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2016-07-01 03:19:21 Post No. 17311602
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Anonymous
2016-07-01 03:19:21
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>have fragmented memories
>can't remember names or faces
>memories cause a great deal of emotional pain
>not sure if these things even happened to me
One example: There's this guy that's my mortal enemy. I don't know his name, and I can't think of his face really, but I recognize him when I see him. I remember why I hate him, but I don't remember how we met. I want to say he was in a machine shop class with me when we were kids.
Example two: Sexual encounter with a girl. I chickened out and she told me to get off and blabbed to everyone about what a pussy I was. I remember the anger and hatred, but I don't remember her, or where we fooled around. This was in high school, about 9 years ago. This could totally be in my head guys, but there's memories involving that whole group that I remember, and am almost certain happened.
Example three: The day this kid offered me coke. I essentially said coke was for losers and his buddy got butthurt and tried to fight me. Again, my memory is blurry as fuck and I don't know why. No names, no faces, just the emotion, and a fuzzy outline of what happened. Ironically I turned out to be a cokehead later, but I digress.
Example four: Another sexual encounter. She was moaning "fuck me, fuck me", but I chickened out. She thought something was wrong with her, and got really sad about it. There wasn't, really, it just didn't feel right because she seemed like a slut. So anyway I talked shit about her for some reason, I think as a preemptive attack, and she came back with small dick insults that has permeated and planted the seeds to very deep insecurity problems. contd
