Helium

>>16944472
Pick some form of exercise, running or lifting or swimming or trecking or riding or something.

Do it untill you puke.

Everyday for a week.

It's less painful than killing yourself.

You will most likely feel slightly better, good enough to move on to fixing your shitty brain, which is causing you pain for no logical reason.

Dude, don't kill yourself. Life gets better I promise. I know I sound like one of those faggot liars that just says that, but seriously senpai, you can make it better. No one can help you but yourself. For realz tho, you'll get through this (:

Fill up the void with being rude to other people, works for me

Step 1: Download the visual novel Grisaia no Kajitsu
Step 2: Play Michiru's route
Step 3: ???
Step 4: Profit