I really want to die right now.
It's almost 4 am and I have no one to talk to.
I just want my life to be over right now.
I'm laying in bed. Just crying. Shaking.
I don't have anywhere else to go.
>>16515539
Hey... What's wrong anon? you can talk to me about it if you'd like. What's causing you to suffer mate?
>>16515539
Don't be sad anon.
There's always a reason to keep living.
You're only a failure if you don't get back up.
This was kind of me too yesterday, after a major screw up. Today I woke up horrible but it got a tiny bit better afterwards. I'm back on track and a tiny bit motivated to try another shot at life. I tend to feel bad at night so maybe that's normal. You'll feel better tomorrow. Tbh I'm glad I didn't kill myself right now even though if I had a gun at home I would have probably shot myself yesterday.
What's bringing you down?
>>16515561
>There's always a reason to keep living.
wrong
there is no reason for anything at all, ever, nothing will ever convince me otherwise
so with that in mind, op
why dont you just go to sleep? why not go for a relaxing walk in the morning? why not go to the gym? why not cook some nice food? why not read a book? why not do whatever the fuck you want?
there is literally NO REASON why you should not do these things
so do them
>>16515578
Hey, this isn't about arguing. over which advice is better this is about OP's problem. at least take there's into consideration don't just blow it away.
>>16515590
>this isn't about arguing
you fucking what? ill slash your fucking tires mate
>>16515554
I'm keep failing myself and on top of that things are really bad for me right now.
It's like a big dark chunk of pain inside my chest and I can't make myself stop feeling it.
I just want it gone. I just want to stop feeling this bad.
>>16515600
we just live in a culture that says feeling bad is not allowed. thats bullshit. its allowed. its fine. its normal. its there for a reason. learn from it. use it as motivation to better yourself.
>>16515607
But it's not metaphorically bad.
I feel physically ill from all my bad thoughts and emotions.
It's so bad that I want to die because right now I can't make these feelings go away.
>>16515600
I understand that feeling completely... Get up, take a walk, or better yet have a hot shower... that'll calm you down dear. you don't have to feel bad sometimes, the world puts us in bad situations, and, hey. I'm sure whatever happened, the future will bring something to you, for you to enjoy. and if it doesn't, try your best to make something happen. as long as you're trying to do the right thing, then. you have nothing to blame yourself for. if you didn't mean it.
Go to some weird fetish porn site and find a cool video to masturbate to.
>>16515596
mate. you don't own a knife or sharp object to slash them with
>>16515615
now im projecting massively here but it might be because youre just refusing to listen to these horrendous dark thoughts that are fucking you up
what are they? what are they telling you about the way you relate to yourself, and to the world? and what can you do to fix these things?
>>16515656
It's not bad.
It just feels bad.
I couldn't take that shower. I can't stand right now.
It's as if whenever something bad happens or I do something stupidly idiotic that ruins things for myself I feel all the bad feelings I've had up until now.
It just gets worse. It's not a single thing but rather all of them. All of my bad decisions coming back to haunt me.
I just can't take it anymore.
>>16515682
anon, do you have any instant messaging service, hell even a steam? I think I could help you out better, over something like that.
>>16515682
well then make a good decision.
do something that will benefit you right now. even if its just grabbing a cold glass of water and going to bed.
>>16515578
>there is no reason for anything at all, ever, nothing will ever convince me otherwise
>why dont you just go to sleep? why not go for a relaxing walk in the morning? why not go to the gym? why not cook some nice food?
Autist detected.
>>16515691
I can't make this personal. I'm sorry. I'm too ashamed.
>>16515692
Ok I will.
I'm sorry for shitting up your board, anons.
I'm just going to go to bed now.
Stop being a pansy and man up, get a job that involves with people or something. Join the military? Either way, crying about it on bloody 4chan is not the solution.
>>16515733
hey man, you shouldn't be ashamed around someone like myself, I've done enough shit, It's not even funny, like lying to a schizophrenic, and having an entire relationship, only for me to realize I don't love them, crush their dreams, hopes. and now they trust no one. ever. hell, right now I"m in a relationship with someone that has BPD. it's hell. but, yeah I can get why you don't want to be personal. It's okay. Just.. listen OP. everything will be okay, why don't you go ahead and sleep. I know the pain that you feel, I really do... Just have a drink and sleep OP. have a wonderful sleep OP.
