I've considered going to a doctor to find the reason why everytime I see my mother I get pissed off.
I get pissed off for no reason, can't stand her voice, and get really mad by just knowing she's coming to visit even when she hasn't done anything bad.
I don't know why, but I just get like this, and I can't control it, and feel bad afterwards.
If you guys got any tips or ideas, let me know. I have my doctor's appointment in the other tab and I'm wavering whether I should or not since I her psychiatrist are somewhat of a scam, but I'm not sure.
Hard to say anything without knowing shit about your childhood, your relationship with your mother, nor having had a peek inside your skull. Just go talk to the damn psychiatrist, it amazes me you would trust anonymous strangers over professionals.
>>16928078
>>16928078
It's not about trust, it's just that it's free to just hear what people think, instead of dishing 300 dollars per consultation.
>>16928069
I feel the exact same, OP. I dread every time she calls or I have to call her, as well as any time I have to visit her. Don't really know why, since she is fairly nice, but I think in my case it has to do with essentially having no "parental" contact with her throughout my life. Basically, a string of babysitters raised me and my siblings while my mother barely spoke or interacted with us; she was just "around". And now she acts upset when she can tell none of her kids want to spend time with her.
Idk if you had a similar upbringing OP, but this feeling doesn't come from nowhere.
>>16928095
>>16928095
>>16928095
You got a point, I guess I'll have to find out why.
The only thing that I can remember from my childhood is my mom being controlling as shit and forced me to study instead of playing with my friends, but all moms do that?
