I lack the balls to kill myself. I lack the will to keep living. Doesn't seem likely to get better either, as it's got steadily worse for years.
Any suggestions other than sit and wait to die?
Sort your problems out like any sane person?
Yes. Therapy for your depression. Very original, I know.
Depression is a common illness. What makes it different from other illnesses is that people will object to treatment due to retarded reasons.
Your depression will get better and then you'll be glad you didn't committ suicide. Just ask anyone formerly depressed.
My uncle was very depressed, grew up with my mom in a shitty home and then a shelter. He left everyone behind (we live in NYC) and moved to Japan. This was in the late 70's. Perhaps you need to go to a new place.
>>16676631
Tried therapy. Several times. It made me feel worse every time.
>>16676635
I doubt it'd help, and I really doubt I'd have the guts to try it. Going to new places (like university) has always been scary and lonely for me more than exciting and novel.
>>16676623
Buy Oculus Ruft
Disconnect from reality
Get anime harem
Do what you enjoy
Alternatively get the balls to kill yourself
Be my pesant?
>>16676623
Risk it all and do crazy shit. You were going to off yourself anyways, so there's nothing really to lose.
>>16677611
peasant*
Def anime
But be my pet instead of that other girl's peasant. I'm less reliable but twice the fun :^)
>>16677918
If I take that anime away will you die?
>>16676623
Ever heard of Alan Watts? He was a somewhat popular philosopher and died only recently. Anyway, he gave quite a few public lectures about life, god, purpose and so on. A lot of them are available on YouTube, so if you're bored you should take some time and listen to one, but not the artsy 3 minute motivarional clips, they're lacking the context. No, really listen to one of his longer talks, they're quite fascinating and may even change your point of view on some things. Listening to him can be pretty engaging I've found.
>>16677961
Sorry, I mixed something up. He died over 40 years ago, not that it really matters for the purpose of my post.
>>16677995
So why even post it?
>>16677935
Doubtful. I don't live for anime
>>16678006
>Not living for anime
Why even live?
>>16678030
To become supreme dictator of the world
Probably. It's not a bad temporary aspiration.
>>16678000
It's not important for the point I was trying to make, but I still wanted to correct my mistake.
