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2016-03-20 07:05:08
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I'm a 22 year old kissless virgin. I'm pretty introverted but not socially autistic or anything. I dealt with social anxiety and mild depression throughout my teenage years but I've kinda grown out of it for the most part. I'm not sure how attractive I am, but I'm pretty sure I'm not ugly and I dress decently, better than most people in my cs classes for sure. I have a part time job, I've been a part of things like a drumcorps that traveled the country, and college band. I make friends, but I just don't seem to care to put the effort in keeping friendships, like they just feel so shallow and I'm not the type of person to try and chase a friendship to make it bloom. I don't know whats wrong with me. I just don't know how to grow a friendship, or really ever feel motivated to try. At this point I see myself being alone for the rest of my life.
On one hand I hate the energy needed to maintain a friendship and I often don't mind being alone, on the other hand I get lonely without meaningful interaction and I'm completely behind in the social game of life. Do I just say fuck it, or should I try to keep friends even if it feels somewhat fake so. Am I just being selfish if I'm just doing this so I'm not so lonely? Am I just not meeting the right people? What the fuck is wrong with me. Other introverts seem to do fine.
