>just your avg 22 year old white male
>when I was around 5th grade watched porn religiously
>ended up watching gay porn bcuz I thought it was better
>started being able to see myself with another man
>declined and pushed down any thought of that
>during later years 6th,7th,8th
>began accepting myself
>thought I must be bi
>had bad exp. with girl, turned off of girls
>still dont tell best friend
>best friend is homophobic af
>told him, had no friends rest of high school
>lived rest of life until now thinking I was bi/gay
>I can see myself with another man
> I can't help but feel porn turned me gay?
> Am I really gay?
>or did I just destroy my friendships for nothin?
pls help /adv/
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If you thought gay porn was better I doubt it was the porn that made you gay.
You made different choices in sexual imagery because you are already wired that way.
And if you didn't destroy your friendship, either.
>>16520176
Sexuality is fluid, and can be heavily influenced by the environment that we grow up in as we develop our sexuality and go through puberty.
I know several guys who are gay because they have had several bad experiences getting rejected by women and have just decided that they'd rather be sexually satisfied by men for the rest of their lives than face rejection from women again.
You keep saying "I can" see myself with another man.
can you see yourself with a woman?
do you have a preference sexually?
Also fuck your friend. I dont agree with homosexuality but I would never judge a buddy for his choices. that's like refusing to be someone's friend because you have different political views.
>>16520184
>fuck your friend
well not actually
Close your eyes. Think sexual thoughts about each gender. Which gets your peepee hard? If male, you're gay. If female, you're straight. If both, you're bisexual. If neither, I think the term is asexual?
>>16520176
>had bad exp. with girl, turned off of girls
don't let one bad exp put you down, most men have bad exp with womyn untill they find the right one.
> Am I really gay?
maybe, probably bi, just try it and see.
If you can be with men that saves you from a lot of drama (and probably brings you some new drama).
>or did I just destroy my friendships for nothin?
who cares, they were nothing to begin with
I can't see myself with another girl, it just doesn't seem right to me.
Last girlfriend was in 7th grade, and I absolutely hated the experience, from here on I have refused to date anyone.
>>16520225
You'll never know unless you experiment.
>>16520230
this +BI-I
>>16520230
This. Sex is easy af with other men.
I was in a similar situation as you OP, so I tried with another man, only managed to get a semi and didn't cum at all.
Thanks, all.
Porn didn't turn you gay, you were attracted to those videos because you were born that way. Nothing wrong with it, and you can be attracted to men and women, its pretty normal.
It's usually pretty shitty to tell your friends you love them though.
I think sex orientation isn't as binary as you seem to think. More like a scale.
Personally, I can find some males to be attractive, but only on pretty rare occasions. I can be attracted to women that are honestly average though.
Hence I think I'm more straight than gay.
Maybe that's your case and you are maybe at 4.5 on the faggottry scale.
>>16520194
Kek
