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I go in circles from panic attacks, to nausea, to feeling empty. I tried cutting, though it ended up being more of a scrape, as I'm too much of a pussy, though I did draw blood. It was kinda on an impulse anyway, with no underlying intent. I guess I just believe I deserve to feel pain. Why am I even posting this out? I doubt I'd manage to put my feeling into words. It's a cry for attention, I guess, a stream of consciousness, venting, whatever. I still feel uncomfortable being me. Going to run away, like I always do.
>>16539436
>>16537499
RIP 0-331
Wow I'm 12 and what is this edgy fucboi shit
>>16548783
This thread is not for underaged illiterate plebs like yourself.
>>16548710
Dear OP,
I feel your pain, it's hard to live life when you're too busy contemplating your inadequacies in comparison to others living in it. It's alright to be in dignified pain, no one will judge you and no one will hurt you in your anguish. No one can hurt you more than you can hurt yourself.
I feel your pain, there's many things we can avoid and repress until our bodies can not take it anymore. It cries, it wants to scream, sometimes it wants to fight, anything, even ourselves. There's a lot of pain we go through at the hands of others. But nothing hurts more than hating ourselves.
There's relief through all your pain anon. You can cry it until you feel what you are looking for inside you. When everything passes by you, when the past has repeated it's painful memories through your head until it loses all meaning, when every single regret you have strikes you and you accept it. There's relief through this pain anon and you will find it.
We all will make it.
>>16548739
Anon was riled up with those postings. I feel that aggressive energy from those posts but it is true that everything is a lie.
It is a lie, we live in a world of perceptions that can easily be decieved. What I'm writing here could be a lie, you have no way of telling the truth. The world you live in is a lie. This is belief, this is faith and this is submission. But it's all perception there is no reality, reality is what you perceive. Reality is created, molded by will, you cannot get up in the morning if you do not command yourself. You can not live if you chose not to. You believe that you need certain things to survive but that is only belief. If you believe something enough it will manifest itself.
If you do not believe in yourself then you cannot create reality. You cannot participate in the act of creation. This world we live in is perception and how you want others to perceive you.
There is no you or others. Life is a dream and like a dream everything can be interpreted. It is all symbolism to be decoded. Wake up from your dream remember what stood out and look up a dream meaning.
Now look at real life and be curious about every little detail and action you see. Now participate in movement. Every person you meet is yourself, every creature you meet is yourself, space, deep ocean is you. You were those things and now you are evolving.
God is the web of life, it dwells in you. There is no you.
>>16548710
Good night Sage Senpai <3
Your writings interest me.
Femanon
>>16548710
Try talk to someone online. Theres a lot of nice people here.
>>16548710
Everything is a lie!! and we're technically all liars and lied too!! So then psychology is just a control mechanism!! That means were all capable of switching from one definition to the other!! Fuck this liars world. LIARS
We weren't really meant to be friends. So I don't get this animosity at this point. In reality I'm very indifferent to your existence and I don't have problems with anyone. Let it go, we will probably never see each other again. Personally I do not have intentions of reconnecting. Harsh I know but you have your life and I have mines. Things have happened and that's the past now. We both habe no business in each others lives anymore. You don't know me and I don't know you anymore. Let's keep it that way buddy.
>>16548929
Stop lying to yourself anon.
>>16548969
Why are you lying to anon about them lying to themselves anon?
>>16548929
ANON NO YOU'LL BREAK THE BLUE PILL TAKERS
>>16548950
You're "very indifferent" to this person's existence yet take the time to write a post about how much you don't care.
Uh, right.
Dear Me
Well well we are back to this fork in the fucking road. Every god dam fucking time you get those set 3 items. It literally automatically set's something bad has to happen. Every fucking time since you were 16, well you know what. Fuck it for once instead of being a fucking idiot and ruining what i have left to fight for. I'm going to take the simple route out. Seriously right you have to much to lose to even bother considering the worst option as the best. besides they are literally fucked up junkie and alcoholics. Like literally hardcore to the max and they will never learn, they will not. So instead of lowering yourself to the rest of the rats so far in the past 3 days of scum. Literally gunning at you. Just pay him and leave it, because like you said you are going to cherish these 3 items regardless. Seriously there is something about this mix that just gives you safety and comfort even tho your world is crashing around you. But seriously the best course of action just give the money. Get your clothes and bank card and just walk away. Finalize how much you have left, budget it and just by supplies and lock yourself down for xmas. Because when even you utter under your breath you aren't going to make it. You are but fuck man just know when to give space and leave it. So just leave it. I think the time has come to get back on the campaign of your own life. And enough of helping others, because sometimes being selfish to stay alive is the only way of survival. Just ride out the next 21 days and fuck it. We can do this it is just scary to actually be like understandable about it all from that rush of disorganization earlier. So fuck it be a man hand over the money get your shit and leave. They have less than you regardless so what is the point of bothering making it worse with junkies being cunts outside rather than just pay the man not make it worse and fight back by walking away head held him. So fuck them I'am still winning but barely.
Yeah, I'm talking to you buddy. I so do not care about you anymore. I really never think about you ever. I dont' know you and I don't want to know you and frankly you never even cross my mind. Never. You mean so very very little to me. I literally care so little about you that I wouldn't lift my little finger to help you if you were pleading for it. You aren't worth event a half a second of my time or energy. THAT's how little I care.
I really really miss my cat
>>16549049
>write a letter thread to someone who just might read it
Read the anons letter before you over react with your histrionics.
>>16548950
initials?
>>16549076
Don't you understand that this thread is for people to write letters to people they care absolutely nothing about to let them know that person occupies absolutely no space in their head? Dont' you get it? I NEVER think about you. You are not worth even half a second of my time. I've in fact forgotten all about you. So STOP thinking about me! The thought that you think that I think about you is interfering with my life!
You are absolutely deluded if you think that I think about you.
You never even cross my mind.
Never.
So stop thinking that I care. Because I don't. Not a bit.
Just letting you know.
oh boy the histrionics did begin. What did you anon.
STOP all the HISTRIONICS!!!!!!
I am posting here to notify you that you are fired from my life. I am tired of your overreaction to the alarm clock in the morning. Your shitty condescending tone of voice and your disgusting toilet habits. I am indifferent to you and I am announcing this here because you are histrionic and a sociopath. Which is triple the crazy for a woman. For men one is enough and they function. If you read this letter you are already fired.
Dear histrionics,
Why does perceived abandonment and hostility trigger your inner psycho? Anon was just writing a letter.
Why,
Darius
>>16549062
>Dear Me
Yeap it has been decided. Fuck this, Fuck That, Fuck them. Seriously get all your shit and lock down for Christmas. Nothing is worse than going through a pain that like this again. They can all go fuck themselves. I have had enough, I have been trying my fucking hardest and will continue to try regardless. But it get's to a stage where you have had enough shit to deal with. And to move on regardless you have to face it and get rid of all that collective shit. And for once I see the resolution and it is to just take a fucking break properly. So everyone can go fuck themselves. I have enough to have a good Christmas. They can eat shit and die for all I care.
I pooped in your closet and didn't tell you.
Dear 4chan /adv/ -
I can't believe how many people who are posting on this anonymous letters thread actually think that someone is writing about them. When in fact they were not writing about them at all. They are just projecting and then getting all histrionic about it.
I drives me crazy when I read a letter thread and there are people thinking a letter is about them and then getting all histrionic. God, I hate histrionic people. Histrionic people can go kill themselves. Really! I wish all these histrionic people would just leave me alone and stop thinking that I'm writing about them. Because histrionic people occupy absolutely zero space in my mind.
All you histrionic people can eat shit and die! I hate you.
You know who almost always gets histrionic?
Women.
Do you ever hear about men getting histrionic? NO. Because we don't. Ever.
That one lunatic histo went cray and there's only 13 posters far.
hey
I just want so say a few things
I love you so much, your the most perfect girl in the world in my eyes, everything about you is just beautiful, words can't really expain it, and words can't really explain how I feeo about you. I just wish you were mine right now, i know i had the chance to make you mine but i was just too pussy to make a move, i beat myself up everday over it. I just wish there was a way to tell you how i feel, and to find out if you feel the same. I know you probably wont because your with him, but deep down i still feel like you really do care about me, i just wish i could know if thats true. Just the way we talk, the way we get along, it makes me feel like somthing great could come, somthing more than "bestfriends" as you say. I just want you to know that your the most beautiful girl in the world and i would do anyhthing for you to be mine, honestly. Please, just give me a chance, i promise i won't let you down.
>>16549216
Anon, that's.. good luck.
>>16549216
Hey anon! Best of luck!! grill here
Everyone writing here is pathetic. And histrionic. How sad do you have to be to actually take time to write an anon letter on 4chan? That is just beyond being a loser. I have nothing but disgust for anyone who actually thinks that anyone they know is reading their letter. How much of a moron do you have to be to write a letter on 4chan anyway? People who respond to these lettters are total projecting psychopaths.
I know you're thinking about me. And I want you to stop.
Because I'm not thinking about you. And I never did.
You never even cross my mind and if you think you do then you are insane.
>>16549209
Yep, now it wants to kill other histos and now were all psychos.
that one post made the histo go bonklers. i'm scared anons it doesnt think about us but i think it does.
You are such a fucking bitch. I know it's you here trolling. I hate you. I can tell it's you because you're getting all histrionic.
You know who never gets histrionic? Pictures of women with their heads down and their asses up. Now I bet those women never ever get histrionic. That's why I am fapping to THEM, not you!
Why can't all women be like pics of women?
>>16549251
Why do I keep on having to write letters asking these psycho bonkers histos to STOP thinking about me?
>>16548710
Hey fagit!
Do you have any idea about the distress you are causing me. I don't know if you even post on this board, but if you do text me immideatly. I don't want to sound moody clingy or beg about it. But fuck do you know hard it is for me to spend everyday knowing no one wants my company. Even my best friend I cling to people they ignore me, and hell whatever if you honestly read this fag, know I am not as strong as you and unlike you I have no one.
>>16548710
Won't be able to post on 4chinz for a couple of weeks. So don't try to find my posts or wait for my reply after this one. Chances are you'll read my previous post, though. Not sure if I want that, but whatevs. Sorry again.
This thread is apocalypse.
All it took was one post to make that toxic sociopath go totally insane.
One post. That's all it takes for crazy people to get some bug up they ass and then people just feed the troll and write responses to these histos. Stop responding to this psychopath! Dont' you understand that if you keep responding to them they'll just keep it up? How stupid are you people?
>>16549277
this
Dear Lamb,
How can you just walk away like that? I paid sixty five dollaroos to see your show and you just walk out like that. I want my money fucker.
Gary
>>16549280
It was one woman who was a sociopath, histrionic and paychotic. Started shitting up this thread agter being called out.
T
You psycho, histo and psycho. Get out of these threads all you do is shit it up.
Anonnette
I honestly prefer porn to a real woman. Real women have emotions and shit. They actually expect me to have feelings for someone I'm just fucking. They actually seem to want something from me after I cum in their ass. Yeah, And if I show them I don't care they get all psycho and then the histrionics.
It's just not worth it. I got a fleshlight and it's tighter than any pussy I've ever had. And it never expects anything afterward and fo sho it never ever gets histrionic or thinks that I'm thinking about it when I am not!
Sociopaths are sexy in general. Histrionics are just shit.
>>16549299
Enough of your histrionics T.
>>16549296
T
I know it's you writing all this histrionic shit. Get out right now!
How psycho do you have to be to respond to anonymous letters like they are for you? I know it's you doing this. You're taking up precious space in this place with your histrionics. HISTRIONICS!@!!! You heard me right. Right now I want to kick your ass because you are so stupid. And histrionic.
Suprised narcissists have been unharmed so far. They are the sexiest. My waifu is a narcissist. I will marry Ariana!
>>16549305
Fuck yeah. Sociopaths are really really sexy. Because they have absolutely no empathy with other people whatsoever. They only fake emotions when it suits their purposes of using other people. That's hot. Because you'll never ever find a sociopath that gets histrionic. No way. Did Ted Bundy get histrionic? And he was so fucking hot. I wish I could meet someone like Ted Bundy or BTK. Seriously, I'd prefer to have someone who isn't crazy-acting rape my corpse than deal with another one of these emotional pieces of shit here on this thread.
>>16549323
writing a retarded reply to a fact. I think you are just retarded.
Stay mad at sexy sociopaths for life.
I hate people with feelings. I want all people to be like me. Totally indifferent to everything and everyone.
>>16549323
Get outta here T you histo shit :^ )
T
You crazy grill. Someone left you on too long.
>>16549328
and did I mention that you are RETARDED? Because only retarded people would post on this thread.
Retarded. retarded retarded retarded!
You're just jealous of people like me who aren't retarded enough to respond to letters written by people who are retarded.
Anyone who would take the time to read an anon letter thread and then respond to the replies is so retarded and histrionic and psychotic I am blocking them out of my mind. Even tho I never had them on my mind. Ever.
i'm scared of histo poster it calls us retartet :(
>>16549352
But I'm not replying to a letter because I think it's written by someone I know -- I'm just STATING FACTS.
Fact: ur wack
Fact: we're sexy ur not
>>16549352
>>16549358
Stop LYING why are you so CRAZY.
This thread is scaring me now.
I came on 4chan hoping to find love and understanding. But it turns out that it's all just these histrionic retards posting the same two letters over and over --
"I love you."
"Well I don't love you."
I mean, that's really scary. People who express feelings of love for someone else are so much scarier than the pics of women bound and hung up on hooks with their asses crammed with giant black dildos.
What the hell has 4chan become?
watch out lads it seems the thread has been targeted by severe autism
Maybe it's time to calm down and turn your necks away from the internet.
I love histos, sociopaths and psychos. I will marry Ariana!
I think that people who write anon letters are so histrionic and crazy because they are UNSEXY!
Sexy people know how to put their asses up in the air for anyone to fuck and they NEVER get emotional about it! God I hate these emotional psycho assholes that write letters like anyone even cares about their feelings.
Dear almighty,
Are we going to be stuck in a loop in this thread? Pls respond
John
>>16549383
Okay guys. Just STOP responding to this psycho! Can't you understand that RESPONDING to an autistic histrionic jealous unsexy psycho is just ENCOURAGING them?
WHY can't you people just STOP writing letters responding to this person? If you respond to this person that makes you a fucking retard.
That's what I'm doing. And that's why I'm sexy.
>>16549370
Hold me
Dear Lord,
why do I have to live in a world where people respond to people who write anonymous letters that are probably about me responding to people who write letters that are probably about them?
Why can't we just have more pictures of women with catheters? Because women who have catheters stuck inside them are hot. Because they never get histrionic.
>>16549410
That is so right. A truly sexy female holds still and smiles while they have every hole stuffed with something.
THE END OF TIMES IS UPON US
Ariana -
I love you so much I want to marry you. Mainly because you never write anon letters to me. Because people who write letters telling people they love them are retarded.
Dear grill,
You're a QT 3.14. I think you're the sweetest. Sometimes crows fly around you and I think it's really the greatest thing I have ever seen. Will you marry me?
Please,
Anonymous
>>16549431
This is for Ariana, I love her I will marry her!
J,
You're awesome and pretty and fun and I'd love to ask you out. But I'm kinda on the fence about office romances. They generally don't end well. At this point I'm about ready to say fuck it though.
-J
>>16549073
Me too senpai
D,
I don't know where it all went wrong. I keep replaying everything in my head. Why did you just walk on out of my life? You said you were so happy we were together. The last time we were together we hit the gym, I gave your jacket back, we kissed and you drove off. You sent me 4 texts later that night. "Thanks for the workout", "Thanks for brining me my jacket", "Thanks for the kiss", and "I can't wait to see you again".
Where did it all go wrong? The next day, you wouldn't talk. You left in silence. Why? That's my only question. You know you could tell me anything.
E
hello piggy
i miss talking to you. lets be buddies again :)
Dear Kody-
You're a fucking suicidal faggot and the fact that not only you stole my gf but my tax dollars is going to support you in the navy even though you are clearly unfit really pisses me the fuck off. I hope the bitch leaves you and you get genital warts you fucking KUCK
>>16548950
>>16549072
>>16549088
>>16549247
Tsundere central right here.
And what the heck is going on with sociopaths and histrionics or whatever else is out there? Sometimes it's not being histrionic, it's being paranoid. Learn to differentiate the crazies.
>>16549831
Shit posting = crazy
Responding to shit posts like they are serious = crazy/stupid
>>16549337
What does "left you on" mean?
>>16549088
Initials so they do not talk to you. You were thinking of them somehow or you wouldn't post it.
Dear Ian,
I hope any happiness you receive gets ripped away. I wish so much that you end up alone.
Dear anonymous image board
What does histrionics mean?
From boy
>>16550575
exaggerated dramatic behavior designed to attract attention.
Dear A,
Let me start by saying thank you so much for letting me be there for you, and allowing me to help you in your times of trouble. You don't even know how happy it makes me to know that, even just a little bit, I can help you when times are rough. I'm so proud of all that you have done to help yourself, like stopping the daily drinking and actually eating a meal or two every day. It makes me glad that I'm the one you trusted enough to help you. Beneath all the laughs and bantz, I know at the end of the day I care about you and you care so much about me. Just stay strong always and know that if you need a fall back, I'm here with my arms open.
Cheers and I love you, you autist,
Z
>>16550580
So its where the term "hissy fit" originates? Im learnding
Dear A
I truly just want to be your friend. I don't get why we can't be? Why don't you message me?
I know I get too attached to people. Even to attached to friends, but I enjoyed your company. I thought you liked me as a person, but now I feel as if I'm too boring. You have really good music taste and just a chill person to chat with. Sorry if I done something or said something wrong. Thanks for reading.
>>16549370
>I came on 4chan hoping to find love and understanding.
>What the hell has 4chan become?
What kind of drugs are you on and can I have some?
Little mental midget psycho,
Please stay away from decent people.
Thank you
>>16550967
Initials?
Dear RH-negative,
Use me baby anyway you want
I wish you were mine
In the broad daylight
But you just use me baby
Anyway you want
I wish you were mine
And that's fine by me,
Fine by me
L
You know, you still have me confused. I have always considered myself to be a professional, and I would never have dated a co-worker if it weren't for you. You hovered around my work station, flirted with me, insisted vigorously that you were single, and we eventually went out. But you didn't make what you wanted clear, and I think that it hurt both of us. I didn't know that it was possible to fight about me showing up to take you to my own house while wearing a $25 watch instead of a $1000 watch. I feel fucking crazy just typing that. I feel fucking crazy that it matters to you whether I'm wearing new shoes and a four figure watch, enough that you're surly about my shoes on the first date, then praise my new shoes on the second date but bitch about the watch.
Look, I didn't know that you have a family line stretching back to the founding of the country, a sizable family estate, annual truffle crops, and a fucking aristocratic pedigree. To be frank I didn't fucking care. I didn't care about your family money even when you told me because it was never about that. It was about you. I fell for the girl who was a little bit neurotic, a little bit brave, a little bit shy, and a little bit of a free spirit. I fell for the girl who wanted to see me with flowers in my hair and who wants to help troubled youth achieve their potential. Your status, your money, your family's power, I didn't fucking give a shit about that. I told you upfront that I'm the first man in my family to attend college, and frankly I'm a pretty blue collar guy even if I have an upper class education.
It still stings, and I don't know why. But I know that if you had just talked to me maybe we could have made it work. Or maybe not. Usually women don't ask me to change until the third date, but maybe for the girl who wants to help kids who used to be like me I would have put down my allen wrench, put on a suit, and run a million miles for you.
But I guess now we'll never know.
-N
I keep making fake posts on MC to annoy my old bro. Sorry for being a psycho little faggot. I'm not creative so I shit on people that make me insecure. Sorry.
-R
FUCK YOU DAVID I KNOW YOU STOLE THE CHORE CHART I FOUND IT IN YOUR ROOM YOU LITTLE MOTHER FUCKER & I’M GOING TO FUCKING RAIN HELL ON THIS GOD DAMN KITCHEN
I'm insecure so all I do is find faults in others to escape my own. I'm a shitty person and you're right even if you're an asshole.
-R
>>16550770
It was sarcasm. Sorry too subtle.
>>16550530
It was meant as broad sarcasm.
Sarcasm: because the act of writing a letter complaining about someone thinking about you is -- uhhh -- you thinking about them.
But forget it
>histrionics
Filipinoes in general on here and anywhere. When your national past time is gossip and the rest of the world frowns upon it. You know your race is fucked. well it was keked anyway.
I know she'll never read it, but here it goes anyways
Dear my love:
It's been 3 years today since you've passed. It's crazy how time flies, it feels like yesterday you were last in my arms. I just want you to know I think about you every day, you are an absolutely fantastic women. You are kind, caring, beautiful, cute, sexy, with a perfect amount of carefree sprinkled right in. I want you to know you're still my one and only. Your still the only girl I've slept with, the only girl I've told I loved, the only girl I've ever wanted or could ever hope to be with. I haven't even so much as thought about being with someone else. Sure it gets lonely around here sometimes, I miss the feeling or your warmth when winter comes around, but I know your still with me. I can feel you, I can still hear your adorable giggle when I watch your favorite show, I can still see you dance when your favorite song comes on the radio and I still feel your arms wrapped around me every day when I come home from work. You were and amazing girlfriend, a wonderful person and one hell of a woman. I'm proud to still tell people your mine.
I love you
>>16548710
I love you you bastard
You have been out of the ordinary but you make me happy
Wish you a happy december asshole
See you next year
>>16551250
Goddamn anon.... I'm so sorry
Been training a lot, might be in a video soon. I was wondering if you liked what you saw.
<3
To C
Honestly I know I made some big fucking mistakes but at least I apologized for mine. However you never apologized for fucking anything you did and just expected me to keep coming back. I chased after you like a dumb puppy for ages and you only became interested again when it was way too late. I could literally give you 200 reasons why I am right and you would have an excuse for every single one and I would still apologize because I didn't want to hurt you. You are a narcissistic bitch and you never loved me, you just loved that I loved you. Even now I'm constantly checking social media or waiting for a text from you. Part of me doesn't care that I hurt you at all and part of me lays in bed every night wishing I could turn back the clock. I have no idea what I want but right now I wish i was cuddling with you as upset as I am.
From D
K,
Thanks for proving that I'm trash like everyone else does. Everyone has so many tactics. I hate boys like you.
M
I FUKIN HATE YOU ''D-CHAN'' HOW DARE YOU COCK BLOCK TWICE!!! YOU ONLY TALK AND IGNORE EVERYONE ELSE YOU SELFISH WHORE
He's mine
Dear my dearest,
>"do you know what love means?"
>yea, it's what I feel for you
I'm sorry.
I miss you.
Dear Z
I honestly wasn't expecting a person like you to ever show up in my life but here you are. We started talking, completely by accident, but I sometimes feel that it wasn't by accident. 2 months later, im a completely changed man, and I have only you to thank for that. I know that I won't ever be able to repay you for everything you've done but I promise to try and do my best. I want to be there for you, just as you have for me. I was in a really dark place before all this and I can confidently say with a smile on my face, that you have saved my life. No one has or would have cared, but you did and im still around. You are an inspiration and I feel sad that there aren't many people like you around, and because of this, I cherish every moment I speak and see you. I know for a fact that I will always remember our banter together and no matter what happens, I will always love you, so please don't ever forget that.
A.V
Dear people,
Stop saying I'm going to find someone, I don't know if that is actually going to happen but comments like that hurt me and make me feel alone.
>>16551472
Are you me? Lol
Dear M
If this full out confession tomorrow doesn't get you off my mind I might blow my brains out. Iv been thinking about you for 2 years and it driving me crazy. I know your a "type A" personality and that we might not rub each other the right way because of that but im tired of you showing up in my dreams.
I hate not being able to move on unless I say something.
Q-
I stayed up until 5 am just desperately reading and reading and trying to see if there is any way I can ever get you to really listen to me, to hear me. To consider for a moment how much you hurt me. I read 300 pages in one sitting.
And what's worse is the weight of the disproportion of care. Why am I fighting tooth and nail to protect this sinking ship when you can hardly put genuine effort and thought into an e-mail? I spent over at least 8 hours, god knows how much longer, on just one email. You apparently spent 4 hours total on 2 and acted like that was any token of sincerity.
If you were sincere you would step back and really look at yourself when I rationally explained to you, even with supporting evidence, line by line why what you said hurt me and how huge of a detriment my BPD (which you don't even seem to believe is real) is to my ability to function emotionally and consequently socially.
Those 8+ hours of pain and deep consideration were for absolutely nothing, though, as trying to rephrase everything in terms of my feelings rather than accusations meant fucking nothing to you. Because my feelings mean nothing to you.
Not once did you ask me how I felt, or what I meant, or what I think.
It was all about you. And imposing yourself on me, trying to define me.
You can't see past yourself.
And you treat me like I'm something you can just throw away and get back to when you feel like it.
And I'm trying so fucking hard, and I don't know why anymore. It feels like everything up to this point was really just bullshit. Did I always matter this little to you?
I understand you more than ever now, and thus accept that I don't fucking understand you.
I just wish you could do the same.
I wish a lot of things.
>>16551953
And I know how to proceed and keep things civil but I realize that at its core I'll be more aware of the abuse than ever while you continue to deny that what you're doing is textbook emotional abuse. No, you think you're just the best most unconditionally loving person and how dare I question that for even a second. And of course everyone's too busy sucking your dick to believe me too, because no one knows you better than I know you. So I have no one to vent to, but you have an entire support system.
Why should I exhaust myself so much for someone who doesn't care or believe me?
I'm the one who needs help. Yet if this is to continue I'm going to have to help you.
And like I mean I guess it's something we could try to work on together but how can we fucking move forward if we're not even on the same page and why should I even try anymore I'm so tired
I don't know how I'll ever be able to trust someone again. I don't deserve much in this life but I definitely deserve better than this.
Why does this shit always happen during finals week
And despite taking another half hour to write this I can't even fucking say ANY of this shit to you because from now on its all fucking tiptoeing around to either avoid or just make you fucking notice what an abusive piece of shit you are. All I wanted was someone I could be completely open with and I got this. I'm fucking retarded.
I can't stop crying.
Sorry for the wall of text I'm a mess. Well not like anyone's gonna read anyway.
>>16551954
I read it all Anon, every word.
There are people out there who will spend four or eight hours on a love letter for you.
Find them! Be open to finding them!
Please don't keep giving more of your precious emotional energy to this leech, this parasite.
>>16552027
Oh wow thank you for your time, anon.
I really wasn't expecting that.
Idk man like I'm not even asking for love letters or anything. I just want someone to genuinely care about what I have to say, for once. especially if I'm just outright explaining what they're doing to hurt me and they just sit there and flat out tell me I'm wrong. And I have no right to feel the way I feel.
I literally have no one else and this person has been my best friend for years. I know there are people out there who could genuinely love me but knowing my luck I'll sooner die than meet one. I guess that's one of the only things making me even entertain the notion of trying to work with this lost cause
>>16552044
NOTHING (I mean that, literally nothing) makes staying in an abusive relationship of any kind worth it.
You'll die before finding someone else IF you allow this cycle to continue. You'll always be depleted by this toxic person, it will make it much harder for true positivity to take root.
Please snap out of it.
>>16552048
How do I kill the part of me that thinks he can get better?
>>16552051
Music
Exploring other people
Expressing your emotions creatively rather than in a letter to him
Tell yourself "he can get better without me" and that you are not going to leave yourself in limbo waiting
>>16552051
You don't, you better yourself. They have their own free will. You aren't their parent and let them go for your own sake. Don't talk about it or remind yourself, just focus on something else that moves your own life foward. You'll meet someone that's similar to you eventually. Takes time but do it, don't talk, it never solves anything just do it no matter how you feel. Do it everyday and you'll thank yourself that you did. Not responding back. Good luck.
Would anyone here write me a letter pretending they're my boyfriend and they love me tons and tell me all the things they can't wait to do with me (non-sexual)? I'm pretty bummed and I have a final tomorrow and it's super late and I'm so tired but I'm also sad and lonely. please.
M
Dear D,
If I had the courage, I'd ask you out on a date, so to speak.
But today, like thousands of days before, I wait in line behind billions of others for your sweet embrace... Your eternal kiss.
There is no life without you, I'll go to sleep tonight praying that you'll take me in your arms. But I know I'll wake, and my day will be as empty as the last.
Love N
>>16552143
My darling M
I know you've been busy studying, and I hate to interrupt, but I think you'd hate to go another minute without me sharing these thoughts with you...
I cannot wait to see you again. To take you in my arms and never let you go, hold you til we both grow grey with time. I'll give you this feather I found on a walk last week, tuck it behind your ear, and you'll give me one of your precious smiles.
When you've sat all your exams we'll go out for brunch, or midnight breakfast at a diner, whatever you prefer, my love. We'll sit over coffees and chitchat until you run out of ideas, and when we'll go home, and I'll bake you cookies.
I love you.
>>16552183
thanks so much, anon. I blushed. I feel better.
>>16552143
M&m's,
I like you with nuts in you. You even let me spread peanut butter on you. Sometimes we drink beer and your kisses taste like pretzels. I miss being your m&m too. Why are you so perfect? I'm going nuts thinking about you.
Dear J,
It's been a while since we last spoke. I actually miss you a lot sometimes.
J
Dear S,
Thanks for the dry-hump!
I aint going all the way with ya though. Your husband would kill me.
S
I want your penis in my vajajay.
Exclusively on Occulus Rift
That was diabolical, you evil wench,
I will punish you thoroughly on a sunny day. Preferably when you are hanging your clothes to dry. You better be on your toes. I'm coming for you like a caged animal in heat. I am a Gilla monster and a squirrel in my dreams. I will turn into a falcon just you wait girl. I will be a stallion sexy pie.
>>16552267
>a stallion sexy pie.
Your passion is top-tier but your translation is scary
What did she do?
M
you've unintentionally made me project the sun onto my friends and family. i am learning to love you less and learning to reciprocate the love given to me by them.
do you have close friends? how do you treat each other?
A
W,
MORTAL OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES IS REAL I GOT A BONER BUT I WAS OUTSIDE OF MY BODY. I WANT TO SEX WHILE OBE BUT NO OBE QT GF TO WATCH MY PORN IN REAL TIME. I HAD TEARS THE SIZE OF A UNIVERSE.
M
I have a limited comprehension of the English language and take everything at face value. I am always dumbfounded at posts I cannot understand and become frustrated at the person that wrote it instead of myself. I am just easily frustrated in general.
>>16551218
>Pointless gossip is the nations national past time
Don't forget being a crab in a bucket ;^). Literally the Nigeria of Asia with all their scams. No joke, every traditional of those are in criminal activity or a scam of sort. Do not befriend.
I enjoyed what you wrote :)
Wish we can go to see WV in concert together but we can't. I secretly want to kick all my roomates out and have a party. I'm ranting a bit. I just want to say that I miss you a lot and I love you.
Hehe
>>16552267
Wow. That's kind of hot. Wish this were for me.
Glad you're being a better coworker! You're still a shitty friend. Wish I saw that crazy coming but I'm glad I didn't get too far with you before it all came to light.
In a sense, I feel that I contribute meaninglessly to society. I told you that if music didn't work out, I would kill myself. I now stand at the precipice of that endeavor. I want so badly to be cared for, but I can't find ways for people to care about me the way you used to. I'm now an empty shell. I know that even if music does work out, I may just end up pulling the trigger anyway. Because then that would complete the circle wouldn't it? The superficial aspects of the way people view me would then be justified. I have no vision, no compass. I'm just nobody that everybody knows, but doesn't think twice about.
>>16549765
Nopes
Dear /adv,
I honestly believe the world needs more love, not more hate. If you're going to give hateful or harmful advice, remember the Butterfly Effect and how the actions of a few people may create a chain and effect the mindset of an entire community.
That is to say, try to not give advice that would hurt people. Because maybe you may or may not be giving advice that would end up hurting yourself or your loved ones.
Peace.
A
>>16552737
As if you're perfect yourself. You're an arrogant narcissist. There's no wonder as to why you don't have any friends. At least the person you are hating on has friends that loves them even with flaws.
>>16552749
Another negative bait post. When will these toxic crabs learn. Get back in the Boiling pot.
I don't know who I'm writing this to. I don't know who I am anymore. Why am I still here?
-M
You only want attention you will never have.
Mad,
I know you have no life outside of clinging to others who left you but let it go.
Happy
Dear K,
You have seriously fucking lost it. Your a psycho cunt that doesn't deserve anything from a relationship. Get yourself in check before getting over anything.
Maybe go back to your origins or getting drunk every night before lashing out on anyone and being hyper critical. Fuck you as well. Thanks.
Dear K,
Thanks for putting these despicable mental wastoids and druggies in their place.
>>16548710
Anonymous
The usual lessons in these threads is none of this matters. You all just don't go outside and socialize enough. You can't change anyone, never. Only yourself. Most change on their own accord. You must be seriously narcissistic if you think you are someone's life line or saviour.
When you leave someone alone is when they'll find out what they're made of. Put yourselves out there and be uncomfortable. Being scared of hurt or judgement will only stunt your personal growth. Let others do their thing and do your own.
If you want to move on then detach. Detach your emotional investment in someone or something that is not beneficial to your own well being.
Differences are essential but pick your battles wisely. You're not meant to win everything, a gracious loser is much better than a sore loser.
And if you're reading and judging saying this is this and that. You are controlling and your own fears control you. Control yourself, have responsibilities and manage your sources of happiness so you can give to others in a similar manner.
Be a leader not an insecure crab in a bucket.
Well . I have 30 and just been diagnosed with Aspergers and ADD. Fucking Outcast all my life.
And the feelings of frustration anger and depression for not being able to carry a normal life were swooped away by the realization that i CANT be normal no matter how hard i try.The minute i stopped trying to be what society supposes i should be was the first time i felt truly happy
J - I don't want to hate you any more. I don't want to hate anybody. Is there any way we can just forget that night? It really really hurt when I hugged you and you stepped away from me. I'm afraid to get hurt like that again. I don't know why you hate me, or what I did that morning to make you so mad at me. But if you could just forget any of it ever happened maybe we could at least be casual acquaintances again. I'll confess I'm sorry I lost you so completely, and I know you are threw with me, but could you please just acknowledge me?
If anyone has serious doubts that they arent normal and that has happened all their lives they should check for signs . They might have a condition and never knew about it
Feels good to get money and have no crabs in the bucket in my life. Next year is going to be so cash with the crew.
>>16554031
You should get yourself checked anon that's sounds really concerning.
>>16554004
>Be a leader not a crab in a bucket
Reminds be of some asshole I knew, good post.
>>16548710
Newsflash:
I have been abused by my hypercritical and abusive parents. My relatives didn't help growing up neither. I feel this has affected all on my relationships up to this point in my life. I was raised by narcissistic and careless parents growing up. Their religion didn't help. I was neglected and abused by my family and relatives. I gave up, I quit my religion and sunk into tedious mediocrity.
I despise others who can express themselves freely, openly and joyfully. There is something wrong with God for this to even happen to me. I can't understand religion, spirituality, or any other forms of higher thought. I have been conditioned by my own upbringing to seek my own insecurities in others and combat those who I believe show those insecurities.
I have reconnected with my family and friends and they are in a similar state of mind. We are sociopaths psychopaths and most of them have HPD. We just try to cope through our daily lives but it's been an uphill struggle. EVERYDAY I think of either killing myself or hurting others so I don't feel so empty inside. I am not lrojecting neither, this is who I am.
My name is irrelevant, I just want to say sorry to my older bro, my family and relatives who I chose to cling to. I hate being a mental burden to others but I feel like I can't change. I hole you have a better life without me bro.
A
>>16554102
That's sad anon hope you get better soon.
Dear Me
As I sit here baked staring into space. I just do not know anymore man what to do. They are literally clawing at the door and I just do not want to move. I will tho and go shopping tomorrow for abit at least. Just need to have a shower and a shave first and things should be good. I did the right thing. It will be resolved soon, but for now, just have to leave it. Just leave it man.
Hey E
I thought you were pretty attractive in our math class. I feel bad that I never said anything. You were always on 4chan during class so I figured there might be the slightest chance you saw this. Wish I'd at least said hi.
-J
I think I'm ready for the dating scene again, ready as I'll ever be I guess. Just needed time to relax.
So this "letter" is to all the females using match.com as their vessel to find someone. Can't wait to meetcha.
>>16548710
Your black noisy unmarked Cadillacs, Mustangs and model citizens. I admire them and I am fascinated by them. I always heard myths and stories but legends say that there is a female that rides in glory. I heard you can be horny as you ride through the streets. I want to keep you company and make you suck me through the glory.
I admire you,
Admirer
I know you probably won't read this. Ever since I saw you in class, the other guys may not have liked you for being aggressive. You were such a beautiful girl, I really wanted to get to know you. Even though I sat behind you.
Personally to me you were gorgeous, and did like the way you dressed. Even if it was funky.
I felt deep down that I kind of knew you, and that maybe we had met before. Although I'm just too much of a chicken wuss.
I'm glad we got to talk once or twice, I doubt we'll ever meet.
>>16554312
Dam I wanna get sucked off by popo anywhere. I'm 22 gay and single boys.
>>16554031
I1ve been suspecting I'm a highly functional autist for literally years, but doctors rarely diagnose this condition on females, let alone adult ones.
