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2016-03-12 03:57:16 Post No. 16905438
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2016-03-12 03:57:16
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Is something wrong with me?
I know none of you here are doctors but that's not what I'm really for here anyways. All my life I've had memory problems and headaches, the headaches have recently gone away though. However, the memory is still getting worse, the long term memory to be exact. Mostly everything before the 9th grade (5 years ago) is muddled but can be partially remembered either by pictures or by deja-vu in a conversation, but everything past middle school and before is long gone. Step parents, things such as last and middle names and birthdays of the people I live in the same house with and have lived with for many years disappear as well, went to a doctor and he said it was "normal"
But, the real reason I'm here is because of how I feel now. Recently I've just felt, empty, I guess you could say. I can go to work and things just seem hazy, and I return home and go on my computer and everything is forgotten. I have even "woken up" randomly as if I wasn't lucid for a period of time. I don't find joy in anything and nothing seems to entertain me anymore. I used to be a pretty avid gamer but I don't even find video games interesting anymore. I've had a girlfriend and a boyfriend but now I don't even pursue relationships nor want one simply because it seems boring.
Everything just seems blank and empty, is this really normal or is my doctor a retard? Either way, I don't have the money to move out of where I live and find a good doctor nor get medication for whatever I may have so I'm screwed in that sense
I don't think it's depression, because I have no suicidal tendencies and think it's retarded, and I don't self harm either or am into that whole goth thing, so it makes no sense to me.
