Her father beat the LIVING SHIT out of him.
Finally someone did. Fucking faggot.
>>139425565
whew finally, I guess he'll force them to get a divorce.
>>139425565
Based nippons putting cucks in their rightful place.
Awaiting Haruka's reaction.
Fag deserves it too. He robbed senpai of his smile for good.
>>139425565
jesus, Shokugeki got brutal since Aizen became the main villain
>>139426145
He's clearly just shocked at the sudden case of Sidemouth syndrome and probably only administered a beating in a freindly attempt to put his mouth back on the front of his face and not up his daughter's skirt
>>139425565
>your son rewards you to have sex with his wife
>beat him up
What a terrible father
>>139426420
It was HER dad. Remember our last big thread?
>>139425565
>Cuckfags getting BTFO by based Father in law
Thanks you based god
>>139426270
sauce pls
>>139425565
What is this?
finally someone sane!
>>139426735
It's a ryo hentai
>>139425565
Based dad. He should slap her daughter too.
>>139425565
I need to catch up with this.
But did Haruka's dad beat up Shu's dad?
>>139426735
"A day in the life of a cuckfag"netoraserare
>>139425565
Let me guess, next scene is the hospital where the wife proceeds to fuck another person over him while he is unable to do anything because he is in a full body cast?
>>139425565
Worth it
>>139426937
nothing much, he makes his wife rape his father
>>139425565
http://g.e-hentai.org/g/919607/2d4a723f08/
>>139425565
I hope he dies. Fucking faggot.
>>139425565
I'm glad.
>>139427459
but he was really good at turning his faithful wife into an epic slut
I hope this ends with the guy killing himself.
>>139425565
He deserved every single hit for being a shit.
>>139427361
So is he gonna go apologize or something
This s so much more entertaining than that Tachibana stuff
>>139427115
JUST
>>139425565
THANK YOU
>>139427950
PUNCH
Comedy of the century desu
>>139425565
wait why he imagine haruka pregnant? isnt she sterile or some shit?
>>139428163
Yeah, I thought she was barren?
>>139428199
>>139428163
That seems to be the speculation but I don't believe it was ever explicitly said in the manga.
>>139426145
Senpai said he is getting married to a girl he claims to be a lot better than the slut. Not that it's hard to find a girl better than her though but senpai says they'll be happier than the cuck mc will ever be.
>>139425565
Long overdue.
MC did nothing wrong. It's not like he choose for not getting hard with normal sexual intercourse.
>>139428653
He is salty,obviously the girl he found is no better than her. If you found happiness why would you bother going back?
I hope this ends with him raping senpai and killing himself.
>>139428780
>Viagra or other drugs to treat ED exists.
>Have his pure wife fuck random men and turn her into a slut anyway so that he can get his dick hard.
Nah he did everything wrong.
>>139429041
It's not like he forced her to
>>139429080
he did, not physically but mentally
>>139428918
Well at least he moved on but the embarrassment he experienced could not be easily forgiven. He actually wanted to make the slut happy and break her out of that shit experience only to be betrayed and used by her just to troll him. All of the characters except the slut's dad are dumb though so you can't really defend any of them.
>>139428918
That's what I had been telling you guys all along. There's no reason to feel bad or call senpai a cuck because he could literally find another, better girl in 10 seconds. He didn't love her, he wanted to fucking help her.
>>139429513
This. Hell, I would bend over for senpai in a heart beat.
Finally someone beat up that fucking cuck.
>>139429513
Poor Senpai was twisted by those two perverts.
>>139425565
All NTR fags should suffer the same fate.
Oh she's been taken SOMEWHERE by her father and she's "infertile".
This can only mean one thing.http://exhentai.org/g/777998/0bf04dd553/
>>139428959
Senpai is a big guy
>>139431115
I think Shuu-chan fell in love with him because now he can only get off on the netoraserare by thinking about senpai fucking her.
>>139426145
Even a derelict with AIDS is happier that Shuu at this point.
Soon it will change tho, sincehe will suicide
Post every page or give link
>>139431831
This just proves childhood friends shouldn't win and osananajimi NTR is a good thing.
>>139431948
Go feed yourself.
>>139425565
Comedy of the year.
>>139432125
Ahh.. the good old times. When happiness still existed in their world.
>>139432125
The only thing this story proves is don't drag NTR h-manga too long and Stockholm syndrome.
>>139425565
Faggot deserved it
>both dad and son got the shit beaten out of them
>>139432696
Divorce papers? BASED DAD
>>139432696
That dad doesn't fuck around.
Too bad he failed and his daughter is already a slut
>>139425565
Fuck. Anyone else noticed the cuck only masturbates to videos of Sempai with Haruka?
weird little shit
>>139432696
10/10.
>>139432900
If he doesn't die I riot.
>>139427904
Keep dreaming
>>139432696
Great.
>>139432900
He actually wants to be fucked in the ass by senpai's giant cock. Even the slut couldn't forget senpai's cock and has to watch the video of him fucking her all the time.
>>139428918
/h/ has call it for months the girl is kawaii
>>139432811
Yeah, his Daughter is a Grade-A slut now. Should just kill her now.
The wife should be stoned to death along with the childhood friend.
>>139433037
She does but the husband is definitely the one feeling sempai's dick much more than her. Fucking weirdo.
>>139432696
Why he hasn't died yet?
>>139433695
He's an immortal lich powered by cuckoldry.
>>139433695
The lowest of society always finds a way to survive.
>>139433796
I always wanted to be named Tammie Jackson.
I think the random name gen should stay.
>>139433092
Ancient Mesopotamian was a perfect society.
>>139432696
Cuck genes.
I really don't get how there was ever people who cheered for the MC. How mentally ill do you have to be to find anything redeemable about him to like him
>>139434053
Hes fucking hilarious though
Look at the faces he makes when getting cucked
>>139434160
>>139432696
Based dad is the true hero of this story.
>>139432900
More like gay little shit.
After he stabbed himself, rather than signing the divorce papers, I almost expected a happy end.
Guess not
>>139433045
>now
She always was one.
>>139425565
What manga? Reverse image search gives me nothing.
>>139436275
Get your shit together, Anna.
So how close to the end is it? Is there any glimmer of hope for a good end, or is that a long abandoned possibility
>>139436442
If by "good end" you mean Shu getting shot to death then I really want to believe, Andrew.
>>139436442
2 more chapter's
>>139432696
TOP DAD
The fact that he got the living shit beat out of him
everyone would think he would regain his senses and grow up from his fetishes
but nope,after 3 years,he still jerk's of from videos of haruka and senpai fcking
>>139432696
This frame.
>i'm hungry
>my wounds hurt
>haven't been cucked for a week
>it's cold
>>139437409
>i wish at home
>i wish senpai was still fucking my wife
>>139437346
>yet another manga plot that could be resolved by removing the nipponese's stigma surrounding mental healthcare
>>139437346
>3 years
It was that long? Holy fuck. He's still fapping to senpai? Why doesn't he kill himself holy fuck.
Where is Shu driving to in the end?
>>139438891
Aokigahara
>>139438891
To Haruka's current stay.
>>139438891
Hopefully to suicide
>>139439136
Kek most weeaboo won't get that one.
>>139439296
>Kek
Fuck off. Angelica.
>>139425565
This is the funniest shit I've read in years
Honestly surprised the father didn't fuck the daughter too.
MCxSenpai when
>>139439464
>>139439296
We use LMAO here.
>>139440016
>not LUL
Bobby please
>>139425565
Should have killed him.
>>139440321
Clara, I'm not sure if you know about this one, but I've been using ROFLCOPTER recently XD. I has just the right mix of zany that shows people how quirky I am in my responses!
>>139425565
Heh. Heheh. Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehheheh.
>>139427361
>They got a fucking divorce
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
>>139440695
My life would be complete if he gets a wedding invite from her out of the blue.
Only cuckolds have childhood friends in the first place. Father-in-law should've known.
>>139437346
Sempai cock is too stronk
>>139441028
Or when he visits her she's already married again. Or with child.
>>139443028
>meets the kid at the public bath
>"your dick is smaller than daddy's"
>Shuu-chan horror face
>Immediately ejaculates while flaccid
>>139441028
Will that really a punishment for him? He will probably get hard.
Did all the vanillatards kill themselves already?
>>139443158
keked hard
>>139439725
This.
Shu should embrace his true desire and potential by cucking Sempai's gf. It will give him enough self-confidence to stop being such a bitch.
This is fucking hilarious. Too bad the daughter is broken as fuck now and can't live without cocks.
>>139444922
female circumcision
>>139444489
This is supposed to be realistic. Could you ever find a man in a nature actually able to cuck a girl away from a guy like senpai? Haruka was like a marvel of evolution that comes about once in every 100 million years.
>>139441028
>>139443028
>>139443158
The cucking possibilities are endless now
Is his mom dead or did she get a divorce from his dad too?
>>139431115
>Senpai is a big guy
For you
>>139444922
Shu a shit. She was a perfect waifu before.
>>139425565
This type of cucking pissed me off.
>>139425565
he should have beat him to death. Lord knows I probably would if that was my daughter. This piece of shit deserves to have the sausage cut off and the beans crushed.
>>139446048
what the shit are you talking? is this dawns?
>>139425565
So where is she now? And how much time passed after he got his ass handed to him by Haruka's father?
>>139451517
Three years.
>>139451631
What the fuck? 3 freaking years?
How in the hell will the author wrap this story up. Cause by this point i highly doubt it's going to have a happy ending, if not Haruka somehow still coming back to him just to make him suffer because she's a massive sadist now.
>>139451719
Apparently there's two chapters left. I'm hoping for a finally pregnant with unknown father and/or a married off ending. No matter the ending, this manga was the most hilarious thing I've read in a while. I don't usually buy eromanga but I want this guy to get my money.
>his daughter
She's adopted.
Doesn't anyone actually read the dialogue?
Someone needed to bead his ass up.
He's in the rabbit hole too deep though.
>>139451891
[citation needed]
Can somebody make a summary of the latest chapter?
>>139451891
>Doesn't anyone actually read the dialogue?
>>139451875
They are most likely going to end up together in some happy-ish ending, which is a bit of a shame.
As much as he needed a beating, Haruka also deserves a lesson. The implication is that while she was happy before, her being a gigantic sadist without any morals was something that she had but didn't really manifest before.
I mean he started the whole bullshit by being a fucking retard, but she keeped excalating it, and instead of ending it made even more insane stunts.If 3 years did pass i'd imagine the father forced her into some sort of rehabilitation, but i imagine it did jack shit, and she'll come back looking pure again only to show she's still a massive sadist.
>>139452103
>senpai will never fuck my waifu
It hurts.
>>139452247
Goods so used they wouldn't sell even at a clearance sale.
Shu should just marry that chick from his workplace.
>>139452432
There was no such implication. Everything she did was for her husband, which makes her an idiot but "suffering is love lol".
>>139452432
Should play the Marina Team.NTR games, they're like Netoraserare but the Haruka is all oneesan femdomy and stays faithful. She eventually takes over her husband's fetish and gets more into it than he is too.
>>139425565
So why exactly as senpai over there?
Was he looking for Haruka?
Or was he looking for Cuck-kun?
>>139452507
>Used goods
>NTRfags still believe that she fucked everyone with a penis
Still makes me laugh
I know I'm late to the party , but HOLY SHIT BASED DAD.
Too bad his daughter's already a slut by now,I can't believe where this ride's gone
>dude let his own fucking dad hit it
>wife's dad comes in
>he isn't some typical doujin rapedad
>he's actually sane and realistic
It's like he's a 3d dad in a 2d world
>>139452559
She wants nothing to do with him unless he man's the fuck up and tames that pussy with his own cock.
She even said it herself.
>>139452628
This, the Marina trilogy is basically this story done well. All of the people involved actually manage to remain decent human beings.
>>139452641
They lived in the same building.
>>139452628
Stop shilling this shit in every single thread.
>>139451875
Well, doesn't Shu's flaccid dick imply that he has changed his cuckold ways for good?
>>139452750
What does he say to him?
I can't speak chink.
>>139452567
Yep, the first time she showed such sadism was during the senpai arc where she was confused and didn´t know what her husband was thinking. After that she was just fulfilling Shu's fetish.
>>139452770
Beat a cuck, give him luck.
Can someone explain to me what this shit's about in a nutshell? I've never read this before.
>>139452663
>cucks in denial that she had a fight with her boyfriend and then remembered that fruity faggot that promised to wait a year for her.
>>139452797
He's marrying a girl who's better than Haruka, which is hilarious. The cucker became the cucked.
>>139452872
Husband can't get hard so he whored out his wife.
>>139452927
More like the savior became cuck, then moved on to get with a 10/10 woman with sanity.
>>139426145
Who cares about a cuck who got cucked by a cuck?
>>139452842
If he's recovered from being a cuckold, I hope this becomes a happy ending.
Maybe Haruka comes back and Shu takes care of the child or something.
>>139452872
Go read it, it's just 24 chapters. The art is good, the porn is fine and you will not stop laughing all the way through.
>>139452872
Husband can't get it up anymore, and can only get hard by imagining his wife getting fucked by other dudes. He asks her to fuck other man to get him excited so they can fuck, it works, but then it dosn't anymore, it escalates, her ex joins in for a load of chapters, ex was the cause of the trauma that made him a cuck in the first place, he starts going batshit insane, wife is now a sadist who enjoys seeing him suffer but dosn't really want to leave him, ex gets fed up with their retarded ways and leaves, she keeps making him suffer and he allows it, she fucks his dad in front of him, her father shows up and sees it, beats the living shit out of him and his father.
Now there's 2 chapters left.
kekkkkkkkkkkkk
>>139452927
But senpai, Senpai here is clearly still fucked up and upset about it.
>>139426145
>>139453023
>the porn is fine
This was porn?
>>139452891
>NTRfags can't see anyone having a happy ending, and have to push their own fantasies onto a girl who only ever fucked one person, instead of reveling in the cuckery that came from Yuri
>>139425565
Are we supposed to feel bad about him ?
>>139453019
>Shu taking care of the child or something
That would be a bad ending, but he deserves it for turning down top tier qt coworker who wanted that D.
>>139452978
>this is what cucks actually believe
He's assblasted, and the fact that he feels the need to let the most pathetic man on earth know that my waifu > his waifu after being unable to tame and win her back with his megadick just confirms it. Senpai was fun and all but he's just another loser like the rest of the characters.
>>139453089
I'm not even sure anymore,I think halfway through the mangaka switched the genre to comedy
>>139453072
Fucking PTSD worse than shield hero
>>139452628
I'm not really into NTR anon, i just read this shit because it's hilarious and i want to know how it ends.
>>139453078
Even if she fucked girls would that make it better?
>>>/fit/
>>139453089
Both him and the wife are retards, don't feel bad for either of then.
>>139453168
Here's a twist: senpai becomes a full cuck and imagines his new wife sleeping with other men. Manga ends with a big spread of Shu and senpai cucking each other
>>139453168
>this is what neo-cucks actually believe
Senpai is built and you could find a better woman than Haruka at a methadone clinic.
>>139453283
She really wasn't into it when she fucked the dyke, though. If she had been comfortable with it, she wouldn't have stopped Kido from watching by covering the hole
Purely a pityfuck, nothing more
>>139453326
Plenty of pity fucks to be had while wandering around Shinjuku nightclubs for a year I guess. ..
>>139453367
I just don't see Emiru as that kind of person. If she was, she would have just moved on to a new boyfriend, and never worried about Kido. The problem with our whole argument is that the timeskip happened at all. You could have stopped reading before she leaves, and it would have made more sense, but no, have to throw in some last minute fucking drama, and resolve it literally a chapter later
>>139453314
>assblasted at normalfags
Just because senpai is cool doesn't mean he'll have a bad ending or ever be cucked again.
Shu and Haruka were complete outliers of society the ruined lives by proximity. Any of the characters would be fine if they just separated themselves from the 2.
>>139453058
That's the most pitiful thing I've ever heard.
>>139453454
I think Emiru is the type of person, because she's insane. I wouldn't put it past her to get into cucking at some point in her life.
Not that I care, because I want the MC to be unhappy for what he did to Madoka.
>>139453524
>actually thinking senpai is cool
wew
>>139453535
It's not like there's drugs to force erections and counseling right ?
It's not pitiful, the husband choose to satisfy his fetish instead of solving the problem and it backfired spectaculary for everyone's amusement.
>>139453599
He very clearly is.
>>139453666
It is pitiful. The husband is fucking retarded and pathetic.
>>139453599
>Not liking horsecock-kun
Dude he cucked so hard he flew right past Haruka and NTR'd Shuu
>>139453592
There's so many girls, and it's been so long since I read this stupid thing. I remember
>Emiru
>That cheating harlot
>The chick who had betrayed him before, and did it again
>The yandere who knew about Emiru
>The dyke
>Onii-chan's wife
I can only clearly distinguish Yuri and Emiru, really
The only way this is going to end well is if cuck-kun dies, Haruka kills herself and we cut to a scene of Sempai laughing at the news while sorrounded by hot bitches.
>>139453793
Madoka is the one whose virginity he took and he dated while being in love with Emiru and fucked her through the peephole so Emiru could get off to it.
>>139453072
More like he's disgusted by the husband. Any sane man would be.
>>139453933
He was disgusted with both of then. He wanted to take her away from him before he noticed she was just as insane as him.
>>139453920
Ah, the one who ended up with her asshole friend
>>139452701
He's impotent
>>139453718
Hung up on a highschool ex who didn't even let him fuck her when they were dating, is at her doorstep after a single phonecall even though she's married, tries to be the Nice Guy and gets involved in a relationship with a hard cuckold fetishist thinking he can "save" the wife with dicking which is exactly all he was needed for, gets too involved and actually manages to get cucked in the process and finally, is so butthurt from the entire thing he spergs in front of the cuck somehow trying to make him jealous by claiming his new girl is better and all he gets is a confused but honest omedetou.
What a cool guy, I'm really impressed.
>>139452797
marrying Kawaii
>>139453920
Madoka was crazy. I thought she was going to stab MC when they were breaking up.
It feels so great when cheaters get their commupance.
I wonder how she reacted when she found out he broke up with her
>>139454110
>Hung up
More like
>See girl you used to date
>In a shitty relationship with shitty cuckman
>Decide to play in their game because whatever
>Free dickings
>Try to see if you can save her with your dick because you're bored and have enough disposable income to just sit around all day fucking someone's wife
>Get ripped a new one and realize they're BOTH insane
>gtfo because why even bother?
Pretty cool.
>>139454172
I wish she stabbed him. That's the sanest thing anyone could've done.
His genes don't deserve a chance to propagate.
>>139453920
worst girl
>>139454275
Senpaifags are delusional as fuck. He was trying to whiteknight and win her heart. Idiot even thought it was actually working.
>>139454329
Because he dated her when he was in love with Emiru? Sure, Kido might not have been the best person in the series, but you seem hell bent on despising the poor fucker
>>139454389
Yeah so what? How does that make him uncool? He moved on immediately after he realized it wouldn't work.
>the most important flashback ever will never be resolved
>>139454389
He should have taken her by force. Everyone would be happier you can't deny it
>>139454379
The entire cast was insane, she was still leagues better than MC.
I'm not even sure why i read all of that shit, it was like drama at every corner for the sake of it.
>>139454425
Because his personality is atrocious and he's p ugly. Him and Emiru would only create a new breed of beta perverts. The kind the grinds up panties and snorts them.
>>139454522
A match made in hell, then. He's the perfect person to make a lunatic like Emiru happy
>>139449073
Was losing Haruka to Shu part of his plan?
>>139454557
I honestly can't see either living past 35. I definitely cannot imagine them as parents, nor elderly.
>>139454514
whatever you say, nozoki ana is unique, way better than most of manga for idea alone
>>139454719
I can imagine them committing lover's suicide together, down the road.
>>139454795
That's because there's like 2 others with the idea.
Loving Honna Wakou's newest cuckmanga though.
>>139454562
of coursh
>>139454900
she's not main girl so who cares
>>139455312
obviously the MC, or he'd be in vegas scoring millions with his mind fuckery.
Instead he uses it to find out the progression of his crush's romance with his hot best friend
>>139455408
main girl is glasses one
>>139455786
I'm not denying that but the story's intention is clearly to make you feel cucked by proxy.
>>139456004
well maybe it's just me but i don't feel anything if it's not the main girl that's being ntr'd, so i didn't even really care when mc was cucked by first girl he dated in nozoki
>>139454255
My favorite ntr of all times I swear. She was BTFO of so hard at the end. Like you said my biggest problem was that I didn't get to see what happened to her
Shu got wrecked by Haruka's dad.
Haruka was taken away by her father and her dad sent shu divorce papers but shu hasn't signed them
3 years have passed and shu still has a job and has been looking for haruka
senpai is getting married and kawai has a boyfriend now.
shu reflects on what he has done and he gets a boner thinking about him and haruka. no cuck shit.
question is will he find haruka and will she take him back or has she moved on? also has she been banging other guys in that three year span.
>>139456778
She was waxing eloquent about how much she loved him, while getting sensei's cock up her ass, in the PLACE WHERE THEY FIRST KISSED.
She fucking deserved it, holy shit. Sadly, we will probably never see her despair, something that makes me hard as a rock
>>139456807
I think she's been waiting. She tried to fuck other guys, but just doesn't get aroused anymore without seeing his ugly mug. Maybe she'll become a dominatrix as a replacement, that way she still see's him suffering in some way
>>139456807
>kawai has a boyfriend now.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
>>139456853
What's the point of reading NTR if cheater is the one who suffers?
>>139454255
>>139456778
sauce?
>>139456962
Don't misunderstand, when he saw what was going on, the main guy was reduced to tears in a gym store room that a fat, ugly teacher had fucked his beloved girlfriend in only a few hours prior.
In the second part, while she's getting rammed in the ass, in the spot where they had their first kiss, he breaks up with her via phone (which she had left in the teacher's car), and the last page is her thinking that she can keep going on as long as she has her boyfriend, thinking she should show him the beautiful flowers sprouting.
My despair-erection is gender neutral, and we don't really see his, so I would love to see her reaction
>>139457085
I have to choose someone's despair when I start reading a work. Switching back in forth fucks with me on a physiological level.
>>139457184
This is really the most we see of his, but she is so delusional that I want to see it shattered, as she realizes exactly why she lost him. I want to see that shattering realization
>>139457335
>>139457085
We need an American NTR manga parody that ends with the kid going full postal
>reading NTR to spite on the cheater
You're all doing it wrong.
>>139457500
someday
>>139457017
Well the first chapter is called some like Wednesday after school or some and that's the sequel Friday extracurricular lesson they're by amano ameno
>>139456962
>why read something when the cheater gets what she deserves
Why read something about a beta MC?
>>139457555
>tfw I self insert as the mangaka occasionally
please don't ask why or how
>>139457726
I don't, that's why I get off to NTR, because it BTFO betas.
I only acquired the fetish after blasting through a couple hundred battle harem manga.
>>139456853
What I really like is how it pretty much avoided NTR logic for the most part. The boyfriend actually did something extremely rare in NTR and that's leave the bitch his self. I felt this was one of the closes things I would find to real life NTR.
Fuck off cucks.
Are there other NTR manga involving a disillusioned housewife? What's the name of that korean one with the assassin husband?
>>139457936
It's such a shame that it's only 2 chapters, I would love to see more from this
>>139457936
>one of the closes things I would find to real life NTR.
Real life NTR you never find out about it or she dumps you first.
>>139458063
Household affairs.
It looks like the chicken boy lost and the husband is getting NTR'd now.
>>139457806
>getting off to beta BTFO
>hundreds of harem manga
I don't even bother with either of those. Beta MC usually mess up series just for the fact that their logic is crazy. I mean who the fuck would continue to watch videos of the girl they love getting fuck just to cry and jack off. And what person would even send those type of videos. So when I find rare gems like these where the MC is a bitch I just love them. Like there's one where after the MC wife cheats and leave him he fucks her mom, his aunt and some other bitch. Then she comes back saying how she's come back to hi and he basically told her to fuck off
>>139458230
Fuck off Jared, wrong fetish thread.
>>139458066
Yeah I would love to see her farther fall into despair or at least let me see her reaction to hearing the email. Like seeing her breakdown in the car or with a super heartbroken shock look
>>139458122
No it does happen trust me. One person at my church found out his 2 year old son wasn't his but he decided to stay with her
>>139458348
Or even better, Sensei finds out, and starts talking about how she belongs to him now, she realizes just how fucked up the whole situation is, leaves sensei behind and tries to get her boyfriend backAnd he refuses to see her, or sees her and turns away
>>139458401
Fuck
That.
If my partner was disloyal to me, and I found out? i would drop that like a bad habit. I"m already insecure enough, I don't need a constant reminder of my failure for the rest of my life
