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2016-03-14 21:59:45 Post No. 16916433
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2016-03-14 21:59:45
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Hi I'm a guy. An "incel" guy. Like everyone else I just want to be loved by someone I can love back. Well, I'm going to be 22 soon and have NO relationship experience. Being a virgin doesn't bother me, I don't want a relationship for sex, what I need is monogamous love. Out of desperation I posted myself online, here and at lookism, for ratings to get an idea where I stood. The consensus is I look slightly better than average (yay?) but I look like a girl. Well my body stopped developing at 14 so I've always known I have a very boyish body. It looks the same as when I was 15 even tho I try hard to bulk up, people think I look under-age-b&. but I was surprised to hear my face look a like a girl. I thought I had a manly face but never gave it much thought. And I see it now, I lack masculine development not only in my body, but my face as well. Ever since I was told I look like a girl (independently on both sites) I haven't been able to look at myself the same way. It explained so much, like why I'm treated "softly" or "special" by others irl, like a child or disabled. People don't see me as a man. Ever since then I get depressed when I see myself now. I get depressed thinking about my looks and what other people see when they look at me. A weak pathetic specimen of a male.
I'm feeling like I have 2 ways to proceed. Embrace my femininity or do everything I can to be manly. I must have low androgen levels so I would need expensive hormone/steroids and surgeries to be the man I'm supposed to be.
Tbc...