967999
Not to mention all of us have been through some shit in some way.
But hey,we may be here forever but at least we're here together.
>>16968003
>>16968004
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oG7jKUHsLfY
>>16967990
All right OP, I'm serious. Reply to me and tell me what your problem is. Talk to me, whats up?
>>16968012
It's only 2-3 glasses over a 3ish hour period.
I will admit I'm fucked after for at least 18 hours.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=MmBC7qW1WpA
Dont accept that
>>16968003
No, fuck you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdWGSjOmmUg
>>16968020
Seriously this OP, that's how I've gotten this far
>>16968017
I'm gonna try and go to sleep after this so take your time responding
My college and future prospects are eh, and it seems that everybody I know is better prepared
I feel like I'm missing a huge amount of experience from my life, since the 5th grade til senior year I've had no close friends, and have generally just missed out on life
My lifestyle Is hell. constant sleep deprivation, complete lack of meaningful interaction, are two big things.
In general I feel that I've been dealt a shit hand in life because of alot of things
Fuck I'll try and add more to this when I wake up
>>26900081
Hahaha btfo
>>16968023
restful sleepings, apple
>>16968023
restful sleepings, apple
>>16968023
Also I cracked my 4th and 5th lumbar and a piece of the bone damaged my spinal cord. I can't walk or feel my penis anymore.
>>16968023
Fuck you apple.
>tfw was going to go to sleep 3 hours ago
>it's 5:37 here now
WELL FUCK I GUESS IM NOT SLEEPING.
GOD DAMMIT.
>>16968023
restful sleepings, apple
>>16968013
You don't have to like her, nobody does. People find lots of things in different ponies that are wonderful.
I like to think that I'll be like Rarity one day. Someone so deeply in love withherwork that they're peaceful, someone who's slightly outwardly longing, not without her flaws, but polite enough to have a small group of friends. Someone who takes great pride in their appearance and the aesthetic of small things, someone who's capable of simply smiling at the right time and being supportive, with all her heart. I think that's beautiful. I think becoming so involved in your work is beautiful, too.
If you can't think of things in your life that are beautiful, then maybe you need to find them. Sometimes, those things are right in front of you and you never realise it.
Take time for yourself. Cut down on your work and your study. Start going to the gym at least twice week. Take regular walks outside to clear your head, involve yourself in something that makes you happy. You will feel at least a bit more level headed about your highs and lows and that's as good enough place to start as any.Darling.P.S; Can I recommend a good fic? I think, even if you don't like fanfiction, that you might appreciate a story that has a good ending.
https://www.fimfiction.net/story/51703/salvation
Won't this thread just be deleted on /adv/ for being horse related?
Thanks mod.
>crying
>showing emotion
>not pushing it all down
What would your waifu think, seeing you like this. Do it for her.
>>26899893
College? Sounds like me in school. Chug a monster and get off 4chan. If this is becoming a regular thing, putting off work till the last min, you should look at taking a break. I took a semester off to reevaluate my motives. Works wonders.
>>26900081
Kek
Oh shit, mods moved a pony thread to /adv/?
>>16968003
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fp2xrgojTxo&
>I should be celebrating right now
>It's only a matter of months before I get out of this hell people call university
>After which I should be able to get a decent job, get my own house, my own car
>Marry someone, have kids, grandkids, grow old and die
>My plans for the future are rather solid and I'm terribly excited to start with life
>But looking at present me, what I've got planned seems to be a long shot
>Gaining weight, insomnia taking hold more often than usual; sleep comes as late as 5 AM or not at all
>Growing distant from friends and family, barely getting any sunlight at all
>If there's one word to describe my current lifestyle, it's "toxic"
>I'm running out of means to escape, everything becomes boring as quick as I find them
>At times when I run out of stuff to distract myself, I just sit and stare into the screen trying to stop the tears
>But they flow regardless
>Truth is, I'm scared
>Scared of being rejected, scared of failing, scared of hurting others
>Then and there, I come to one final conclusion
>[spoiler]I'm a bigger faggot than OP ever was[/spoiler]
