what's your opinion on my fuckery

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what's your opinion on my fuckery 2016-06-12 05:21:14 Post No. 17246801
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what's your opinion on my fuckery Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:21:14 Post No. 17246801 [Report]

hello /adv/, i'm at a crossroads in life and dunno wtf to do so need some advice, second opinion

>find girl - lucy
>she’s hot, but hoe compared to my ex who never let me fuck waiting for marriage
>ask her about her past, says she slept with 2 bfs but left both of them cause she ‘didn’t love them’
>doesn’t sit right with me cause of ex’s abstinence and my virginity
>all good, I try to fuck every time we see her, but no sex
>ask her to be my gf, she says yes, put my dick in
>fuckyeah.gif
>month in, try break up, she crazy, can’t leave
>kiss other girl at club 2 months in, don’t tell her
>one night she tells me a guy tried fingering her in a car
>I tell her I kissed girl at club months ago, she says she is depressed now and needs Effexor (anti-depressants)
>fml, feel like shit, cheated on a good girl
>fast forward almost a year together
>meet new bitches in college, slowly seeing gf less, work up courage to break up with her, she cries, I drop her off whatever
>go eurotrip, fuck a lot of bitches in a couple of weeks
>come back, contact ex, say I miss her like little bitch (missed the pussy probably)
>she asks me if I fucked anyone, told her I did, she tells me she did too
>jokes, says she didn’t, but she fucked other guys in her past she never told me
>wtf.jpeg
>ask why I wasn’t told
> says she didn’t want to lose me
>ask more
> says they pressured her, ‘tricked her’ talking about marriage and ‘the one’ and true love shit so she let them smash, and some guy raped her apparently but she didn’t fight, didn’t scream, couldn’t apparently?
>wtf is going on
>all good, been a shit cunt, girls gone thru alot, better be a gentleman now
>guilt ensues, tells me I’ve destroyed her, I’m a sexual predator, freak, deviant, porn addict
>I feel guilty af so I stay with her, tell her I love her and shit

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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:22:03 Post No.17246804
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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:22:03 Post No.17246804 [Report]

>>17246801

>nothing was the same
>now she’s got two of them fuckboys on her fb she regurlarly talks to, she doesn’t wanna talk to me, says she doesn’t want to be with me or marry me but talking to ex-fuck boys
>whatever
>still think about her everyday and it’s been like a year since she told me to fuck off
>she texts me every few months but she’s still in touch with other ex fuckboys so I don’t bite
>anyway, since that, I haven’t dated or been intimate with anybody for about a year
>had chances, but don’t want to, feel like I’m being disloyal to the ex who told me to fuck off
>am a pothead, daily smoker, disengaged with reality
>suffering from loneliness, possible depression
>academic af tho studying to get my PHd

My question to /adv/ is, why do I still think about her? Is it simply cause I miss the poon?

Like I can’t physically go about talking to and mingling with other girls cause I feel I’m being disloyal… I wonder if I love her, but I don’t even know myself.

can’t talk to friends cause they’re judgemental/close minded assholes who secretly want to fuck her which pisses me off

can’t talk to family cause they don’t like her or support it

have no other friends/social media for socializing so I’m on the chan seeking some advice or some clarity

Any second opinions are appreciated, thanks for reading my bs

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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:25:32 Post No.17246818
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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:25:32 Post No.17246818 [Report]

Sounds like you have Down syndrome, OP. Basically there is no cure for it but there are professionals who can help you out

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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:28:10 Post No.17246829
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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:28:10 Post No.17246829 [Report]

>>17246818
how to you conclude that bruv

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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:29:12 Post No.17246833
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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:29:12 Post No.17246833 [Report]

>>17246829
do*

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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:34:18 Post No.17246856
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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:34:18 Post No.17246856 [Report]

>>17246818
I thought that too as I was reading this.

Who thinks like this honestly? Get off the internet and get a real life. If you're young there's still hope you can become normal.

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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:44:26 Post No.17246902
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Anonymous 2016-06-12 05:44:26 Post No.17246902 [Report]

>>17246856
am i missing something? like could u be more clear and pacific