I think I'm really losing it and I'm afraid of what I migjt do
75% of /adv/ posts are either b8 or really fuvking vague posts.
What the hell are you trying to say
>>16913259
So go to a hospital or call an ambulance.
>>16913279
I may be bipolar or cyclothymic. Waiting for a specialist appointment but it may be up to three months
I've just been stuck in this circle of highs and lows for so long now, years I feel stuck. It's frustating to have all this emergy during the highs knowing that I'm going to have to start over later when I inedivably undo my progress during tghe plundge. Some real sisyphus shit and I hope I can get treated fast or I'm going to something rash just to have SOMETHING happen. I'm not even talking about killing myself, so I'm not even sure what but the impulse is there
>>16913259
So what dude. Do what you please, if you dont like what youre doing, do something else
