>>16935575
What about it is still bothering you? Have you been to therapy yet?

See a therapist.

Do you know who did it?

Is it possible to discover his identity or find where he lives?

If so, murder him, if that is out of question seek a therapist

You have to consciously stop letting it affect you so much. Thats how I got over my rape. No therapy or anything. I just told myself I was going to stop feeling bad about it and it went away after awhile.

You're going to need some therapy. And maybe consider a career or part time career where you help victims, maybe children, of sexual abuse or work to prevent it somehow. I think helping others through what you experienced or helping to prevent it will make you feel better. I really hope you get through this. Be strong.