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so I have had a shitshow for the past few weeks and wondering if anyone can give me advice on how to fix this shitfest

>gf has had chronic pain from endometriosis
>been like this since I met her 2 years ago but she didn't know it was that until 5-6 months ago
>gotten far worse over the past few months
>basically in ungodly pain and uses weed to fix the pain
>endo is causing her depression as it affects her life
>won't get surgery until after classes
>her pain has been fucking with me since there is no way for me to really help except sit and look pretty
>she is depressed as hell and having mental breakdowns at a rate of 2-3 times a week
>It got to me enough this semester that I am regularly skipping classes because I am getting depressed as hell too
>course work was fine initially but the projects and programming homework are hard as I am a senior
>shit keeps breaking randomly and even my profs have a hard time understanding why
>low self-esteem has come back even with anxiety medication
>my right knee cap is in a fuck ton of pain from sitting and coding
>feel like a failure constantly
>worried I will fail and have to add another semester onto my already 5 year long college degree
>stress causes me to flake off working on stuff as I feel it is impossible
>feel like more of a failure for not graduating in 4-5 years
>fell behind in my website for my boss
>my mood has been fluctuating as I get grouchy and sad more often
>gf is sad because when I am mad or grouchy I get mad at anything and everything including her
>now I can't sleep properly anymore
>starting banging my head on a wall because I have so much shit in my head


so what the hell do I do? go see a counselor?

do I just need to be less of a bitch? should I up my anxiety meds?