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2016-07-13 20:15:21 Post No. 17353850
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Anonymous
2016-07-13 20:15:21
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Hi /adv/. 25/m here.
Sooo. I pretty much fucked up my life and the realization just hit me.
About a year ago i got into a big fight with a couple of my friends. We stopped talking and hanging out. I only maintained contact with few of those. Fast forward a few weeks and the girl of one of those "Ex-friends" hits on me. Sure, i do not talk with that dude anyway and since i had some serious feelings about the girl i decide to go for it. She breaks up a few weeks later and for a month and something things were going smoothly. Then all hell broke loose.
She was having second thoughts mainly because the guy was pathetic and was practically begging her to come back. In the end she broke up with me after another month of rollercoaster feelings. A break up is tough no matter what but still it hit me badly. I cut all ties with her and went on with my life.
The thing is, i knew her and all those guys for about 3 years now and never really understood how much they gave me, how much they changed me and how much of a jackass i was. I tried to recall what i was doing with my life and what the hell i was before i met them and i realised they were the reason i matured as a person. This came as the finishing blow in a series of events that only now became clear to me.
I am 25yo, i work in a job that has no future prospects, i am still in the university and i simply roll along with no desire to get my degree. Relations with my family are completely broken and even though i have lots of friends, none of them feel close to me. It seriously feels like i am alone with no purpose, no achievements and not a single soul to trust them with how i feel. I feel like i am in a swamp with noway out.
TLDR: just read the last part.
So, what can i do to get out of this hellhole?
PS: English is not my mother tongue so kindly forgive any mistakes.