I was taken advantage of multiple times by multiple people when I was younger; which left me pretty "odd"
As an example I can't get into romantic relations with anyone as my romantic feelings towards them quash themselves rather quickly. And most of the time these things happen I just can't feel the urge to continue to pursue it.
How do I heal myself of these festering wounds? I feel like it's a trust issue more than anything.
Stop giving a fuck and trusting people more?
>which is pretty unadviseable because no woman on earth is trustable
Learn to separate love and fucking. Pick one and act accordingly to achieve your goals.
>>16938762
But I don't really want to achieve either of those things about midway through the route.
Both of those things open up an avenue for people to hurt. I don't want to keep running from people because this makes me feel less than human.
No one I talk to feels like me nor can I really understand them. They all seem... two dimensional. Pardon the cliché.
>>16938781
That's not entirely a weakness consider it a strength. The modern world and society is ridiculous to be outside and thinking differently isn't necessarily a bad thing. Look at everything objectively, learn the rules and play by them to get what you want. I feel similar though I'm not sad about it.
>>16938781
Also find things you enjoy and can do yourself.
