Hey I don't know if anyone remembers but i was the OP of >>16438339
Well I went back and talked to the girl and I don't know what I was expecting but it went pretty much like you guys said. When I first texted her she responded she would like to because I would "really benefit from the news she had" this of course made me think I was about to be accused if rape but none the less I went.
So I went terrified and she came outside alone and we sat on a bench, I don't have a word for word recolection of what she said but it went something like this. She started by saying I should be greatful because she wasn't accusing me of rape when a lot of other girls probably would (i think she just realised she wouldn't win in a court of law), and that even if I want to rationalize it because she gave consent she still believes it was rape.
Anyway She informed me that when I had sex with her it was entirely about me showing that I had control over her, that it was about me degrading her as a woman. Im misogynistic and she feels sorry for any girl that has been with me because I probably raped them too. She thinks I'm a sexual predator and remind her of the type who would drug a girls drink. She told me I was too immature for sex, too immature for relationships and too immature for love. She doesn't know whether I'll ever find this but I certinely don't deserve it.
She told me that because of me she needs to go back to therapy, and she had to call her mom to tell her she's been sexually insulted again. Therapy is expensive too and tough to afford. But the worst thing I did was when she first asked me leave I slowly put my clothes on and didn't instantly just out of her room. This shows that i all I was in that situation was feel embarrassed and that I felt no remorse (really I was simply super confused on what she was freaking out about). She believes I might be incapable of feeling remorse.
She told me I made her bed smell horrible (i had showered and soaped my entire body before) and that she had to buy new sheets. She was also unable to sleep in her own bed for two whole days. She may have PTSD. When I came back into her room she was terrified and since i stood between her and the door she thought that I was going to force myself on her.
She doesn't know whether she'll ever stop hating me but honestly she doesn't care. I said ok to all of this. Showed her I was deleting her number from my phone and left.
Well I don't know how to feel she seems to have demonized me as something she can throw everything she thinks is wrong with the male gender at. I didn't realize this is how rape victims think, or that this girl has this many problems. She doesn't know me well and simply started to proclaim all this slanderous untrue stuff. So honestly I've stopped feeling bad about it, if this is the way she thinks and acts then it's for the best she's back in therapy.
I know this is kinda bloggy even for /adv/ but if I can give one thing I learned from this: DONT STICK YOUR DICK IN CRAZY
You quite possibly banged one of the most fucked up chicks I ever met.
>>16451974
Yikes.
>>16451982
>>16451980
Yes. She told me she never wants to see me even looking in her general direction.
since she didnt disclose her history to you, it's liek she raped you, too.
tell her that :o)
>fucks on a first date
>tells how you are not relationship material
lal
so much lal
>>16451992
Well she claimed no body ever told her last rapist that he raped somebody. So I feel it was another situation like mine.
>fuck a girl so hard it reminds her of rape
You might have a future career in porn
>>16451970
>She told me that because of me she needs to go back to therapy, and she had to call her mom to tell her she's been sexually insulted again.
This is exactly why you don't stick your dick in crazy.
>>16451970
Fuck this is textbook trying to make you feel bad. She's just using you as another face to project all Her problems on, like she did with her last "rapist"
>>16451970
Fuck man, this shit ain't even funny. Reading this seriously got me kind of raging.
OP I'm sorry you had to go through this bullshit, I hope you're laughing at this situation because I'm quite far from capable of doing that.
But yeah, of course, it's women who have to face the "most difficult situations"; that bitch fucked with you and plus, she got herself a free rape whining/complaint ticket.
These are the only words of comfort I can think of... Fucking crazy dumb bitch.
>>16452144
Thanks I'm trying. Honestly I felt a lot of remorse about what I did. I realise I can be pushy with girls I've been pushy with girls I've been told that before.
But after talking to her i realize that while I might not have acted perfect I simply fell victim to her triggers
