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>wall begins
>be me
>be 19
>be a white washed mexican
>have no idea what my country is really like now
>begin self actualization and concious at teen years as expected
>don't stop
>isolate from "the mexicans"
>isolate from everyone
>befriend qt tall korean grill
>befriend cunt singaporean jock
>hang around weebo crowd
>feelsgood.jpg
>unable to control sex drive
>fap daily, since age of 9
>initially didn't know what I was doing
>never "been caught"
>feelsgoodstill.jpg
>become avid gamer
>still am
>crush on qt korean
>be her bitch
>she drugs for a good while
>skips school
>therapist
>relapses
>second year
>comes back
>everythingsgood.jpg
>she relapses
>tells me she is lesb
>after 2 years
>is my fetish
>she unaware
>write note
>emotionally decimated her
>rage takes the wheel
>mind games on a daily dose
>she losses friends fast
>graduates early
>she gained 39 lbs in a span of a few months before graduation
>forces her to move towns
>I wail on the fact that I did
>attempt to rehabilitate by making new friends
>lash out on few female friends I had made
>only trusted female friends
>so far they've complied to secrecy
>including qt korean
>contract stated to ignore me to oblivion
>or publically shame me for being such a cuck
>which I have yet to see
>or dismiss me as their friend
>if I lashed out
>now in college
>find her
>thin
>still hot af
>me no friends
>ugly kissless virgin
>have job
>need at least 10k to move out and pay all my dues
>collective debt from a family of 4
> + actually finding a cheap place to live with a collie pup
>somehow manage to still blame myself to hell for every mistake I do
>pray that an almighty kills me
>be existentialist
>resort to cautrochan for /adv/
>lastcigar.gif