whenever i have to think hard about stuff like maths, i become an autist who is unable to communicate with others, but after i force myself to socialize i become a retard and have trouble reasoning and using logic
These two states of mind are very difficult for me to switch between (can take up to several days)
Anyone else experience this?
How the fuck do i have to deal with this?
I basically need to choose between doing well in college but becoming lonely, or becoming more sociable and failing college.
Meditate, fampai
Your brain doesn't switch modes or significantly curb processes for something else. This is all in your head and will end when you stop believing that bullshit
>>16862784
I don't think it has to do with switching modes of thought necessarily, but more like not having enough ''space'' for both social skills and logical reasoning.
I have had both periods in my life where was the one with the highest grades in class and an isolated autist, and periods where i was very outgoing but had to take special needs classes
I experience something like this. It's like I lose 50 IQ points the moment someone starts talking to me, and it takes a while (not days though) of quiet and solitude to get them back.
It's nigh-impossible to focus on work (programming) when there's someone else in the room, even when we only exchange a few words every hour.
>>16862846
talking actually helps me write code with fewer bugs
Git gud senpai
