10 years ago today.
Has it really been that long?
where has my youth gone?
Where has my life gone?
>>143926836
ABBABBA ABBABBA ABBABBA ABBABBA
AKACHAN NINGEN
Jesus Christ
Someone should make a rewatch stream.
>>143926836
>still no blu-ray
>>143926836
I don't think I'd survive through NHK today. It would hit too close.
>>143926836
>10 years
>10 years
They've probably had a child by now
I remember watching this show and thinking "At least I'll never be as pathetic as Satou."
God I was young and stupid then.
>>143928111
Do it man, watching it together with anons should be fun
>>143928111
Agreed.
Holy fuck, where has the time gone?
>>143929511
it was stolen by an evil organization conspiring to keep you hooked on anime.
>you've been a NEET for 10 years
>>143930198
It would imply he became a NEET when the show aired.
>>143926836
Shit, really?
>>143926836
>Watch this as a teenager
>Told myself I wouldn't hit that low as Tatsuhiro
>Proceed to hit rock bottom
Welp
We should be glad something like this anime appeared at all, right?
>>143930573
Let's face it, deep down we already knew that this would happen.
>>143928296
Well atleast he got girl
I'd probably fall into a really bad depression if I rewatched this show in my current state.
>>143931154
Dont worry anon, I'm in a bad situation too. we'd probably end up doing a suicide pact after its done airing so atleast you wont be alone.
>>143927288
>>143931414
How many helium tanks should I bring?
>>143930573
A-at least I am in school now. It isn't that bad.
What makes me scared is that I have been on 4chan for 10 years. I don't want to be here in 2026.
>>143931154
Read the book, anon. It's got a nice, bright ending.
>>143931567
I'll be needing one, anon-kun.
>>143928255
Fuck, where is this from? I know I've seen this before.
>>143931709
You stop that
>>143931567
Bring me one, hell bring as many as you can just in case more people join.
>>143931928
Stop what? Misaki goes back to school and becomes happier, Senpai gets pregnant, Yamazaki gets a cute country waifu, etc. Nice and happy.
heh, just finished watching it last night finally, good timing I suppose desu
>>143931928
not him, but why?
didnt it endwith them signing essentially prohibiting either one of them from committing suicide?
Am I forgetting something? It has been a while.
Guys what am I supposed to do after getting a job? The show ends with Satou doing that.
I've done that and I'm still a socially anxious depressed fuck.
>>143932169
You retire after a few decades and die after another couple.
>>143932169
I dunno, usually some set aside money to start a business on something they like to do.
>>143932169
You are about to reach the final stage of enlightenment anon, now all thats left to do isrealize there is no next stage
Your demons will always be there, they will always be a part of you but atleast you showed some development by staving them off enough to achieve some modicum of control over your life and you carry on maintaining that control
>>143932169
It's impossible to do a complete transition from NEET to wageslave. You will either go back to being NEET, go up the ladder real fast to the point that you don't really have to work to make money, or kill yourself.
>>143928792
>>143932169
pretty sure getting a gf is the next step. Unfortunately I've been stuck at this step as well for the past few years, so I dunno
>>143932080No hinted romance between them, all of his friends move on with their lives, Satou is still a sad piece of shit, but had to sell everything he owned and work as little as possible to keep his apartment/survive.
>>143931567
I'll bring the music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Ei2izPLpHc
>>143928792
I've been planning on rewatching this show for a while, now might be a good time.
It might absolutely destroy me though.
>>143932030
hurry up and die already anon
>>143932769
Fuck off
>>143932769
Second option at least you'll do something and might unironically be fun
>>143932769>Two masters degrees
>Been unemployed for two years
Nobody can say I didn't try.
>>143932879
How does that even happen.
>>143932772
You guys make me lol
>>143932879
What the heck did you study?
>>143932879
do I dare to ask in what you majored?
for all the hiki anons, its never too late.
>>143932964
so do you, lol
>>143932769
Grades mean nothing. I think you're better off spending that year working part-time, and learning a skill online.
>>143932169
If I was you I'd put aside money to open a shop of my own.
>>143932560
Perfect choice, anon.
>>143932879
Gender studies and Black history?
Would you do the suicide-pact with other anons?
Would you do an offline meet for that pact?
>>143928296
.......... oh fuck you assholes. I never finished the story because /a/ told me he suicides
>>143933073
>>143932325
Buy a house
Rent it out for a comfy monthly income
Is this the show with NTR?
>>143933067
It would end with a gay orgy.
>>143933204
no NTR
>>143933160
No he doesnt but dont trust anons. watch for yourself.
>>143931697
I wonder how things will be when we're all in our 50's and 60's.
I just turned 30 and I still feel like I'm only 16.
>>143933203
This is actually fairly common where I live.
>>143933203
My parents did that, and the tenants keep complaining about repairs and shit they broke. Not really worth it imo.
>>143933463
It really depends on the country laws. here you can basically tell the tenants to go fuck themselves and that they get the apartment as is and if they want anything they should fix it at their own expense.
>>143933080
Haha le ebin /pol/ meme upboated
>>143933525
What do you do when they completely trash the place before moving somewhere else? Happened to my parents a lot.
>>143932615
That is an ugly Luger.
>>143933679
As I said, varies from country to country. depending on the level the damage there might be grounds for a lawsuit.
Also, that what insurance is for
>>143928587
Man, the high quality version of this panel looks even more beautiful than I remembered.
the dub wasn't that bad honestly
Novel > Anime > Live Action >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> shit > Manga
>>143934039
>Live Action
wait what?
>>143933603
So you did?
I feel bad for you.
>>143933945
ay. this is one of threei have only watched the dub
>>143934082
i was thinking the same thing.
>>143928296this is my favorite fake-but-not-fake spoiler
Funnily enough I watched it when it came out and was sure that I never would turn out that way, but then I dropped out from my university and lived a NEET borderline hikikomori life for a few years while believing in a thousand or so conspiracy theories.
Thankfully time has its ways of sorting things out, because now I'm the manager of a thrift store and live a fairly sociable life.
Follow me to the dark side
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-jwE7DuKO60
>>143934018
I don't think I can wait any longer.
>>143934082
His own life is the live action.
>>143934622
>His own life is the live action.
then why is it ranked higher than shit?
>>143932769
Assuming you're in the US; Don't actually waste a year doing that. Experience in some shitty job is much more valuable than your HS grades. Try to network as much as you possibly can this year.
>>143933679
You go on Judge Judy.
>>143934573
>now I'm the manager of a thrift store and live a fairly sociable life.
Nice. I volunteered at a thrift store for years and it was always happy, cheerful and calming. I'd love to do it as a career.
Dont worry guys, tomorrow will be OK
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYJkk5OgE08
maybe.
Just think positive thoughts
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2iL18poOHKY
>>143935281
I hate how all these videos aren't available in my countryUSA. Damn the man.
>>143933603
so you did.
stupid fuck.
The OP was so good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHs5AjAvFoA
>>143935342
I interviewed at three different retail places but never got a call back. It seems you're better off than me since you passed the selection process; good job, anon.
>>143935390
Yeah it is; I'm getting goosebumps --- part of it might be nostalgia though.
If I remember right they changed it up a little bit in the second half of episodes but for some reason I always liked the first version more.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bkz6504BKng
>>143935342
please, tell me more.
>>143935342
>Save yourself the experience and never work
Should've ended it there.
Knock knock knock
I wanted to die with Hitomi.I still do, end this suffering God.
>>143935627
Now this is a guy who should really kill himself.
>>143935663
I'll be your Hitomi anon, lets just end it.
>>143935663
I knew that feeling... and then I fell in Love with Hishiro to fill the void -- it just took ~10 years.
>>143935525
Trains?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpgT97MO2aE
>>143935808
I have lost count of how many times I have tried over the course of this 10 years. I was hospitalised multiple times.Why am I such a coward, why can't I be free
>>143935758
>They were real assholes
Doing what you did just brought to down to, or even below, their level. Not cool; just like that disgusting post above that thankfully nobody has replied to yet.
>>143935828
Fuck. My captcha just had me pick out pictures of trains. They're watching.
>>143935342
I started one because for some reason I wanted to meet 3DPD, two failed relationships with coworkers later and I want to die
>>143928792
>Watched NHK when it aired back when I was 16
>Thought "wow, this guy is pathetic. What a loser"
>mfw my life right now
Are there any good subs yet with translated signs? I don't have AB, but I know there's a Oyasumi OCR, but with no translated signs.
>BD never
>>143935768
>>143935768
Also 10 years ago today.
>>143935390
Oh fuck yes, I love this song
I totally forgot this show was done by Gonzo back when it was alive
>>143933284
>I just turned 30 and I still feel like I'm only 16.
Anon that's honestly terrifying
>>143935905
I'll go on a limb here and assume you're not trolling and do some real talk.
I've been here anon, its not a pretty place but what you're doing isn't the solution. if you go through its over - off to the void, no second chances. but right now as long as you're alive you still got a chance to make things right, to get your life in order and make it good.
>mfw they do a remake of NHK closer to the LN
>It hits anons even harder than the original series because most of us could be living that life right now
>>143928792
I can't believe it happened to me
>>143936103
Lad, I do not want a second chance. I just want to see the end of this play. I am so tired of all this, I'm nearing 30, I have no use of anything that might happen to me either good or bad. I just want freedom and I'm such a fucking coward I can't even get it
>>143935758
>not my fault I'm a sociopath
Sort of true, but going by that logic no one is at fault for everything.
You being at fault or not doesn't change that you're a horrible human being.
>>143936083
Nah; you'll understand when you get older. Or maybe it's just because I don't have any life experience beyond school and work.
>>143936168
Doesn't that imply that most of us do drugs? Is that really the case?
>>143936268
I feel you. Let's just live vicariously through anime.
>>143935390
I miss Round Table
>>143936268
So you'd pass up on a chance for happiness for the guarantee of nothingness, or worse?
if you truly would've wanted nothingness they you would have gone for it by now. there are so many different ways to go, even for a coward.
>>143930573
I doubt you've ever spent a week downloading non stop cp and then proceeded to take upskirt shots of little girls.
None of us are as bad as Sato.
Fuck my life.
>>143935525
>walking into a lake
>eating to death
>fork in the power outlet
>exposure
>choking on anything
You lack imagination. The human body is very fragile
>>143936317
>Nah; you'll understand when you get older. Or maybe it's just because I don't have any life experience beyond school and work.
I understand, I'm not 30 yet but I'm still terrified of being thirty and still not feeling old enough to make my own decisions
>>143931828
Danganronpa 2
>the OP just came on random
The memories. I can't believe I watched this while watching Eva, Tex and Now and then all over a 4 day span. That was the most depressing thing I've ever done in my life.
>>143936541
>to make my own decisions
Oh, is that what you meant? Do you have overprotective parents that would cause you to feel that way?
When I said I feel like I'm 16, it was more that I would rather play than work and I don't have any desire to be responsible for the life of another (i.e. have kids)... shit like that.
>>143936497
Nice. I think I'm going to go and buy those books on a whim. You should be a professional marketer, anon.
>>143935606
spoiler me, I only watched the anime. I assume some things happend in the manga that didnt made it into the anime.
Did the the girl took drugs with him or something?
>>143936541
Decisions is a luxury out of reach for most people; you can only try to play the card you got to the best of your ability.
>>143936870
>I assume some things happend in the manga
Manga was vastly different from both the anime and the source material, the LN.dont specifically recall her doing drugs in the LN but it wouldn't surprise me considering everyone were
just brought back memories listening to the soundtrack while drinking and smoking the time away in college
HITORI BOCCHIIIIIII
HITORI BOOCHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
HITORI BOOCHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
>>143931697
>SZS is almost done
>now have to stay on /a/ for another 10 years to see this
This is your fault.
And does anyone have the updated pic of this?
It's going to get better once I'll start uni, right?
I'll find someone to talk to about nothing and cruise city streets by night, right?
I won't have to be alone anymore, right?
I'm way too young for these feels
>>143932169
Save up money for vacations. Blow off steam on weekends by getting drunk and shitposting on 4chan.
>>143936497
Is there porn of Ann?
>>143937135
>It's going to get better once I'll start uni, right?
no
>I'll find someone to talk to about nothing and cruise city streets by night, right?
no
>I won't have to be alone anymore, right?
You'll stay alone
>>143936370
Round Table is probably my favorite band of all time. They're good enough to actually buy CDs of, and good enough to play forever.
>>143937135
>It's going to get better once I'll start uni, right?
You have to work for it. I went in assuming it would, found it was worse than high school, ended up dropping out.
I'm sure there are people there if you look enough, but my experience was that it's just as full of self-interested, ambitious, and cliquey types as anywhere.
It's definitely not a social cure-all, anyway.
>>143936317
Soon to be 35 years old here.
You can get away from /a/ and anime if you change your life and yourself sufficiently. I did it once. It lasted for a two or three years during one I wasin a full fledged relationship with a girl.But all that disintegrated recently and here I am again...;_;
>>143937135
>It's going to get better once I'll start uni, right?
No, it gets worse.
>I'll find someone to talk to about nothing and cruise city streets by night, right?
Not a chance
>I won't have to be alone anymore, right?
Please give-up.
>>143931620
Don't worry you will probably have killed yourself by them anon
I still use the Pururin ringtone on my phone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRpSRP0l4bo
>>143937318
Yeah, they definitely weren't a meme group. Great, timeless tunes. They really put me at ease. Now that you mention it I'm going to buy a few of their CDs.
>>143937135
This is you. There is nobody else in this room. Nobody else will ever come here. There is never anything to do, and you will never care. Outside is always dark, except for new years.New Years with /a/ is the only thing I live for.
>>143937368
Welcome back, senpai. Anime is pretty comfy; I don't mind... although it would be nice to know what a hug feels like.
>>143937446
I wish I could set my work phone to that ringtone.
>>143937135
>It's going to get better once I'll start uni, right?
It's only gonna get more stressful.
>I'll find someone to talk to about nothing and cruise city streets by night, right?
If you didn't already, what makes you think it would be any different now?
I won't have to be alone anymore, right?
You probably will, if you haven't changed the rest of the world definitely won't change just for you.
It hurts, but you are better off learning to be by yourself and realizing that you don't need nobody, work on improving your person and maybe one day good company will come to you, or maybe not, but at least you'll be fine.
>>143937452
How did they even die?
>>143937550
You know what is the worst part?Hugs feel great! ;_;
>>143937135
>It's going to get better once I'll start uni, right?
Yes. And it's your last time to make friends. Once you have a job you'll only meet work people.
>I'll find someone to talk to about nothing and cruise city streets by night, right?
>I won't have to be alone anymore, right?
No, because you're socially retarded.
>>143937533
>New Years with /a/ is the only thing I live for.
I love all holidays with /a/!
>>143937881>tfw the only people who have hugged me are my familyit feels worthless now.
fuck i hate anyone who thinks this isn't just a dark comedy, and takes the premise seriously
>>143937135
>It's going to get better once I'll start uni, right?
Ahahahahaha, you have no idea anon.
>>143936168
I'd want ABe to serve as the character designer.
>>143926836
>>143928296
>>143933125
>>143936168
In an ideal world the anime would get a sequel to commemorate this anniversary. Revolving around Sato and Hitomi's 10 year reunion. And it would be a great show in its own right, exploring the lives of all the characters present day. Tackle some new relevant topics. Get the novel author on board.
We don't live in an ideal world.
>>143938248
You're a fucking idiot. Just 100% dumb.
>>143937881
Well then, I'm sure glad I don't know what I'm missing.
>>143938151
I think we define our own worth. If you really feel that way, just work hard to make yourself more worthwhile.
>>143938336
I like to pretend Yamazaki exists in the Gin no Saji world.
>>143933125
Fucking gross. No.
I'm dying the way I lived, completely alone. Untainted.
How have I been here so long? What happened to my life?
>>143935606
>that first chord
Erry time.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONvKZVRLU1w
>>143926836
Never finished it, I didn't really enjoy it.
![[HorribleSubs] Momokuri - 03+04 [720p].mkv - 0008.jpg](https://i.imgur.com/HG9pjWN.jpg "[HorribleSubs] Momokuri - 03+04 [720p].mkv - 0008.jpg")
>>143938548
You've wasted your life.
>>143938677
When I think about all the anime I would have missed out on had I been doing something else, I feel better. Watching anime is living the dream.
>>143928149
DIGITAL SOURCE BAKA
>>143935606
I have that CD, new.
It's still in its plastic wrap.
I don't want to listen to it, because I know it'll be painful.
>>143936497
Adulthood is terrible.
>Again driven by paranoia, he tries to save himself from potential betrayal by claiming he doesn't want to see her ever again. Shortly thereafter, Sato accidentally becomes involved in a suicide party but ends up being the closest one to go through with it. Yamazaki and Misaki talk him out of it, and he resumes Misaki's project, but his feelings for her have become platonic rather than amorous. Near the end of the series, Sato's true feelings for her are revealed when Misaki makes up another contract that will bind them together as a couple forever. Despite how he feels, he rejects the contract thinking that he has to protect her from his own condition, and believing she deserves someone much better than he is even if it would mean that he reverts back to being a hikikomori.
Why was being Sato so fucking suffering?
>>143939165
You get used to it and it's all you know so, even through it's suffering, it's kind of comfortable... or at least safe.
>enjoying being a NEET for a few years
>watch this show
>realize I don't wanna leech off my parents anymore
>get a job and try to get enough money to survive as a self sustained NEET
>3 years later
>have more money saved than my entire family combined
>still not even close to self sustained NEET tier
I'm gonna end up a wagecuck for the rest of my life now..
>>143937135
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA2nd year in. Nothing has changed except I'm losing sanity points faster than ever
>>143937533
>celebrating new year
There's nothing to celebrate about the date changing.
>>143939747
One day closer to the day you die, though. Get hype.
>>143939790
Even in death, you are not free.
>>143939747
The new year is just a reason for everyone to gather. None of us actually care about the date changing, we just like the party.
>>143939834
You don't know that, nigger. Don't try to ruin it.
>tfw lying to your mom telling her you're doing fine
>>143928792
I was thinking the same but then I saw he wasnt a virgin then I felt like shit
>>143926836
>tfw in 30s now and more pathetic than satou ever was
>>143939945
He isn't?
http://tatsuhikotakimoto.com/2016/04/27/misaki-evocation-meditation-english-ver-now-released/
>feel like a pathetic piece of shit
>every person I run into seems to have huge list of achievements they've done
>they always have grand dreams and goals in life
>hate their guts for it
>never meet other pathetic losers like myself except in threads like these
i love you guys
>>143939945
Unrelated but you are technically still a virgin if you've only had payed sex, right?
>>143940111
He and Hiromi banged in the clubroom on her last day of school
>>143939511
I'm also saving money for voluntary or involuntary NEET periods. But now I'm afraid of the inflation.
NEET life was surprisingly good. Once you realize that you're a pathetic piece of shit who deserves to die you stop worrying about all the problems.
>>143940362
Hitomi*
>>143940277
>every person I run into seems to have huge list of achievements they've done
Really? I stalked old highschool classmates on facebook a while ago but they all seem to be working dead end/low paying jobs or are in grad school.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one that got a normal decent job. Though, tfwngf still applies.
>>143940350
What? No?
>>143940411
This
>>143940350
Your body isn't a virgin, but your soul is.
>>143938304
One of my absolute favorites.
>>143940168
I wonder if he'll ever write again. I'd love to read another one of his works.
>>143940111
No, but it's something you had to read between the lines to know.
>>143930955
Yea
>>143930982
Yea
>>143940588
>No, but it's something you had to read between the lines to know.
The scene with the kettle aside, he literally said that he isn't a virgin though.
>>143940574
Your soul kinda forgets about it if you get drunk enough and sleep next to her, the warmth of another body next to yours is quite something. In the morning it hits you though and you feel like downing a glass of bleach.
>>143940277
>single mothers
>hungry commies
>herbalife chumps
>wage slaves
I'm personally glad that people like this exists, I might be a drug addicted weeb but at least I'm living a comfortable life with some degree of independence, enjoying my hobby and just chilling, knowing that somebody is doing worse than me makes me feel somewhat better.
>>143933785
Anime had quick drug scenes
Blame the Nip government
Some of you guys are lucky that you can still feel bad.
I just kinda became numb and it's just normal. I don't feel sad, but it's rare that I feel happy outside of watching/reading a good show, manga, VN, etc...
Human interaction is mechanical and I don't fret over whether it went well or not since I just assume everything I do is a huge failure in that realm.
>>143940485
>>143940823
Holy shit you two don't understand
>>143940966
I'm sorry, Anon. I hardly even understand myself.
This thread is the closest thing to a ronery thread I've seen in years.
Glad to know that people don't leave /a/ that easily, I guess.
>>143940111
>>143940588
LN chapter 6 part 2:
"She was the kind of girl who liked to pretend she was crazy. Despite that- and because she was beautiful- I liked her.
A few days before graduation, she even let me do her once.
It moved me deeply to think that the payoff for having kept on her good side over two whole years was that one single act. It was randomly exciting, yet also sad. In the end, I was able to do it just that once.
I felt like I should have done it a few more times. But then, I also felt that it might have been better for me not to have done it even that one time. I wondered which would have been right."
![[Exiled-Destiny]_Welcome_To_The_NHK_Ep01_(9F9B92A1).mkv_snapshot_12.38_[2016.07.09_21.45.37].png](https://i.imgur.com/lazOVtr.png "[Exiled-Destiny]_Welcome_To_The_NHK_Ep01_(9F9B92A1).mkv_snapshot_12.38_[2016.07.09_21.45.37].png")
>>143938304
Was her uncle a jehova's witness?
>>143935390
Not just the music. The whole thing was well done and the themes of it fit in so well by the end of the show.
>>143941051
>Glad to know that people don't leave /a/ that easily, I guess.
Maybe it's just our type of people who don't leave /a/ that easily.
>>143937135
>It's going to get better once I'll start uni, right?
No
>>143926836
>>143941335
It feels kinda good in a twisted way, I just hope there is no afterlife..
So was every NHK thread when it was airing just like this thread? I can see why I didn't like it cause the show reeked of being a pity party trying to be something deep.
![4suqJ2[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/lwqE0Jp.jpg "4suqJ2[1].jpg")
>tfw I became useless ХУЙ just like Sato did
>>143938548
What is the context of this image?
Have you guys read the novel too? its pretty good. I'd recommend it. a lot more freedom than what the anime had.
>>143941335
>You'd think natural selection would mean less and less roneryanons
Well it's true.
Over the years, /a/'s roneryanons are decreasing.
>>143941060
>>143940362
>is a hikki with no purpose
>has friends, isn't virigin
>I have a good job, a flat
>no friends, no gf, virgin, alone
Where did everything go wrong
>>143941626
you have us anon
>>143941051
People are addicted to this site.
>>143941648
Color me surprised.
>>143941626
>>I have a good job, a flat
>>no friends, no gf, virgin, alone
>Where did everything go wrong
Did you ever try? I'm just like you and the reason is that I have never tried. It's just easier to avoid people even though I would like to love and be loved.
>>143941060
She mentions when they meet up again that she felt bad that he only got to fuck her once, also.
>>143939511
>I'm gonna end up a wagecuck for the rest of my life now..
Yep. That's the short version of it. And its not like the majority of people enjoy it.
Something like 70% of the workforce is disengaged, across every field: meaning that they don't give jack shit about their job and aren't enthusiastic or committed to it.
Sometimes I think that I'm living in a nightmare that I can't wake up from. The only thing to do is to try to mitigate how much it sucks.
>>143926836
>>143934018
jesus christ this spooked me good
>>143932615
gonna need two bullets for this suicide!
![[Exiled-Destiny]_Welcome_To_The_NHK_Ep03_(9D6F266F).mkv_snapshot_10.05_[2016.07.09_22.06.14].png](https://i.imgur.com/lJgHC3r.png "[Exiled-Destiny]_Welcome_To_The_NHK_Ep03_(9D6F266F).mkv_snapshot_10.05_[2016.07.09_22.06.14].png")
>>143941625
I'm a newfag but I'm a neet hikkikomori, have no friends, my mother who cared for me and loved despise me being shit died three months ago, and /a is the only reason to live so far.
So I think there will always be roneryanons.
I remember back when I was watching this shit, it hit me harder than it would have, and should have done, had this not happened:
>Have huge crush on girl for over a year
>We both go to same college
>Complete opposites
>She is popular and loved by everyone, always smiles and laughs
>I spend all my time alone, eating lunch in the toilets
>One day, as college ends, I see her approaching me
>She asks me if I want to hang out sometime
>FUCKING WAT
>I am taken aback, but keep my composure
>Calmly say "Sure, I'd like that"
>She smiles and says bye
>FUCK YEAHHH SHE WANTS TO FUCK HOLYSHIT THIS FUCKING AWESOME FUCK
>We hang out and talk, and do a lot of things together
>Movies, cafes, bars, shopping, just driving around, and other bullshit that friends/couples do
>This persists for over 9 months, and she is always enthusiastic about our activities
>I'm the happiest I've been in years
>One day, she says she needs to speak to me
>She tells me she can't see me any more
>Says it's because she got a new, well-paying job, but it's got harsh hours
>However, she says we should hang out one more time on Monday
>Monday arrives, we are to meet at the park at 5.00
>Appear there with a goodbye card, some chocolates and a necklace, all bought with my birthday money
>Wait for her
>Keep waiting
>Wait some more
>Three hours pass and she never turns up
>I go home, dejected
>My parents confront me on the matter
>Mfw they told me that they were paying her $50 a week to see me the whole time
>Mfw she never truly gave a fuck about me, and just cut me off as soon as she got better pay
>Mfw the utter humiliation and crushing loneliness
>I now despise my parents for humiliating me in such a way
>I am lonely once more
>>143941916
Money doesn't necessarily make you happier.
>>143937135
>It's going to get better once I'll start uni, right?
No. But it's pretty much your last chance to make friends so keep that in mind.
>I'll find someone to talk to about nothing and cruise city streets by night, right?
Doubt it.
>I won't have to be alone anymore, right?
You should adopt a pet, anon. Having a kitten has eased my depression somewhat.
>>143942087
Money would solve so many of my stress inducing problems. It would make things better thats for sure.
>>143941916
Anon, I make enough that I can buy most whatever I want as a single person. It doesn't make me feel much better. I'm still lonely and my social skills still suck.
>>143941753
Because this is actually the only place where you can talk without bullshit.
>>143941808
But I try everyday, withdating websites and apps. It wasn't very successful so far. I feel like my standards are way too high, even if I find them totally normal.
>>143941916
That's my thought process as well. Since you get everything with money, I'm bound to find someone someday.
>>143942044
Jesus Christ.
>>143942087
Don't litsten this autist. Money is everything.
>>143942044
Good god, man
>>143941999
I feel bad for you Anon. I'm sorry.
>>143942044
I'm just gonna close my eyes and tell myself it isn't real, and everything's gonna be ok.
>>143942044
Did you kill your parents? Cause I know I would've.
Scale of How Much Strength it Takes to Do Something:
Live Life Without Inhibition
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POWER GAP
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Commit Suicide
Exist
I think this sums up why many people want to die, but are unable to find the willpower to do so.
>>143942044
There's no way this is real.
>>143941868
This. If you really have to, gather all your money, get a loan if you don't have enough, use it to buy the biggest caliber gun you can and blow your brains with it. If my knowledge about guns is correct then it should be a painless death, you don't even have to care about the mess, that should problem for the living.
>>143942044
sweet christ
at episode 4 around S2. what episode does the reference come up
>>143942044
Your parents are amazing and you don't deserve them
>>143942044
This right here is how parents enable their kids to be NEETs as well as set them up for failure in life.
Jesus fucking Christ how fucking convoluted does your thought process have to be to think that's a good idea? Is it -that- hard to think further than 5 minutes into the fucking future?
>>143942044
Wait, how did your parents know that you liked her?
>>143942044
Welp. Include me in the screencap.
>>143942044
That's fucking horrible, and this comes from a sociopath.
>>143942057
>>143942246
Thank you, I did not expect condolences.
>>143941541
what the hell is a XYN anyway?
>>143942339
I hate myself but I don't want it to end just yet, anon.
>>143942044
From now on, any time I'm feeling down, I'm just gonna remember this post, and remind myself that at least I'm not this pathetic. Thanks, anon.
>>143942347
>>143942044
This kind of shit pisses me off. I hope you find support somewhere anon. Do you have some way of getting in contact?
>>143942444
How old are you? Do you have job/education?
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