Just want to leave
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I can't stand another day here, but where do I go? If I just get in my car and drive how far will I get from this midwest US state? Is there somewhere I could go or some better option that just picking a random direction? I have 1k in the bank, a really shitty car that will breakdown, has no cooling/heat gauge.
Anyways I woke up this morning with 4 hours of sleep and felt like killing myself so I got on here to write this. I'm 22 and I've almost never gone outside since I was a kid. I've never lived life. I'm a kissless, fuck, hand-holdless virgin with no real friends here. I'm a coward and will probably talk myself out of doing this and it's eating me away inside and I know I won't last too long if I keep this up. Is there something I can do though? I want to live, I do, but I don't know how and what I'm doing can't really be considered living. :\ Only one that would miss me is probably my therapist. I don't know where to go. I did meet an asian guy in his 30s online who said I could visit him in cali, he's straight and I'm a guy. But he wanted to start a cult too, so that might not go well. Any serious advice appreciated anons, ty.
>>16756625
Ok so let's say you start driving in 1 direction. Then what will you do?
How much money do you have on you for gas, food, etc.)?
What is your daily routine like that makes you so miserable?
>>16756635
I mentioned 1k cash total. My daily routine is browsing the internet, imgur, reddit, reading, anything to distract myself with. I do the absolute minimum to take care of myself. I've been out of work for a few months since I hurt my shoulder. I've always felt this way though, not new.
>>16756646
Ok, $1,000 is good for a nice road trip I guess. Your routine does sound like it would be depressing and since you've felt like that even before being unemployed it makes it sound like you're pretty hopeless.
Are you not able to find an office job or something that doesn't require a shoulder?
>>16756878
No, an office job just sounds incredibly boring and from being in a small room I feel a bit claustrophobic.
>>16756625
How about volunteering?
>>16756980
I am actually interested in that, not sure where to look though, any ideas?
