How do you make it day to day? I just want to be turned off. Comfort doesn't come in any form, (drugs, money, family, friends, sex, etc.). I can't understand how people can function in their lives. Am I missing something? Some catharsis that everyone else received? I have tried talking to therapists and they always tried referring me to a psychiatrist or just telling me that they can't help me, kind of made me realize this country (U.S.A.) is a joke when it comes to mental health. How do you make it? Is there anyways for me to function like a person in my head?
i dont man, im on a downhill path and i constantly think about suicide. i dont even have that bad of a life. i just have this deep urge to end things because everything is pointless
>>16941016
Whenever I start feeling like you, OP, I remember that what I have now is better than being dead and better than being homeless. You have a roof over your head, food in your belly, and money in your pocket. Life ain't so bad, anon.
>Am I missing something?
There will always be unpleasant things in life to overcome, but happiness does not come from getting what you want - it comes from learning to love the struggle.
Why not just see that psychiatrist you keep getting referred to?
>they exist for a reason: they're actually helpful
>>16941248
Because drugs don't help and I dont like being pacified with meds.
>>16941220
Thats the thing it doesn't matter where I am. I've veen homeless and after getting out of uni I have more money than I know what to do with but I still feel no place here.