dude most customers escorts gets are lonely guys who just want to cuddle and have a little sex afterwards... well the decent escorts atleast... but would paying a prostitude to spend time with u really help? spend time with family instead or failling that, get a dog, a dog will force u to care for another being and focus on the happiness of sayed dog, also it will make u take walks and ppl love puppies and strangers will start talking to u to get to pet the puppy... if u play your cards right u will get some new contacts and maybe some sex.... long story short: puppy > prostitude

>>16862227
Or fucking ask a bitch out and challenge some fears instead of just hanging your head in resignation saying, 'welp, no use in trying im just bad"

>>16861950
OP don't be desperate. There will be a time you can spend those savings on something you like, or someone who earned your respect. You have worth and on your way in life you'll be able to form relationships if you act now.

OP here. Im exhausted. I try my best at work but Im stressed all the time. My dentist said that I grind my teeth. I gained almost 1/4 of my weight. I was skinnyfat but Im starting to look ridiculous now. Im almost 30 and no relationship. Getting a dog looks fine but Im scared that I will be a bad owner.

>>16862397
Your biggest problem is your fear of failure/rejection. The only way to defeat it is to keep trying.