A Call for Help
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Here goes nothing.
I'm a genuinely autistic 21 year old NEET living at home with my mom and girlfriend of 3 years, both of which I love dearly. I've been depressed most of life, and in some respects it's getting worse.
My only hobby is lifting weights. Without exception, every day is a struggle. I cry often, sometimes without even knowing why. I wake up in the morning wishing I hadn't. Boredom is a torturous itch I cannot scratch. These past few months, I've cheated on my girlfriend more times than I can count, and I don't even like sex. Maybe it's the OCD?
I'm sad, and I guess part of me wants it known, for whatever reason.
Pls no bully
I neglected to mention I'm "addicted" to porn and masturbation, for lack of a better word.
>>17320463
>21 year old NEET
Find something meaningful in your life. Pursue a trade, earn a degree in a field you may enjoy. You're literally in the worst position, you have a GF who has as much drive as you (none), so you're more inclined to stick with your rigid-ass routine.
If you're with someone and you're cheating on them, you should just go ahead and let them move on with their life.
Scrub your drive of porn, it's not an addiction, it's just a fucking habit. Habit's are easily modifiable and taking roughly 6 weeks to fully embed into oneself.
>>17320512
Do you want a rebuttal?
>>17320463
There are things wrong with you, but not the things you seem to think.
Go to a psychiatrist and a therapist.
If you already are, switch to decent ones.
>>17320592
What do I seem to think? What do you think is wrong with me?
What kind of fucking autist can even find multiple people to cheat with in such a short duration of time? And if it's boredom that you're feeling, you might have situational depression. How the fuck do you even get the motivation to cheat on this girl all the time if you're so 'depressed'?
Not saying you don't have problems, but I think you're totally on the wrong track as to what they are or you're misrepresenting yourself. Also your GF deserves way better
>>17320611
We live in an age of high speed communication.
Meeting with strangers is like going on autopilot, as though I weren't actually in control of my body.
Still fucking depressed though. My girlfriend doesn't deserve anything. Who does?
Get a job.
>>17320463
Ill show ur girl a good time
You sure seem like a real piece of shit.
Your schizophrenic, not depressed or autistic
Treatment exists
>>17320651
I was repeatedly diagnosed with the latter. If I were schizophrenic, someone would have noticed by now.
>>17320650
Tell me something I don't know.
>>17320642
If you don't feel bad about cheating on your girlfriend, you're a sociopath / potential psychopath and not an autist. Full stop. If you enter the contract of an exclusive relationship, that comes with the fucking obligation of not cheating.
Stop claiming my problems as your own and get to a decent therapist before you end up murdering her and trying to justify it, you massively repulsive faggot.
>>17320676
>you're ... not an autist
>Stop claiming my problems as your own
>you massively repulsive faggot
Whoa lad.
