>father is dead when I was 6
>mother is blind
>brother got fucked up in the head recently cuz of weed
won't specify my age, but i'm young
So I'm decent looking and get a fair share of social interaction. ( don't drink or smoke obv. ), but I can't get attracted or attached to people. I've got 2 friends that I really care for. I can't seem to like girls, one approached me earlier this year, couldn't get interested.
This shitty childhood left me mentally scarred I guess, I don't feel some emotions anymore. Can't get angry or pissed off. Can't smile.
I just can't get attracted to people or love them.
What's wrong with me 4chan? How can I cure myself?
I only find myself attracted to girls if Ive known them for like 3 months or more. get to know them.
>fucked up cause of weed
God damn it white people
>>16903986
Are you me for all but the smiling part?
>>16904007
smoked a ton from 16-19, schizophrenia+ epilepsy combo
>>16903998
yeh but I chatted with the gal for like 4 months, I just couldn't give a shit even if she dropped
hints
>>16904010
maybe anon, maybe
>>16903998
Same here except I have "normal" family and zero real friends.
I only smile when I'm laughing at jokes. I only get really angry but that's rare and only to people I know at work. I'm kinda autistic don't know about you
>>16903986
Well you might be depressed.
Or you just grew up sooner than usual my underaged compadre.
Watch Tom Segura and tell me you don't laugh.
Also grown men don't have crushes. I don't feel shit for girls I date for months and I'll usually have already fucked them before I feel anything for them.
>>16904014
Not all girls are lovable. Most are boring as fuck and make me want to plug my ears when they talk.
>>16904015
go get friends man
nah i'm not, at least I don't think so
>>16904016
maybe depressed. don't feel sad tho, just empty
I laugh, I just don't smile.
yeh, but you can still love someone
>>16904018
true that
>>16904039
>go get friends man
I had some "friends" in childhood but I lost contact with them, people don't interest me that much, they have stupid interests honestly. I know I'm probably too picky but I can't like someone who doesn't have same interests as me, what I'm supposed to talk with person like that about? Weather?
>>16904049
i can understand that, I also don't really like people with different interests. I don't know man, go to a club, forum, game, whatever
>>16904060
I have people with which I work and because I'm at officer school (in europe) they will suffice even though I don't really like them
>>16904068
better than nothing man
>>16904074
Maybe, I was always lonely and it was my choice time and I'm ain't angry about it. I sometimes won't some kind of girlfriend but I have the same thing as OP
