>Are you in crisis? Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at +1 (800) 273-8255.
/adv/ isn't your therapist. We also are not a suicide hotline.

>>16945052
Those things never work trust me they never understand the situations people are in or even care really what's the point in calling those stupid places.

>>16945061
And you thought 4chan would care more? I don't see the logic. How is an anonymous imageboard known for being cruel to others going to care more than a suicide prevention hotline?

I'm sorry for your loss, OP, and doubly so for the circumstances of it. Am I to take your wording to mean you're the one who found her?

I don't know what to tell you about the friend who stood you up, but as for the others, do you have any idea why they stopped talkibg to you? Could it be that this is only a misguided attempt to give you some space? Have you tried reaching out to them?

>I'm debating on killing myself idk what to do..

Please don't do this OP. If you need someone to talk to, we can talk.

>>16945034
Postpone killing yourself. You're not thinking rationally right now. If the situation stays the same in 6 months and you're just as certain that the world is terrible, then kill yourself