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2016-03-12 03:57:08 Post No. 16905437
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2016-03-12 03:57:08
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Long one. I'm in college but I'd rather be working. Only reason I'm here is because my parents want me to be, but I feel bad about dropping out. That's what my plan is at the end of the semester. I'd rather find work and save up fully before coming back. Money is always a concern, no matter what. Right now I only have enough to last until the end of May.
Little backstory as to why I feel bad about leaving, but better if I do.
>Depressed, now 21 year old virgin
>Couldn't get laid with prostitute
>Realised my emotions are fucking with my ability to fuck
>In a frat, so there's lots of drinking and smoking
>This does not help and adds fuel to my past suicidal thoughts
>Third time was the charm
>Shot myself through the left lung, missed my heart
>Only one bullet so I had to bleed out or suffocate
>about 5 minutes from death, I change my mind
>call an ambulance, wake up next day I'm fine
>Fast forward to getting back in school
>In dorms for now
>only 3 classes for recovery
>I've now failed all of them
>I know the statistics that I might try again
>I want to try in school, I promised my parents I'd give it the ol' college try
>I just want to work
>Primarily in the marijuana industry, against my parents wishes
>No not because I want to get high all the time
>I only do it once every two weeks, with edibles of course
>Though they can't say much since it's so soon after my suicide attempt
>I will drop out, there's no point in staying in, I guess I just wanted to get his off my chest
