>Write a letter to someone who may or may not read it.
>>16967041
And thus the OP and everybody read your response.
>>16967040
OP is a faggot and this isn't advice
INITIALS?!?!??!!?!?
WHY AM I A LITERAL RETARD!!!! -M
INITIALSS!!!
>>16967040
I just wrote my letter in the "get it off your chest" thread. You're too late, OP. You're too late...
Dear A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J ,K, L, M, N, O, P, Q, R, S, T, U, V, W, X, Y, Z, and 24.
I loved all of you and I hope you all enjoy your new boyfriend/girlfriend/xhirfriend/friend/buddy/chum/pal/amigo/sensei/mother/lover/baby/surgery.
On the other hand, I am so very pissed that you didn't give me enough attention/love/sex. It made me very angry and I hope your buddy/chum/pal/amigo/ese/chinese/boygirlfriend get burnt in a car wreck and become ded.
D'aww who am I kidding? Of course I still loves u.
Signed, Ω
PS: Lub u, let's get sum fuck
These threads are so weird for me. I honestly am pretty certain that none of my close friends are weird enough to frequent 4chan... especially at 1:30AM on a Monday... but something terrifies me about putting actual names on these things out of fear that... they might read it.
>>16967041
>>16967050
>>16967068
So much unnecessary anger.
>you haven't been laid recently.
>>16967075
You don't have to put the names, just the initials. You could honestly just make up the initials anyway. That's what I do.
None of my friends who go on 4chan go on /adv/. They're all faggots on /v/ or /k/.
>>16967078
Because getting laid matters in this life, eh?
>>16967084
I mean...it seems posting something irrelevant to the OP matters to you. Figured something as trivial as intercourse would matter to you as well. But I am not sure. Idk. Carry on.
Dear Dad,
I don't know if you're the worst person in the world; there are too many people, who have done too many deeply horrible things, for you to count as that. But you're the worst person I've ever met.
You're a racist; you're a sexist and a misogynist; you're homophobic; you're narcissistic, and if you don't have narcissistic personality disorder I am going to be shocked. You don't care about facts, or statistics, or even methods of data-gathering and comparative reliability. You don't seem to care about your wife, or your children, though you do spend a lot of time pretending to.
When mom wanted to kick me out of the house for having severe, clinical depression that you refused to get treated, and I was under 18 and had no idea how to do it myself. you weren't there for me -- you agreed with her.
The only thing you really care about is money, and that your children act perfect. That they match to your expectations of flawlessness, without the excuses of illness or... well, flaws.
You don't give a shit whether I'm smart, or hardworking, or healthy. You only care whether or not I'm perfect, and think I'm a failure when I'm not.
Everyone hates you, and I at least resent you. (I'm pretty sure I hate you, too -- I'm just too much of a pussy to use the word.). And I, for one, plan on using you until I don't need you anymore, and then throwing you away.
Because you're a bad father, and a terrible husband, and an awful person, who has never cared about anyone but himself for his entire life.
And you can get fucked.
Signed,
J. A. C.
>>16967081
Yeah, I usually make up initials, too, but it feels like a cop out. I'd like to be brave enough to post the names on a fucking anonymous message board, but I can't.
Whatever.
J,
I consider you my best friend. You're a great person, and I love you. No homo.
P,
You are a role model for me. Did you know that? You know who you are, and you are comfortable with that. Wish I could be like that. I admire you.
S,
I hope we can become closer. I like you.
S,
You're a great guy, but you're thirsty as fuck dude. I hope you make it, though. Stay strong.
A,
Thanks for talking to me the other day. I really value our conversation and budding friendship.
G,
You are a bitch, but I like you. Sigh. Let's try going out again.
M,
You know you're gay, right? I mean, the rest of us know you're gay, but I'm not so sure you know. Just a heads up: you probably are a cock-knocker.
>>16967040
God will read all your prayers and petitions. He created the you and the universe. No longer will you have to write letters that no one will read, shout them to the LORD so that He may read your petitions and supplications
Give your heart to Jesus. Repent, for the end of this age is near and He is coming soon
>>16967050
I have seen you post in at least one of these types of threads dude. You're a hypocrite.
>>16967100
Actually, that's just you projecting. Nice try.
>>16967100
you are such a newfag, holy shit.
>>16967115
I'm paranoid so I'm not about to post names even on an anonymous board.
M, I really wish I just wanted to fuck you instead of desiring an actual relationship with you. It's draining my self esteem and my energy. I can't focus on anything. It's such fucking bullshit. You're not even that good looking, but you make me laugh and you're stupidly adorable. I hate how I feel about you. I'm trying to convince myself I can do better than you, but you're exactly what I always wanted, so that would be like trying to rewrite the idea I've had for so long of the perfect person. Every day is such a goddamn struggle for me. I don't need this extra feelingsy crap in my life on top of it. I had a meltdown on Friday and doubted everything in my life. Most of it had nothing to do with you, but a small part of it did. I didn't even know if I'd make it home that day. I couldn't move for an hour. That's how fucked in the head I've been lately. If I somehow manage to get through the next month without having another mental breakdown, seriously just exist successfully for one month, I'm going to ask you out and put these feelings to rest once and for all. I'm going to make sure I get the fuck over you, because I can't do this any more. There's no way you're actually as perfect as you seem. There's no. fucking. way. So I just have to basically interrogate you and dig deeper and find out what kind of shit I can use to fuel my need to forget you. There has to be something fucked up about you that's a dealbreaker. I really hope there is.
>>16967151
...okay, we're gonna need some honest initials on that one.
Hey Lily,
I know it's been a while since we spoke and you probably think that's because of me. You may be right. I was kind of a dick.
I know we weren't ever together, but after 7, 8 years of friendship? Who can even remember. After that long, I started to see something in you. I saw that you saw something in me, or at least it felt like you did for a little bit. We never looked at each other that way, despite what everybody said about us. I distinctly remember people telling me they felt sorry for me because I was "in love with my best friend's girlfriend." I wasn't. At least not then.
But after you and Michael broke up, and you started looking at me a certain way and speaking to me a certain way, I wondered if maybe all that time you had felt something that I had been burying myself. It wasn't love like with the other girls I chased. It was deeper, we genuinely cared about each other, even if we were fucking other people.
I thought you wanted to see me over Christmas. At least that's what you said. You told me you loved me and that you only came home over the holidays to see me and I felt the same way. Again it wasn't love, but I felt like maybe one day it could have been.
I wanted to maybe give it a shot. But I've been hurt before and I wasn't going to risk losing you as the close, dear friend you were. So I didn't say anything explicitly and neither did you. And when I was home, you didn't see me or reach out as much as I thought you would. Probably my fault for expecting anything. But I decided right then and there that I wasn't ever going to speak to you again. I was prideful and my ego was bruised. That's what made it so hard when you would call me crying saying you didn't want to lose me and how you missed me. I was confused and still am. I can never tell what's real with anyone and so I ignored you and let things slip away, hoping that you would give me time to heal before contacting me again all but begging to at least see me.
>>16967172
But you haven't and you probably won't.
I'm struggling right now and I know that talking to you would ease my mind. It would at least remind that there's are constant things in my life even when I myself am not. But still my pride gets in the way. I don't know what to do. I'm sorry if you are and I wish I wasn't so stubborn because I don't think you're a bad person. You're not a whore like every other woman I've ever talked to. You wouldn't hurt me or anyone on purpose. You're one of the sweetest most sincere people I've known in my short life. At least with me and I just wish we didn't have to be so distant both in space and otherwise.
I guess people are seasons, but I always thought you'd be a part of me in one way or another.
tonight I sent the letter.
Mom, you pissed me off every time you harassed me about getting a job. It's not that fucking easy considering who I am, but I'm not going to hold any grudges. Sorry I couldn't live up to your expectations. Same goes for you, Dad.
Amanda, Blair if I was an embarrassment to the both of you, I'm sorry about that as well. It's not exactly cool to have some mentally ill, skeltal-looking NEET hiding away across from your bedrooms. Your friends must've been weirded/creeped out about it. Sorry for the times we fought and the awful things we said to one another. I love you both, and if you don't look after each other I'll haunt the fuck out of you.
Sampson, you're the chunkiest and laziest fucking bearded dragon I've ever seen. Sorry for not taking care of you anymore, but I was garbage at it anyway. Seeya later, fatass.
Dear C,
I'm scared. Please come back. I haven't been the same since you left us. I haven't used since that day, and never will.
I've stayed far away from both our families since that day. I am constantly traveling the country. Sometimes I feel like I have no home. I don't really talk anyone these days. I feel so lost. I'm scared and all I can do is wish you were next to me.
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, and I can't help but remember the way you would just kick back and put your feet on the dash and talk without even pausing. I'd just drive and nod, and you'd swear I wasn't listening. I promise you I was.
And I remember when you'd play death cab for cutie in the car, and I would bitch and complain about ben gibbards cheesy voice. Back then I hated it, but I knew it was your favorite. I still play it now and then when I'm driving the truck down roads that remind me of home. I chose Transatlanticism and Passenger Seat for your ceremony, you know? I still hate his voice. But I still play those songs and for a brief moment, I feel so sick... so lost... yet so numb.
I bought a gun. Every time I go home for a few days I can't help but drink. I sit by myself and drink, and I hold it in my hand. I don't want to scare you, but I think about it a lot. I don't know that I'd ever do it. All I know is my life has been empty since that day. I can't date. I can't talk. I can't sleep. I can't think. This has broken me.
I miss you.
Hello
This is patethic.
Good night!
You are going to accomplish great things in your lifetime
>>16967249
>Having sex with somebody without telling them you're HIV positive beforehand
You need to go fucking kill yourself.
>>16967290
>>16967355
she could have given it to me for all i know. she was more active.
>"wear a condom nub"
I loved this bitch and she had a bc implant. Thx for advice which applies excellently to one night stands and not actual relationships.
Don't
I want to be with you. But I may never be good enough for you. I don't know if I can ever get better.
Why do you cling to crazy things that serve no purpose and just cause strife in our relationship. Does it all really mean so little that you would rather fight endlessly with me because you don't think the dictionary defines words right? It's insane. It's pointless, you don't even gain anything (according to you though) from it. It's inconsistent with the principles of language. It's denying what is commonly accepted as a factual source for a definition of words. How can any good come from you changing the definitions of words based on your personal feelings? So far it's just done nothing but cause strife and hurt for the both of us. Like when you denied we had sex (which any reasonable person would be hurt by) because you felt the definition was extremely narrow and was "both partners orgasm in same penetration". When you flat out denied that two commonly regarded logical fallacies were logical fallacies it came into play too.
There's no benefit to it. I don't know why you'd so zealously adhere to a concept virtually everyone would consider insane that has already caused us so much anguish.
>>16967393
Condoms arent just for preventing babies you fucking moron, they are mainly there for std protection. relying on some chicks birth control isnt going to help you. Love isnt a fucking fix all for everything and condoms do apply to actual relationships go take a sex ed class you faggot.. oh wait too late.
>>16967543
>you don't think the dictionary defines words right
>Like when you denied we had sex (which any reasonable person would be hurt by) because you felt the definition was extremely narrow and was "both partners orgasm in same penetration"
T.B.H.(yes these are someones initials)
I wish you would call, but you wont. I can tell though, youre feeling this as hard as i do,and have for quite some time. maybe if we are lucky we'll be able to forget.
be careful
S.
>>16967543
you should learn how to make her cum buddy or she'll find someone who will
i'm lost i know you don't give a shit if i die now in fact you probably don't even think a single thing about me anymore and i barely think about you too except i have no one else to think about so i just think about you when i saw you in my dreams it was grand but even writing it down i feel so pathetic writing it down jesus christ fuck i just think we would have been great together but that will never happen you have moved along down your road and i'm stuck here with my hands in my pants jacking off to pictures on my laptop screen i'm not really stuck of course i'm just laying down on my metaphorical road looking at all the possibilities and though i'd probably be fine with almost any of these possibilities it just kills me inside that they won't be with you or maybe it doesn't and i'm a lazy fucking asshole there's probably some truth to that but i should stop putting myself down according to shit i read online or maybe that's just myself telling myself i've been talking to myself a lot lately and i can't stand it i need someone to talk to but i don't even know what i would say half the shit that's spewed in the diarrhoea storm that are my thought electrons are not able to be said i feel so far from where i was and i'm afraid zy i'm so afraid and you don't give a shit and that makes it even shittier i should grow up i'm already 25 and i have nothing going for me i don't really want to kill myself but if i get hit by a car it wouldn't be so bad well it would be i think if i actually was about to get hit by a car or just got hit by one i would scream in fear and pain respectively. you were my dream girl for sure but we were never meant to be together oh how tragic i know you hated how sentimental i was and i hate it too but i can't fucking help it i don't really hate it i just hate that i express it in such a plebian fashion but i've been hanging out with fucking idiots because i have no one to hang out with and it's fucking terrible i've chased everyone away.
I hope you're fucking happy to get to have nigger kids and marry a crazy landwhale hoe at vegas because she cheated on your friends with you, you lying sack of shit. I hope she takes everything out of you so you end up back with your parents, or broke and alone in a state that will eat you alive.
Sincerely go fuck yourself, you are so retarded.
Sandra(cz), hi :) Remember that rocket only server with relics? Was fun playing there every day with you. I hope you are doing well.
Hello every one I have ever met.
I fucked up. I'm going to continue fucking up.
I miss you.
>>16967760
Where's the punctuation?
Feels So good sliding up beside you a few days ago. I think about you every minute of the day, it's surprising I manage to get anything else done. I feel we waited a thousand years. Do you want this too? Or am I an unlikely option? I felt we know each other. As you held me. I was yearning, drawn, attracted, comfortable, relaxed, and so happy. It's been so long. I wasn't afraid, I let that go to the place it belonged before you. And now it's better. Do we have a chance? Or am I on a road to somewhere I haven't seen in that respect? Certainty is never possible in life, yet I feel it with you more than I ever knew
Dear A
I haven't moved since you left.
I'm thinking about drugs and escorts from now on, every woman I love abandons me.
H
>>16967846
this made me lol
Dear A,
You're wonderful, I'm going to miss you so much when you go to study in Japan. I want to hold you right now.
From R
>>16967760
>longest run-on sentence ever
Dear DP,
You are a faggot. I'm so glad I don't have to see your stupid ass face at work anymore since you finally quit. I can't believe I ever wasted my time on you. I hope you die soon you pathetic little manlet.
Dear SF,
I still compare myself to you, even though it's been two years. I hate that even though you never brushed your hair or wore makeup or wore nice clothes that he was still attracted to you. I hate that you were ever with him. But if you hadn't, I wouldn't have met him, and he wouldn't be lying in this bed with me in our home. So I guess I should thank you for that at least.
Dear AR,
I miss you a lot sometimes. Sometimes I wish I could go back in time to the days when we were scrounging up all of our loose change just to buy a box full of dillons crab rangoon and ate them while we played Silent Hill. You truly were my closest friend, and you were my biggest influence. You inspired me, you brought out the artist in me that I pushed down for so long. You gave me my passion for different cultures and expanded my mind. It's a shame our friendship went sour, and over something so silly. I hope that one day we can be close again, but you've changed a bit and I'm not sure it can happen. But I can only hope
>>16967662
thx for 2nd grade sex ed lesson. Youre the first person to say all of this.
>>16968229
Initials?
>>16967151
>you like a person for more than just fucking
>instead of talking with him/her about your feelings and expectations you're gonna ask them out for the purpose of finding out stuff that will make it easier to get over them
Your head sounds a mess, partly caused by some plans you have about your life and you're making it harder on yourself trying to mechanically force something.
Anyways mysterious person, I don't have any wishes regarding your predicament with said person, but I hope your head clears a bit.
M.C,
You're still the cutest. I still mean every word I said. I'm an idiot, truly, but you're cute. I'll always want the best for you. I still keep trying to think of things I could send you that you'd never have tried before, like we discussed early December. I don't know how awkward things will be next month. I wish I had stopped myself from ending it, or at least been able to bring myself to tell you what was truly on my mind this whole time.
But seriously, you're still adorable.
- T.N.
Person,
I can't even get myself together enough to write "to you" in here, much less for real, nevermind actually talking to you.
For what it's worth: I love you. I wish I could just open my heart and bathe you in the glow of my love, without words getting in the way. I miss you and wish we could spend some time together, like we used to.
I don't know what to say.
I'm sorry for my silence.
Other person.
Xx
>>16968461
I want to open hearts with you
And bathe in
Come in
You can find where I am, you can
They can't
I don't mind your silence
If I can feel your love from here
Nearer is my hope
Not anyone's heart
No
It's theirs to keep
I'll open mine though
Not literally
Dear Vanessa,
I did so much for you, and was willing to sacrifice and do even more for you.
I was always there for you when you were feeling worthless and down. I travelled great distances just to be with you. But yet, you just pushed me away and couldn't be bothered to talk to me.
I hope you die in a car fire you piece of shit.
>>16968478
>>16968489
Your words are as disjointed as my treacly thoughts.
If we were inside one another then there would be no distance to span.
Let the sun kiss you on my behalf, long and slow and everywhere it can find you. And silent.
I have everything I can ask for: A loving and supporting family, my basic needs covered, a bright future, a career, great friends, enjoyable hobbies, yet because I can't meet your needs my love, I am being teared apart. I'm not ready to live with you, I'm not ready to make your problems my problems, I don't want your family problems to tear me and my family apart, it's too much for me. I feel a heavy weight on my chest. I can't give up everything to be with you. I just can't. I'm in so much pain, I've lost my smile and warmth and nothing in my life has meaning anymore because I know I'm going to lose you. It's only a matter of time. Yet I don't have the courage to end it now, it's like I'm living a nightmare. I'm dying inside and I can't stop it unless I end it.....
>>16968565
Tell your love, they will still be your love, even if your idea of the relationship is different, only end it if it's what you want not because you are afraid of what it could be. You know what it is. Trust it
I need you
We need to be together
And I have to know if you feel the same
I can't wait any longer
Take a chance if you would
>>16968632
You should take a chance.
To take a chance
Requires
Bravery or certainty
I have neither.
So I will stay half a person
Afraid
While time slips by,
No hand held out to grab
No opening
No.
Just broken unspoken promises
Drenched in need and left to dry
Unattended.
>>16968702
Yes, I
Feelings, I...
I have stronger feelings for you, than I've felt for anyone. Long time us
Dear Gaius of the Imperial Tribunus Militum
We have reached Orpheus Disciplina, the scourge-world. Our ships report nothing out of the ordinary, the skies are still illuminated by those damn storms - as it has always been. I believe planetfall preparations are already underway and ahead of schedule. The Titans are eager to rain hell upon this black planet. Let me know if you need more warbirds.
Your friend,
Aulus
>>16967151
Holy shit are you literally me?
Stay strong anon, I absolutely know how that feels
It's been a month
I still think about you
I wonder when this will fade away
>>16969423
Good luck and kind thoughts to you, anon.
>>16967249
and here anon sends a letter that's strong evidence in the courtroom.
Ps. Don't forget what that traitor looks like
>>16968435
I can't/shouldn't be with them so I need to just get over them. I know it's a mess. You're right, I'm trying to mechanically force things in multiple aspects of my life. I don't know how else to make it work though, because I have other people relying on me. Thanks, I hope my head clears too.
>>16969360
I'm so sorry you know the feeling. It's terrible. I truly hope things get better for you.
Hey J,
I know you want to be in a relationship with me, but it's not going to happen. It's not because I don't like you or you're not attractive or any of the things you think, it's just that I'm fucked up and I don't want you to have to deal with that. I know that I can't tell you that and have you believe me unless I tell you why I'm fucked up, and I don't want to talk about it, so I can't really tell you. I'm sorry if it makes you doubt yourself. You're nice and you should go date a girl that is also nice and isn't an emotional wreck under the surface. I wish it was different, but it's not.
Sorry,
E
C,
Please, I know I have no right to ask where you stand with her but promise me you're cutting that toxic bitch out of your life. I know I've gone along to see her with my bf a couple of times but for all its worth he makes me feel guilty and pretend like I can tolerate her. Thinking about you dude, hope all is going well on the quitting-front and that you're in an ok place, hope your trip this week goes well.
N (not that N!)
>>16969423
It's been a year.
Sometimes I feel like it just doesn't go away.
E,
It's been nearly a year now since you broke up with me. I've finally gotten to the point where I'm not thinking about killing myself daily. Assuming it sticks this time. It didn't the last couple of times.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. At first it was just thinking about what I would say to you if I ever could talk to you again, what I would do if I ever convinced you to come back to me to prevent this from happening again. But I recently realized something.
I fucked up big time. Pretty much everything to do with us splitting up is entirely my fault and I knew it would happen and did it anyway. I was an awful person for you. I mean, not that you were any better. We were both borderline emotionally abusive to each other just as a baseline.
At the moment I am planning to contact you again in three years. During that time, I need to get my act together. I need to fix my life significantly. I hope, when I contact you next, that we'll be able to put our past behind us. And maybe we'll get together again, and can avoid the shit that we did to each other this time. You didn't rule it out, after all. Our relationship when it was good was fucking amazing, at least for me. But I need to fix my life and fix myself first.
But I am sorry for all of the shit that I put you through. It was in no way justifiable and I regret it all. I hope you can forgive me, or at least let us put all of this behind us.
R
Dearest Plague Doctor,
I wish to thank you on the behalf of my brother, who hath caught the Plague not more than 2 moons past. I have been instructed to thank you and God for this miracle, but I'll only be addressing you in this parchment. My brother seems to be reclaiming his face color as a sign of improvement and if it weren't for your leeches and juniper berries, I don't think he would've survived that horror. He is left scathed, as you insisted that his leg needed to be amputated, and know that i'm not doubting your decision. As for the payment method, my courier will be delivering a sack of old timey bitcoins in worth of 5 chromosomes. You were a true blessing in the darkest of times.
The black Smith.
Dear M,
You're a lying, manipulative and jealous cunt. I always hoped that by showing compassion and care you'd let the good person that's in you take over eventually, but you gave me nothing but lies in return. I never told you how much I knew you were full of shit because I know you can't control yourself and don't act like that on purpose. Maybe you don't even realize what you're doing is hurtful and to you it's just a game. But the way you left was insulting and destroyed me internally, I went into a deep depression but now I think I'm glad you're gone.
Dear D,
I wish that a cassowary eviscerate you.
With hate.
M
>>16970148
M is guy or girl?
>>16970167
It's a girl
>>16969423
its been 8 years for me. i hope you never get to this point.
>>16970174
how?
why?
are you a male or female?
how long was the relationship?
did you have other relationships since?
>>16970176
It was an online friend who had been there for me during the begining phases of severe depression. they were also going through the same thing. we fell for each other, would talk late into the night and receive wake up calls. They pushed me to apply for work. to eat when i was just drinking and smoking weed all day. I saved them from jumping off a parking garage roof and nearly starting a fist fight with family. theres is a lot of background but things just couldnt be , i was in a relationship at the time and i chose that person over my long distance love. I have had relationship even married now. just a flame still is lit for them, not even a day goes by without wondering how they are.
F,
Fuck you for playing with my emotions so much. I despise people who have scarcely a thought for others. You ruined my birthday and every day since, please just disappear from my life and allow me to recover peacefully.
I pooped today and yet I feel a rumbling in my bowels. I feel I have to poop again. Is it wrong to poop more than once a day? I Feel as though I must so I can continue on. Goodbye my sweet love.
>>16970276
No, pooping more than once won't be bad for health, unless however you poop 10 times within a day, and at least 1/4th of those poops were liquid.
I assume you're constipated, and you just felt the sweet release of your giant chocolatey asteroid dropping at full force into the lake. This is normal. Expect to have consistent farts or even one session of the runs.
>>16970148
How did she leave?
Dear Guy I Cut Off in Traffic,
I understand what I did was a dick move and I even if I did not mean to do it I should have been more careful to prevent. I am very sorry about this.
However I feel like you following me for a mile and confronting me in a public parking lot was a bit much. Then you called me a dumb motherfucker and a stupid asshole. Repeatedly. And when you asked if I was a student at the local college and I said yes and you said "yeah you look like a stupid asshole."
Listen fuckface, you are at least three times my age, surely you must have better things to do. But you probably don't. It honestly makes me feel better that at this point you're life is so pathetic and meaningless that you have to confront random college kids about bad driving etiquette (which again I apologized for but you had none of it).
At least I'm getting help for all my personal issues and anger management problems while I'm young. You on the other hand are probably going to die in this stupid fucking town alone and forgotten as a crotchety, ugly asshole.
Actually scratch that, you'll be a footnote in stupid roadrage stories that I tell people when the subject comes up. So you got that.
But seriously fuck you and I hope your grandkids have abandoned you, you retarded hillbilly fuck.
>>16970203
Kinda going through this at the moment. Friend saved me from myself, she has her own issues (although I've not been the friend that I should be), I'm working to rebuild the remains of my current relationship but she's always on my mind.
I could see myself in a similar position, years from now. And I know it will hurt.
Sometimes I try to choose the best path. Sometimes I just walk and see where I end up.
I'm glad that you were both there for each other when it counted, anon.
Dear S,
We can make time.
S
T
I wanna hold your hips. Your waist is a magical shape. Everything above it is divine, everything below it is delightful. There is not one inch of your body that I don't want to kiss tenderly.
God
Fucking
Damn.
You are sexy as hell.
Why do you leave class? Why the fuck do you leave class before I can make a move? Where the fuck is so important you need to go now?
Fuck
M,
listening to you compose music almost brings me to tears. it's those moments I cherish the most of the time we spend together; watching you create, your inner gears spinning and producing the most beautiful things. I'm so sad that you're too far away for me to see this in person. I wish I could see the emotions cross your face as you find the perfect note, and see the excitement light up in your eyes when it all sounds just right.
I want to be able to tell you how valuable you are. you have so much to offer, and once you get into your work, your determination and effort far surpasses what I've seen from others. I'm sure you know already that I would drop everything to help you, if you ever needed it.
I'm still planning on meeting you. it will cost a lot, so I hope you will put out that same effort to leave your house and see me. no man has loved me before, and I hope that you can be the first. I imagine, far in the future, being able to be by your side, hearing that music composed in person. it inspires me to overcome my anxiety and relax in the presence of someone - something - beautiful. hopefully I can inspire the same in you.
To Dad.
FUCK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.
From me.
>>16970406
must know more.
Dear Mom,
You are a legit bad ass, not just for a woman, or a single parent or a parent for that matter-- the best of the best would have to get a stepladder just to crawl high enough to kiss your ass. You managed to keep things going under awful circumstances mostly on your own, you never let Dad's tirades get the best of you, you never lost your shit on me even when I was trying to give you a hard time, and you never stopped trying to do even better. Most of the time you even managed to keep your sense of humor.
So stop fucking around trying to be normal and conventional and shit. Okay? I think your boyfriend is cool, it doesn't matter that he's younger than you, and you two make a cute couple. People have asked me if you were my big sister since I was 16 and they still ask me because you honestly objectively do not look old enough to have a 20 year old kid. No one looks twice at you as a couple so stop being self conscious about it. I like seeing you smile, what's more, I like seeing Dad pissed off and jealous of you. I think its funny .
I also think it's fucking hilarious that Dad is 12 years older than you which makes him 21 years older than your boyfriend, I love pointing that out to him, it makes the veins stand out on on his old man forehead.
>>16970371
Initial from?
>>16969922
Where do you live?
>>16970761
You're an awesome kid to have. And good for your mom
When you say you can't guarantee anything, you mean "no" don't you. But you could never say something that hurtful to me, unless you don't know how much damage that would do
>>16970826
Thanks anon. I've got to credit my awesomeness to having had some awesome parenting from my mom.
When my dad moved out my mom had never had a job besides being cute (literally, she was an alcohol brand model/ambassador) and being a housewife/stay at home mom. No skills, no education, no money and after my dad no confidence in herself at all (he didn't even let her drive or go shopping for groceries alone) and she buys a bicycle, gets a job with no benefits, trains to be a machinist, works OT every chance she got and "graduated" to full time with benefits and still managed to be home for me (and a total pain in my ass) by working graveyard and swing shift. For the first year (I was 7 at the time) I didn't even realize she had a job until she almost ended up being hospitalized for exhaustion then her compromise was to give up cycling to work and learning to drive a car-- not giving up her graveyard shift or trying to sleep more. For that matter, I'm sure that she could have gotten some guy to marry her and support both of us but she didn't start dating until I graduated high school.
I saw someone complaining on another thread about how 4chan comes down on single moms-- I fucking hate that shit too. My mom didn't choose to be single but she has owned it.
>>16969922
Please answer>>16970773
Dear A
I still love you. You left me an emotional mess after you emotionally and sexually abused me for two and a half years. You made me feel insignificant. I hated my body more then ever, I loved you so much i ignored it when you tore me away from my friends when they told me you were bad for me. I have moved on and I have a new girlfriend but I still miss you. Since you left I've let so many random men touch me like you use to. I miss you my love but i wish you would kill yourself already.
Love, S
T,
Next time don't try to fuck around with girls that have a boyfriend. It's never gonna end well for you.
>>16970406
I need someone like you in my life
>>16970134
As an R whose E also left a year ago...
Our situations are quite similar, in that we both made many mistakes, and want E back. Your letter resonates with me, and for many reasons.
They have had a year, brother, they are not coming back to us. As they were the ones to end it, it can be no other way.
Why, though, are you going to contact your E in three years? I can see that being something that could be exclusively focused on, and blind one to the present.
Dear Body,
Stop pestering me about getting a girlfriend, I don't want one, let it go already!
Sincerely,
Mind
I said I'd never cheat, but give me your cunt today and I'll lick it.
Dear "world",
Give me my old mind back
I hate feeling normal more than anything
I was once a part of the secret paranoid schizo club
We all had our own language
But now it's just indecipherable babbling
I still feel vaguely unsafe, I still feel like everyone is one person talking not to, but at me
But I'm missing the finer points
Why did you do this to me?
You're actively trying to taunt me
I'm very, very afraid that this won't end well
R
Someone once told me to suck it up (you did), when my life around me was spinning out of control. To be fair though they hadn't had the slightest clue that that was happening to me but neither had I. That was the beginning of my decent into darkness.
Fast forward seven years later:
Here I am, the same old me, that you told to stop chasing her dreams because they were a waste of time. Who now is stuck in despair, wanting, needing closure all because you told her to suck it up. Stuck between a rock and a hard place because she was kept in the dark about everything.
Pretty young girl, so sad she was so naïve when all her hopes and dreams were crushed. Left in the corner to sort it out and expected to get back up and continue like all was still the same.
Pretty young girl, who now chooses to be an unemotional block who keeps everything in because she doesn't want to bother the world with her "problems"
Pretty young girl, so naïve, so innocent, so brave, so imaginative.
Where'd you go?
I always have and always will be supportive of your desires.
I never want you to be ashamed or scared to tell me all the things you like,
it means the world knowing you trust me. so I'll say this once, here.
it fucking hurt to read that last message. I've never had that feeling I can't even describe it.
I really do love you and wish I could be there with you.
so I can't blame you for having your fun. I am glad you were thinking of me and wanted to share.
now I'm going to feign some excitement and let you enjoy telling me. because no matter what happens i will always love you.
You were such a fucking whore tonight. Jesus you ooze evil. Don't you see how many people can't stand you? And that horseface you left with -- is she your pimp?
I just want you to love me again.
>>16972031
fuck I regret that so much. I can feel the pressure building behind my eyes.
and I can't even talk to anyone about it because I want to respect your privacy.
but a part of me is upset I wasn't there
P
youre ugly. im just waiting for the moment you finally kill yourself. thats what everyone wants you to do. why do you think they all say the things they do and call you nigger? she doesnt like you. you arent good looking at all. your cock is mediocre. your voice sounds so high pitched and it sounds like your straining to talk most of the time. you sound so fake. everyone knows you cant get a girl so you fuck old guys. youre not going to get anything from a girl ever now that most of them know youve fucked and sucked a ton of guys. everyone hopes you gets HIV and give it to someone so they can sue you. everyone thinks youre disgusting and a man whore. thats just what everyone thinks of you. everyone knows you dont think anymore. youre tooo stupid to realize it. everyone knows youll get murdered when you turn 28. everyone. everyone knows you suck cock at gloryholes. youll never get married. nigger. youll never find anyone who wants you. your ex girlfriend isnt thinking about you. why would she? youre a nigger.
should have stuck to pussy, nigger
When the real estate rang me today I was absolutely mortified. It proved to me again that you're just a self entitled, childish moronic brat. I was never okay with you smoking at all, let alone inside and while I was away and left you with the house inspection, it was commented that the place smelt horridly of cigarettes and evidence of smoking was found throughout the unit. You said you hadn't left an ashtray inside nor any cigarettes anywhere, what a crock of shit. The blinds were as filthy as when I left them, the outdoor area had grapes from a month ago rotting out there. You told me I could trust you to handle it all but once again you've let me down. It isn't even a surprise anymore. You live like a junkie in your own squalor and I'm about ready to get your name off the lease and have you kicked out. I tried cleaning before I left and you told me to relax because you were going to take care of it. I come home and start to clean because I enjoy having a clean home and the action helps ease my stress and you whinge that I'm making you look bad. Because you are a lazy shit! I won't apologise for you being a nasty, fat sack of shit. I am going to do what suits me from now on and sit tight to get through this next inspection where I have to fix all the damage YOU caused to the place.
Dear faceless wall,
You know, I've went my own way, I don't try to actively search for women. I just live my life, doing what I enjoy. Even now I just sit here browsing random shit taking 5 minute pauses trying to fight the right words and emotions.
I think the part in life I struggle with most is trying to find love, the right love anyways. You know, I always imagine having a girl with crude humor, making all sorts of mean spirited inside jokes at everything, talking about some shitty anime, or comic without fear of being judged. She shows me some weird fetish pic and these pictures are just mundane shit we share between each other as we laugh at them. We just enjoy nerd shit, and at the end of the day just enjoy life pissing our money away on cards, board games or some stupid trivial shit that ends up in the trash 10 years later because it takes up too much space.
I don't know, every time I meet a 4chan-eqsue girl they are a whore with secret motives and always has some dick they are hiding from you that they are also flirting with. It makes me paranoid it has happened so many times, it's like fuck. I can't take anything slow, everything has to be straight to the chase and telling them "Please date me after I've flirted with you for a week."
Maybe I'm just too weird/odd for this dating garbage. Maybe I'm one of those people who are meant to be alone for a long time and maybe forever. What sucks about all of this? I don't want this fate either. I'd like to not be alone.
>>16972164
2/?
I don't even know what to do. I feel like I'm stagnating. I realized a few days ago I'm 23. I'm 23 and I'm not getting my A.S. until 24. By 24 I should be starting my job in my field. I've pissed away so much time, trying to just cobble myself together so I can function in this world.
Maybe I can work my way up with just an A.S. and maybe go get my B.S. through a company for what they need of me. Who knows. I got a bunch of useless skills like driving forklifts, and navigation and all that silly shit from the jobs I've worked trying to get money so I can finish my degree after my parents divorced and cut my education short and they refuse to let me get loans.
Here I am at 4:28AM writing all this shit going on in my mind because I couldn't sleep and I got some stupid garbage unemployment seminar about resume bullshit to go to in the early AM because I got laid off for the spring/late winter season and decided to go to college and collect while in college since I have a return date.
You know, sitting here thinking, all this started again because of that god damn dream I had with my ex again. Those hormone filled sex dreams, missing the simple pleasure of having someone to do lewd shit with and that emotional connection of love that I'm sure now that was one sided as she just saw me as some necessary tool because masturbation was below her.
>>16972202
fuck it/done
The part that fucks with me is just the simple fact it is my ex. It couldn't be that faceless women I used to have before I met my ex. I shouldn't have emotional affection/attachment to such an awful person who hurt me. I try to tell myself what she did was awful and she deserves the life she has now of riding the cock carousel and being the loser fuck toy for every kid in our HS that will never amount to anything and she just mooches off of their just above min wage job.
I don't know why I can't just move on. Well I can, I have, it's just I want to forget her totally, to become that blank page that I never think about or remind myself about except maybe that one time a year. I just feel like shit, and at least here in these threads, and others similar I can talk to the faceless wall of 4chan and pretend someone is listening/reading the shit I say instead of rambling to myself in the shower in vent fits and come to the realization that no one cares. Here I can at least lie to myself that people care about these pointless thoughts.
At least I can look forward to a few things coming up. School is coming to an end soon and I can play my pokemon deck that built more often instead of just in online practices. The new innistrad set is coming out and I'm splitting 4 boxes with a friend so I can build any deck I wish, maybe two. New WoW xpac soon, WoW movie, and I'm sure more things I can't remember at this moment.
I don't know, fuck life.
E
Dear A
I know I have been a prick, and I always want things in my way... I wish I could be here more for you, and I wish I understood you.
You're the bst thing that have ever happend to me, you're my soulmate. We fight alot, but you always know how we can fix it. You have done your things that have broken me, but I have done small thing to you that have made you sad..
I'm sorry I'm not perfect, and I'm sorry that I always make you feel like I dont care, but I really do. You do make me feel like you dont care too sometimes.
I'm not good at being who I am to you, but I try.
Love M
Still remain anonymous, I can not say what I want, my lips are sealed, I just want you is well...
to B
I will always love you more than I did the day before
We'll never be together again. The thing is i think about you every second of my life.When i go to sleep, i see every time we were together. But when i wake up, you're not here.
I've been alone my whole life because others rejected me, so i cloaked myself into a shell of solitude.
Yet i wanted you to know a part of me nobody knows. Yet i've gone beyond what i'm capable of to make you love me. You did, but for a short moment.
And there comes the times when we were together. When we were not only two, but one.
And then comes the mornings when i wake up, alone, empty of your touch, your smile, your presence.
And then comes again my life, a never-ending circle of suffering, because you're not here, because...
We'll never be together again.
>>16972546
This is lovely tbqh, but so sad.
Hope you're okay anon.
>>16972060
Initials?
You're the kindest and most innocent person I've ever met. You have treated me with love and respect throughout this whole relationship. You don't deserve this. Because of my lack of character I just can't bring myself to tell you that I don't feel it anymore. Whenever I get close I immediately regret saying anything and tell you I'm just crazy. But it's not that.. I know what I want. I know I don't want to lose you. We've become so close, we're practically inseparable, you're the brother I never had. We've shared so many memories. That's exactly why I was reluctant to get into a relationship in the first place, whenever it doesn't work out it feels like a part of me is being ripped off and I can't stand it. But I don't love you. I don't want to share my future with you. We are not good for each other like that.. I know you don't see it now. I don't know if you'll ever see it. We are good friends, we have good sex, but we are not good partners. I hope I'll be able to explain it to you.
>>16972577
From J, to D.
Quavers Girl,
I have prayed to the gods and goddesses for this moment. Is it true? Please let it be true. They do not let me sleep without dreaming of you. They do not let a minute pass where I do not think of you. I want to hold you and be held by you. I want you to whisper into my ears utterances I'd never though I'd hear. I have been in the dark so long that even this tiny pin prick of light is blinding to me now. The last shred of hope I was clinging on to is getting bigger. Please let it be true. Please let this be my second chance.
-Receiver of quavers oh so long ago.
Where you at, girl?
Dear Me,
You're a piece of shit who's ruining his life. People had such high hopes for you, they probably still do and here you are, underachieving as always. You could have been somebody but instead you procrastinate on every occasion. You will go nowhere in life, you will stay in your dead end, minimum wage job that's making you miserable, you will never find love and you will deserve all of it.
No wonder you're alone, there's no reason to love you. Look at you, you're ugly and annoying. Every time you open your mouth you're just trying too hard. The way you feel right now, the sadness, the loneliness, the anxiety. You deserve it all.
PS. I hope you fucking die.
Sincerely Yours,
You.
Dear Laura,
Chasing you is the only thing I want to do, but now I'm facing you - What the hell am I supposed to do?
See you on Saturday when I fuck things up again.
John
>>16967040
Dear J,
I don't know what happened between us, I know we didn't really date or anything, but I felt like we were close to being something soon, In a matter of weeks everything was torn apart.
Please, If you still care about me, or like me even the tiniest bit, make and effort, show you are interested in me. I'm tired of always being the one who approaches you. I know you're shy, but I am too, and now I don't know if you just don't like me at all. Maybe I should just stop trying.
Anyway, it's going to be hard to get over you. I've never met anyone like you. To get over you I would have to stop seeing you. I miss when we would listen to Radiohead and cheesy 80's pop songs together, while we talked about life and random things. You really made me feel special. Maybe I just saw things that weren't there.
I hope I can be happy again soon,
K
Going to fucking TOWN on my legs like they're punching bags because it leaves less visual damage than knives.
Suh Dude
-L
Dear J,
Despite everything, the day you reached out to me again I actually put down my phone, stared at the wall, and quietly said "fuck you." I didn't want you back in my life - you were one of my more serious crushes way back when, and it really hurt teenage old me when you shut me down.
I hated you for a long while afterward, because I knew the memory had immense, irrational power over me. We met on and off at the suggestion of friends that I could "get it out of my system", but you were supercilious enough that I gave it up as a bad job.
I was doing pretty okay - dialing back my childish focus on "finding a gf", starting a new job, then suddenly you want to talk. The thing is, I knew that afternoon that I couldn't say no, and couldn't bear to push you away.
Hopefully you had a good time - I kind of did, despite myself. I realize I have to let go of my old memories; I'm no longer the sniveling awkward dude that failed to pass muster back then, and you've changed too, something I never imagined could happen.
I want to see you again.
But I know that I'm approaching it with the idea of "making good" on my old crush, which is probably inaccurate. I don't know if you like me or something - it's just that I'm probably one of the few people you can reach out to, right? I need to take it slow and see where this takes me.
You've awakened bits of me I thought were forever dead, and I'm thankful but also very worried.
Dear X,
I am a dick and you should have known better. Wish we could make it work but you know I can't. Love you always
>>16967040
I don't love you anymore, mom.
zomg ya really trying. not gunna work! Does give me something to tell RR
Dear C
You're the first where I feel like i know what to do with feelings and how to act. I'm pushing myself out of the cave of social anxiety, and i'm nearly in the light, but i'm trying to prove it to everyone around me, especially you.
Honestly, all I want is a chance to show you what there could be, and that's not just for you but for me too. Time is running out to do anything, so I'd love to try something the weekend after next when we should both be free.
Everyone that knows seems to think this would be a good thing, for me and you, but I know the final choice is yours and yours alone.
That's all I can really say.
B
C.J.B.
why do you still bother asking about me?
S, I wish you liked cars. I wish you used fewer puns. I wish your hobbies weren't so introverted and nerdy. I wish you had better taste in movies. I wish you didn't wear that dumb jacket all the time. I wish you stopped telling me stuff about your personal life. I wish you stopped looking at me like I "get" what you're saying, because yeah, I do, but why does that even matter? I wish you would tell me what's going on between us. I wish I could bring one of my friends around to tell me if what I'm seeing is real or not. I wish everyone could wear a giant flashing sign on their shirt that light up and said "I AM FLIRTING" when they're flirting with you. I'm either completely delusional or you're playing with me and it's making me uncomfortable. Stop smiling at me. I already like you, but I don't think I'm the only one you have your eyes on. I'm not ready for this.
MM
if you hurt my sister, I will personally make your life a living hell.
MG
>>16974215
What's c's last initial
>>16967110
You sound like one of my friend.
>>16967290
Don't do it. I swear to God anon. Give time a chance.
Kelly,
I don't feel as bitter as I did initially, but for the first time in 4 years I don't want a romantic relationship with you. I don't think you're actually a bad person. I do think a lot if the people you know would have been much better off not knowing you, though. Nonetheless, you were my first love. I can't say I wish you the best, but I do hope you don't get hit by a truck or anything.
-H
>>16974452
B
What's your initial?
>>16974619
Never mind. It sounded familiar but I don't think I know you guys.
>>16974627
you never know, my last initial is H
F
I thought you don't want to think about her again. But why did you still stare at her so many times? But hey, don't worry, if she really like you she will accept your flaws.
You are not important in life and neither is your opinion.
>>16974696
Then learn to keep out of someone else's business instead of getting worked up when they tell you to fuck off.
>>16972546
Initials.
you dumb fuckin bitch, i hope your future husband realizes that he'll never pop your cherry and his dick will always be coated in my semen
i was there first
i hate your guts
you make me sad
i hate my guts
>>16969922
Seriously please
C
I swear, I will tell you I like you before the semester ends.
-J
J-
Gonna pretend like you were flirting with her to get to me, instead of what it likely is, you being into each other. For, whatever reason, I still like you so much, but if I imagine you're trying to make me jealous, it really diminishes my feelings.
We both had our chances, didn't we? Neither of us had enough juevos to really do something solid about it, or I guess I wouldn't be in this situation.
I hope I meet someone soon. Maybe go back to the cook. Who knows, all I know is what feels best for me is moving on from you and all the beautiful thoughts I had about you.
Maybe eventually I'll look back on this and laugh. Or maybe not. I don't know.
M
Boo-fricken-hoo. You had a wife and now no one will care about you. Just learn that people think you're ugly and just want you for your dick, which is small by the way, so what I hear. No amount of money, clothes, or gym-time will change that.
>>16967040
Matt,
I treat your narcissism as an unfortunate birth defect now. You're a tool, but you're a tool because your brain or whatever is deeply fucked up. Okay. So you abused me, wrecked my life, ruined our families and skip off to with your new girlfriend once I've lost my usefulness to you. Cool.
No. Really, I'm good and getting better every day. I realize it was nothing personal, its just the way you work.
Besides, I know it eats at you that I make so much more than you even after my long hiatus from the workforce. I know it eats at you that I have a strong network of friends and family that you could never manage to assemble around yourself. I know it just fucking kills you that I am so much better according to YOUR measures of success.
Haha! I fucking win.
Wow, after all the memories, how strongly I cared about you and everything else, I'm getting over you surprisingly fast. In the next week I'll be much more like my usual self. In the next week you'll be realising how badly you fucked up, and I can almost guarantee that in the next month you will make an attempt to reach out to me. I don't know how I'll respond yet. If you leave me alone like this for too long I'll end up completely moved on from you soon. Im not sure how I feel about that. You live a sad life
>>16975816
Initials?
>>16975816
I think I was over him very soon after it was done
No use being torn up over someone who puts emphasis on his words to avoid taking responsibility for his actual actions.
After our fight today I seriously think we should break up. You cling to me so harshly and I love you more than anything in my entire life but I sincerely feel you deserve better. I'm craving independence, I'm craving to grow as a person. Maybe being separated from you will do that for me.
I love you. You're amazing. I'll sleep on it. I tried texting you we should break up but I didn't have the balls. That's how much I love you. I want to make things better for the both of us but I'm a stupidly inconsiderate asshole without even trying to. I don't stop and think about your situation, that's so horrible of me.
When I think of our relationship I compare it to The Antler's Hospice, I'm the patient and you're the doctor. My whole life it was the opposite for me, but now I'm putting you through that.
I'm a horrible everything. I always thought you were the one thing I got right but I guess not. You still love you me despite my fuck ups and I don't know how you do it. I really don't.
Dear Mom and Dad,
I'm gay. Please don't hate me.
>>16967151
Holy shit man are you me? God damn
I reasize you must go and probably haven't thought of me since I last spoke to you, but your always on my mind and I will always wish for the best for you :) I don't care who your with or where you are as long as your safe and happy
-A.
Dear D,
I sometimes run into people who have been let down or disappointed by other people in the past and become tentative with or want to avoid me. When that happens I will try one thing or another to break through, and if those don't work, I tend to quit and give up. The deal is that some of these people, like you, are really very good people and I don't like it when I just give up, especially when I know they've been so disappointed in the past. Is that something you'd be willing to talk to me about because I think it could be a good thing for both of us.
I hope we can talk again soon. I miss you.
E
For what it's worth I care! I care a lot!
I'm gonna lose this weight and be the best I can beeeeeeeee! I've got all this potential just sitting here, and I'm gonna come down on this world like an avalanche, baby!
YEETCHAW!
>>16967040
Rob-- I'm hurt more by your efforts in trying to spare my feelings than your dishonesty or the fact that you found someone else. Despite neither of us really seeing anyone else during most our involvement with each other we weren't explicitly exclusive and I never had that expectation.
I'm not weak. A few days before you called me with "the talk" I'd started debating whether or not I wanted to continue seeing you. I still hadn't decided when you said you wanted to stop seeing me. If you'd said you'd met someone else that would have been cool, we'd have ended the conversation there-- but you didn't. You told me the problem was me, that you didn't see "us" going anywhere because of some really lame bullshit excuses that you put on *me*
After all was said and done, I have nothing left. I can't be your friend because I don't respect you. You say you want to be my friend, but friends don't do what you did-- what you mean is you want to be "friendly" as in me not telling people how full of crap you are. I don't need to tell them, they saw everything and knew more than I did.
You know, most guys stop thinking they need to trick girls into sleeping with them somewhere during high school. You're still in jr. high mentally thinking you need to trick people into just liking you. I feel sorry for you more than hurt now.
Wish you well and I hope you grow the fuck up sooner rather than later-- maybe then we can be friends.
Dear future me,
I already wrote you once before. I told you I was coming for you, your big house, and your hot wife. I told you I was going to take all of it, everything you have, and make it mine.
This is just a reminder. I'm coming. I've graduated, lost fat, put on muscle. It's only a matter of time now, you son of a bitch. I'm coming for you.
-Me
>>16975945
Creepy, Same initials and sounds like the same situation!
Dear Dan,
I still remember how we first met. I remember every little detail. Fact is, you were one of the best friend's I have ever had. I did things with you I never thought I would see myself doing. We pushed each other to be the best we could.
I remember when that all changed. We were chilling at my place watching archer (you got me hooked on that) and drinking. You trusted me enough to let me know of your past. In confidence, you told me about your childhood. You told me about being abused and how that still affects you even now. You told me why you have a hard time keeping people you care about in your life. You called me the only bright spot in your life. The one positive influence. Tears streaming down your face, you said you felt relieved that you could tell me all that and you were surprised that I didn't just run away like everyone else. We shared a hug and you drove off.
What happened? It has been 3 months now. We still text but you wont see me in person anymore. Are you embarrassed? Do you feel like you let me know too much? If so, why? I wanted nothing more than our friendship to flourish. I wanted to see you grow as a person. I still want to do all that crazy shit we planned together. You still tell me you want to as well.
please, tell me whats up.
Erin
If I do happen to go to M, I'm kind of hoping that I stay there and have more fun there than with you.
I don't want to leave you, but at the same time, I am in love with you, so fucking much. I can't fucking take it.
Every single day I want to kiss you and it kills me inside.
I want out of this situation, so I'm hoping I have more fun around M than you.
I'm sorry.
Please accept my choice if it happens like this.
I don't hate you, I just really love you.
>>16971789
Yeah, I know she's not coming back. I wouldn't if I were her, given how I acted. But, I'm using this time to fix my problems, get my life back together, and work on making it so that something like that doesn't happen again, no matter who I am with.
Three years is the point I've decided where I will see what my life looks like, and decide what I need to do to improve my situation. Since I doubt I will find anyone I want to be in a relationship with anyway. And, who knows. I might be able to get together with her again. She didn't rule it out. Or discover that it wouldn't work. Or maybe I won't. But my life isn't really going anywhere at the moment, so if that's still true in three years, I need to start trying to get it to go somewhere.
>>16976040
If you are who I think you are, take it from who you think it is: I don't care.
I never did. And I never will.
Be happy for happiness' sake.
>>16974345
As an S, i gotta know do you at least flirt with s or just suspect them flirting?
>>16975858
I'm W. He's H.
>>16975862
Yeah, exactly
D,
I truly love you, but there's absolutely no way we can continue this way. All the patience I had for you has now disappeared because I'm aware of somebody who gives me exactly what I always needed you to give.
I feel terrible because it is going to hurt a lot of people and I'm almost certain I will regret my decision in the long run, but I just can't see us together much longer. The only thing on my mind at the moment is whether I be completely honest with you, or whether I tell you the minimum so you don't completely hate me.
I really wish you had given me a bit more time to deal with this, then perhaps I wouldn't have made such a ridiculous decision. I begged you to reconsider for a reason.
Anyway, this is my decision and my fault. Please know that I've beat myself up about this enough, so nothing you can say to me will make me feel any worse.
K
I feel like life is slipping by and I have avoided emotional/sexual relationships because of one bad incident back when i was in high school. Now i really want that but wouldnt know where to find it or whether i would be too scared to initiate a conversation. I was contemplating a casual encounter to give me some confidence in finding a guy and hoping something eventuated. I am not interested in women but i find it kinky to sleep with both men and women so idk. I love the feeling when you're crushing on someone (especially when they are the same back) and the tension and excitement and emotions boiling over. As much as i want some dick in me I also want the fireworks and the life long companionship as well. I dont really know where to start but i hope i find that person soon.
Hey J
Thanx for all you have done for me
You are my ex, my lover, my friend, my special person that helps me escape from my deepest fear and you broke my heart. It's so strange we still conect on so mutch levels. When I broke up with you it was maybe selfish but it helped me. I'm so happy to see that your new live situation makes you happy.The last time I saw you u where so scared for the big change, but look at you now smiling like a mongoloid. This weekend was moar that I needed even we did not had sex, the time out rrignited my flame inside me. I am not stucked inside my self any more and i'm open to the world again. It's strange now to think I was down like that for no reason. Thanx for all you maybe not feel the same for me but i'm so happy we met 9 years ago on some stupid childish forum, you are one of the most special people I ever met and I hope our lives will continue to cross eachother. Good luck :3
>>16967068
Thanx annon and sorry that i make you feel that way but lives go on and there will be endless A,B,C.... good luck my friend but it's time to die as Omega and rise as ∆ you know it's the symbole of change
>>16976070
I am glad to see that you are working on yourself, as that is all we can do.
I understand your reasoning. I hope it works out for you, brother.
you're a crazy fucking psycho fucked up hypocritical two faced fucking bitch whore!
you're a fucking headcase and a nut job!
I wish you'd just leave me the fuck alone forever!
N,
10 years later you still haven't changed. I hope you end up alone and miserable.
>>16976853
Thank you. Best of luck to you in your future endeavours as well.
>>16977128
Initials?
>>16967068
This letter makes me happy.
>>16977135
Yeah sure thats what you think, I got help. I'm not alone. my internet life =/= my real life. Quit stalking and find some new kid to lash out on. Its been 10 years alright, Let it the fuck go.
C,
You're a dirty whore. Why did you bring yourself around me? Selfish slut.
C
You were the only person who has ever truely believed in me. I was so lucky to have met you but too stupid to appreciate you. When you needed me though I was too scared to step up and left you to face heart surgery on your own. We stopped speaking after that. You were the kindest friend I have ever had. I've reached out to you recently and you've not replied. I guess I can only apologise for fucking up. I'm sorry friend. Truely and deeply. I miss you.
A
>>16975866
Initials?
K,
I'm sorry I didn't understand you last night. I really love you. Please don't leave me.
I know you are sleeping right now but all I can think about is how much I want to hold you and tell you how sorry I am.
But, you hate it when I apologize.
Why do you confuse me so much? What do you want from me?
All I want is you to be happy. Would it help if I left?
Please talk to me. I miss you.
-K
>>16977400
KeKs forever.
>>16977128
you're a crazy fucking violent criminal drug dealing whore!
I wish you would go away forever!
>>16977135
I got a life and I will never be lonely because I have me, And I love me, You fucked me up for no god damn reason, You and your friends. Just for fun. I was a fucking kid. Fuck YOU.
Alex,
You're a crazy bitch, and I knew it from the outset. I wasn't like you, and you knew it. I always thought you were cooler, but then you started acting like me. Anyway...I thought we were enough alike that there was an unspoken code: we take everyone else for all they're worth and not fuck with each other's interests. I was wrong. Not only that, I really fucked things up between us. Well, on one hand, all's fair bitch, so fuck you. On the other, get over yourself and get in touch. I still love the fuck out of you and you're the only person I can honestly say I've ever missed.
-J
>>16977128
but i wuv you
cuddle cuddle cuddle!
J
for the past month i've been dreaming about you every night. I don't know why. I know i'm with someone, but it's not going to last. I really don't want to have to leave him, but it's just inevitable. I feel so bad about it. I hate that I cant stop thinking about you. the dreams keep coming and I feel so bad when I wake up.I hate looking forward to seeing you, and I hate daydreaming about the person you are in my dreams. I hate being happy to see you. I know it's weird, and I'm sorry. please don't think poorly of me.
T
Thanks for checking my messages because now I know you are cheating or sneaking around on me.
>>16977898
I'm not cheating on you, you cheated on me last week.
>>16978201
Your proof being what exactly
A
You always told me you would come back. You always said that I would get sick of you before you would get sick of me. You always told me to remind myself that we're strong enough to make it. You told me that we would have a future together, and even when I doubted it you made me believe it. Why did you have to make me believe in something you didn't believe in?
Neither of us knows what the other has been up to lately. We don't know the good things that have happened or the bad things. We're nonexistent. We will never cross each other's paths in the street.
I still don't know what you meant by wanting to save “heartbreak down the line”. Wouldn't you normally say “we'll cross that bridge when we come to it”, like you would say to me every time I had an insecurity or second thought? I'm not sure I understand anything. I could think whatever I want. But I think that no matter what I think, I'll never be able to understand. Maybe I never understood you at all. Maybe you never understood me.
I wish I had given up, rather than being the one that was given up on; at least then I could blame myself. All I can say now is thank you for loving me, or making me think or feel like I was loved during a low point. But fuck you for giving up when you forced me to keep trying.
C
>>16978214
you disappeared for days, barely replied to my messages
>>16978223
what are both your last initials?
>>16978240
p. what are yours?
>>16978264
B and H
no you're not someone I know, just sounded familiar
>>16978240
>>16978264
>>16978278
That wasn't me that replied but lol
J,
It really hurts me that you haven't bothered to talk to me in almost two years now. I could have kept texting you and I think you would have responded, but I wanted to see what would happen if I waited.
And I've waited, tomorrow will be two years since we last spoke.
And that hurts.
R
>>16978318
Terrified I'm J...last initial?
N,
I really wish you weren't fucking that other guy
>>16978306
Wait I'm someone else. What are your last Initials please? Your story sounds familiar to me too
>>16978341
initials?
L,
fuck you
M
>>16978427
CS
Its not exactly a unique story until it gets down to the details.
>>16978235
I could assume the same towards you
S
I miss you but at the same time god damn I hate you. You're a pathetic person. I miss the good parts, you were a nice person partly, I miss your love, I miss our long all night talks, I miss your snoring. I miss you talking and explaining about things. You messed me up, you really did. I hope your having fun with your girlfriend you fucking idiot.
J
God where do I start. I feel like we've known for so long, I care about you a lot. I wish we lived in the same country because we'd make the best couple ever and we would have amazing sex, amazing kinky sex. I want you so bad. Come here. I wish we could be together. The crazy thing is I don't even really know you, we've been chatting for so long and never even met and you could be a total catfish but I care about you. And btw send me a dick pic when you can.
Another J
It's been fun but I just can't handle the fact that you're an actual manslut. We either commit to a relationship or we stop. I get so jealous and I hate thinking I'm just another pussy to you. I know you're not ready for an actual relationship since you recently broke up and are now enjoying a free single life. Have fun traveling in the slut capitals of Europe, don't catch anything. I hope you don't fuck anyone but I can't say that. I don't have the right to be jealous. I like you tho, I really do, I love cuddling and watching tv, I love learning kinky stuff with you but I think I have to stop because I'm so jealous. You say you're not even actually fucking or seeing anyone else but I have major trust issues (thanks to S especially) and I don't believe you, and I know you have a search on. Well have fun enjoying the single life after years of a shitty sexless relationship. Call me maybe when you're ready to settle down because I can't handle casual sex and fwb stuff.
>>16978604
Are you saying my assumptions are off?
>>16978646
Continuation
P
You're my best friend and I have no idea what is going on with you, we haven't talked in so long and haven't seen in months. Text me back. I still care about you even though you are now a drug addict with serious mental issues, I don't really wanna be your friend it's difficult because of your problems, we have grown apart into completely different people but I still care. Let me know you haven't died and where you live now.
D
It's so weird, what are you, who are you, why I am I so intrigued by you? We just met, you're younger than me which is really strange because every guy I even slightly like is always older. I feel like we'd match well, we're similar. I'm interested in you, text me tomorrow I'm shy and I've been keeping this up a lot which is unusual, I'm always the younger one and the more submissive one and I like older guys why do I like you? I feel like I have to be like the teaching one this time. But it's interesting. Maybe we'll hang out this weekend. I feel a bit like a female pedo though....
>>16978671
Depends who you are talking to
Dear self
Longing to hear fateful words the sirens whisper through the screen / Drowning out what the world shoves in my face I ought to be
Filling the chasm, the canyon the erosion of the soul / Washing away the joy of just being alive
Leaving sediments of shame, worthlessness, ugliness / Eroded away again.
Waa! I'm too lazy to change my shitty behaviour!
C,
After much thought I've decided I want a divorce. You drain me financially, emotionally, spirituality, and physically, yet offer little in return. The past year has been hell on the kids and myself. And if you are honest with yourself it has been hell on you, too. The counseling and therapy are not effective because we are just not willing to follow thru with the commitment to change. I care for you and love you, but I'm not in love with you. I question if I ever have been. It's better to address this now than later to give us both a chance at true happiness, versus one achieved with the aid of prescriptions and alcohol.
Sincerely, L
E
I wish things would go back to the way they were. You say you're "fucked up" and that I wouldn't be able to handle you, but you over estimate yourself. I want you to be happy, you seemed pretty happy before. As you said "i miss you", well I miss you now. I know there's a happy, smiling girl in there and I want to help you bring her out. You helped bring me out at one point so it's only fair that I return the favor. And I can't believe that you don't think it has an impact on me when you say "i'm disgusting" "I want to just wither away." you used to say that you would become thin for me, but now it feels like I don't even cross your mind, that it's some chore to talk to me. It's amazing how distant I feel from you when just a few weeks ago I felt so close. I really just wish things would go back to the way they were
>>16978455
So short and simple. What did this person do to you?
DEAR D, E and L
FUCK OFF YOU FUCKING TWATS.
dear E,
It hurt a lot when you gave your virginity to my best friend not even a week after we broke up. You never knew how suicidal I was that night when I found out. I know you and him both felt horrible after I found out, but I took it the worst. Just know that I got over it and moved on with my life and I have no regrets about it. I'm glad you're now married and settled down and I hope you have a good life.
>>16979263
Damn how long ago was that? Hopefully you dropped both of them
>>16979314
Oh I haven't talked to either one of them in years.
>>16969423
closing in on two years, the ride seems to never end. Good Luck Friend.
Looking into the small glass caddy of limes (which resemble rotted avocados at this point) in the hotel bar, I sit trying to convince myself you haven't frozen over completely, and knowing it may be futile. You're asleep trying to diminish an unavoidable stress level. Of course you're upset. These things are grey, but you've been reaching. My own frustration is making my capacity for empathy smaller every minute. Although, I don't recall seeing any from you. I'm either entirely hopelessly in love with you, or this has been over for longer than I care to admit. Straddling a grand gesture and a breakdown, I can't say which I'd prefer.
>>16979096
You say you're the crazy one, hah. It's me
>>16977842
Last initials?
>>16979096
>you used to say that you would become thin for me
Storytime please
D,
What happened? We used to be so close. You used to call me all the time and we would talk and catch up with each other.
it all changed so suddenly. You called me at 5am drunk off your ass and said that you wanted to come over. You said if I didn't say yes, you'd goto anon's place. You told me the past between you two so I told you I would pick you up.
We got back to my place, We talked things through, you told me about the past between you and anon. You told me how he abused you and how he treated you when you were a kid.
I let you sleep in my bed and I took the couch. Later that day when you you were sobered up, you were so quiet.
Despite my attempts, we have barely spoken since. Why? Was it a history you were trying to hide? Are you embarrassed? Did you not want me to know?
I miss our talks, I miss getting into trouble with you. Right when I think you are gone for good, you reach out to me. I am still here and I always will be.
You aren't a father to me anymore. You never deserved the title in the first place. You're a narcissistic asshole who doesn't give a shit about his only child. My mother is dead and you're dead to me.
I'm not going to care about you when you don't even care that I'm suicidal. Fuck you for not giving a shit. Fuck you for bringing me into this world to fucking make me suffer at the hands of you and many others. Fuck you for leading me to wanting me to die. I hope you fucking sleep good at night.
I want to sabotage you so badly. God knows, you deserve it. I want to destroy the only thing that is giving you happiness right now... You deserve to feel the way I feel.
>>16974627
I didn't write that.
Dear father
I dont know how to start. Thanks for receiving me home after my mother kicked me out of my house. I know you dont have money nor time but i wish we could have talked before.Growing without a male model can lead to confusion and as for us it was to late to start a new relation. Im sure you certainly dont know why i keep going to therapy, or why they kick me out of my place, or why keep drinking that weird medication. Im gonna be honest with you now. Those are antidrepressants and zyprexa for my psicotic depression, bipolar and boderline disorders, plus my paranoia. I have suicidal tendencies. Lifeis no longer in bloom for me. Im not the great student you think im, and you are not the hero i thought you would be. Also i can wait to get out of this shitty place, i guess im a ungrateful piece of shit. Thanks to my unwillingness my mom kick me out. This letter went to shit. And this thread is stupid and repetitive, op is a fgt, someone kill me plz
E,
You are definitely someone I would like to get to know better, and you are one interesting person on the surface. When I saw the prettiest glow in your eyes when talking with me, I fell for you head over heels. Let's get to know each other better soon!
J
Dear m
Why can't you be confident. Don't just say you'll do it you take you sweet ass time sayin you'll do shi but you don't. I always pay for dinner, and your ride home as well as buy you should ton of things. I'm always paying my bill and you have no job as well as im watching your kids as you go off playing on your phone all day. It's hard to say I can tolerate you cause yu over think shit and worst of all make it all about you when clearly you're wrong hypocrite. Get a job and be on my level and pay off your debt and maybe thn I'll consider letting you be right. Until then I'll continue to not give a shit about your problems that happened how many years ago. Move on and be in the present for once nd talk about something not your life story
A
>>16975944
To you as well, my friend.
A,
I have no idea what I did to deserve you. You are such a blessing. You're an inspiration and what keeps me going on a day to day basis. You make me want to be better and accomplish more and not just give up. The best is you don't even try. It's just you being you.
You're incredible.
M
>>16967040
Get the fuck out of my house. I don't like you anymore.
Sincerely,
You're a cunt.
D,
I never got to tell you how sorry I was for how I acted.
We both went our separate ways without even saying goodbye.
Neither of us got any closure.
I still think about you, remembering the good and the bad.
I hope you remember me too.
Sorry.
A,
I really enjoy the time we spend together. You make me the least anxious out of anyone I talk to, and I feel like I can be myself around you. I always wake up excited to talk another day away with you. I hope I don't fuck things up somehow <3
C
My dearest pal
I didn't plan to steal your wife. If I had I would have taken her up on her drunk offer to spill my seed inside of her on Saturday night when she left you.
Stop being upset that I told you I would date her someday down the line if you guys broke up and enough time passed. It could have been a lot worse. I'm sorry she fell in love with me and she dragged up my old feelings. I flirted but I never told her to leave you. In fact I repeatedly told her to go back if she wanted, just to be sure that she was happy (because you guys were anything but) You two are back together though so you should just be happy I am not that shitty of a person and ignored her begging to fuck.
I love you guys and I'm glad you're back together, even if this means sitting through heartbreak for me again.
Btw if we ever fix things and you jokingly call me a cuck again I'll be sure to bring up this month and her messages telling me to tear her up. Or maybe some of the messages after you got back where she was still mad for me, wishing we would have just kissed and explored our feelings. However I know you, and this isn't going to be fixed, so enjoy your life.
Dear L.
I'm not into sex. At all. Stop pressuring me.
-An irate asexual
>>16975945
D and E's second initials?
>>16980518
D's other initial?
>>16980524
Last Initials?
>>16980580
D was the first letter in their online screen name, so no other initial.
I,
I've been in 4 relationships since we broke up including the one I'm in right now which just past its 2 year mark, and I've still never loved anyone as much as I loved you.
I still believe we're soulmates but I know we'll never talk again. It makes me sad but it's probably for the best.
Good luck with your life,
L
J,
Why are you avoiding me? I've always thought saying we're best friends is stupid but now I don't even know what to think, I didn't do anything wrong to you but if I did JUST TELL ME! fucking idiot. I'm not talking to you anymore, you don't need friends and you don't deserve them either.
P,
I like you. :) Too bad you have a boyfriend. :(
K,
Why are you so mean? everytime you talk to me you try to make me feel bad. I think it's funny because you always message me when I feel alone, thank you.
Me,
I'm sorry, everytime I looked at the mirror I hated you but you aren't that bad, you're not handsome but I can accept you. :)
D
You're an idiot, but I still love you anyway.
M. F.
You are definitely not the person I thought you'd be but you're still cute and unique in your own way. You're still amazing and I hope I can get used to who you are instead of my ideals.
jk. wtf man
>>16980610
I'm a D, and I'm an idiot.
Not going to ask for more details.
