Ever since my gf broke up with me and moved to a different state, I've been unable to pursue any of my passion projects.
I just go to my day job, perform it like a robot, and come home to my empty apartment. If I try to make anything, I fail. I used to make tons of shit almost every day. She was my muse.
Right now, I'm sitting at my desk, just had my coffee and my meds. I should be ready to go. But I'm not.
I'm wasting days. I'm putting the weight I lost back on. This has been going on for over a month now.
I feel empty. I used to make shit every day, and I was excited to do it, but my I just can't anymore.
>>16891161
Focus more on what your trying to make instead of your ex. By the way you speak about her you put her on a pedestal. You've lived without her before, you can do it again.
>>16891324
I suppose, man. It's just hard, being alone again.
Normally I can force myself to care about stuff, but my tank feels so empty right now.
I feel like shaking things up would help, but I don't know what to do. I just have the same old friends to do the same old shit with.
>>16891876
Do something by yourself then.
>>16891161
Sometimes I just want to meet with some people and cry with them.
You've fallen down the hierarchy of needs. You were self-actualizing, but now you are stuggling to find intamacy and a sense of belonging. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maslow%27s_hierarchy_of_needs
You need to find a new intamacy, be it from work, family, friends, or a new gf.
>>16892309
Well there's the problem then. Everybody except my parents and the "hill folk" guy on my block has abandoned me.
>>16892380
>the "hill folk" guy on my block
I'm afraid to ask.
>>16892681
Just some really backwoods guy who ended up in my neighborhood and decided we were friends. I take him to the mall sometimes, just for the company.
>>16892964
He sounds fun. Who needs a gf?
>>16893186
I'm getting sick of him and his diarrhea.
He knows that soda makes him shit himself, but he just keeps drinking it.
